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photodump of September, saw The Long Walk and had to reevaluate life

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when I'm most likely moving to north carolina??? plot twist

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truly madly deeply the only thing that makes me REALLY clean and organize my spaces is me trying to impress my ex with how cool everything is. I literally bought stuff to restock my cabinet today when I usually wait until 2 weeks after everything runs out

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literally shaking in anticipation of the hangout bc idk if it's gonna go friendly or dately and how do I even explain to him that YES I am a lesbian but he is gorl to me

[louisegluckpdf]

reading nabokov is maddening because his writing is so playful and evocative and effortless and english isn't even his first language. he's doing things in a second language most people could spend their lives trying and failing to replicate in their first language. makes me feel like this

[louisegluckpdf]

"my very photogenic mother died in a freak accident (picnic, lightning) when i was three" like come ON how did you write the funniest sentence ever by adding a two word parenthetical. leave something for the rest of us

[captain-stretch-nuts]

Mercury, Venus, (uh oh) Pearth, Mars (phew), Djupiter (never mind), Faturn ⁉️, Luranus (kinda French actually), Pneptune

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i did the Big Anxiety Thing I've been holding onto for literal months of asking my one ex to hang out again and he immediately asks to see a movie with me and go to a group gathering at his house I'm actually so excited

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why is it that whenever im attracted to someone the moment they show interest back or match my energy I instantly feel anxious and weird about it like this is what I want!!!! let me enjoy it!!!

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my ex really is the character that haunts the narrative bc I genuinely believe that I will never have a relationship like that again and it ended in hellfire so badly and abruptly that I still haven't recovered from it years later and I will always see bits of them in the people I meet

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we were two halves of the same person and I will never have that connection again no matter how hard I try. I will never meet someone who I could be so enmeshed with like we were

[xeroxoblio]

my ex really is the character that haunts the narrative bc I genuinely believe that I will never have a relationship like that again and it ended in hellfire so badly and abruptly that I still haven't recovered from it years later and I will always see bits of them in the people I meet

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hmmmmm clever caption

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realizing I was groomed and saying it out loud for the first time has truly fucked me up but we have therapy journals for that

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by one of my closest friends at the time too!!! wild!!

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realizing I was groomed and saying it out loud for the first time has truly fucked me up but we have therapy journals for that

[detailed-devilish-soul]

𝖜𝖊 𝖗𝖔𝖙 𝖎𝖓 𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊, 𝖘𝖎𝖕𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖗𝖊𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖙

[sag3s]

Dum Spiro, Spero

[rowanisawriter]

[mockiato-deactivated20200315]

I Want You To Quiet Down by Patrica Grullon

2011, acrylic and ink on wood

This got taken down for violation, even though it’s a perfect example of what is supposedly allowed. So I’ll put it back up for the three minutes it’ll be allowed up. 😴

[juliaxyn]