I am not anti-social. I am just really pro-me.

⚠ NOTICE: As of August 2020, this account is on indefinite hiatus!After a lot of thought and contemplation, I've decided to pause uploading renders for a bit.There's just simply too much going on in my life that's got me emotionally and physically drained to a point, making renders and the pressure of wanting to be good all the time with them made me sad, and I struggled more than I succeeded. So, I'd rather not force it to where I quit out of hate.I can't say how long this will last, or when I'll get back to it again. That all depends on when / if the things giving me pause work themselves out or not.Hopefully they will sooner than later. All I can do is wish for the best.I'll still be around to keep up with other things but as far as me posting my works, the will just isn't there right now and I need to focus on those other things first. Again, sorry to those who have an interest in my stuff, and hope you all understand. :) ******************************** -This notice will be removed only when things have settled down and been resolved in their entirety. - ******************************** -Forever a work in progress, because I'm just that big of a nOOb around here with barely enough know how to get by XDD,but feel free to have a look around- ^_^ I'm just your average, every day, very quiet, very shy, introverted, random person who's got a thing forBlender rendering, all things Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Resident Evil, Assassin's Creed, Devil May Cry,and a whole plethora of other gaming and general interests that are too many to name. :) I create whatever inspires me and I have tons of ideas I'd love to bring to lifebut am not always able, which means I am not always consistent in my uploads due tolack of time, know-how in certain things, creativity, resource availability, inspiration, etc. (Almost) All my posts to date have a link back to either it's source material (as in videos where gifs were made from for example)or my primary place of posting on DeviantArt, which is where I can often be reached(much easier than here, where I don't always see notes / comments / asks, etc) and where you can findcredits, complete details on renders, important info about me, my works, as well as some that have not been posted here. I can also now be found on Twitter and Instagram! (Note: Instagram is still new and very much a WIP / platform learning process, but postings can also be found there and, like my DeviantArt, you can find works that aren't posted here.) ⭐ PLEASE DON'T STEAL, EDIT, OR CLAIM MY WORK AS YOUR OWN. KTHANKS! ⭐ ⭐ IF YOU'RE WANTING TO RE-POST MY WORK THEN ASK FIRST! DON'T JUST DO SO WITHOUT PERMISSION. ⭐

[xholyxlightx]

Hey have you got anything for Yeul from FF13? There isn’t enough 3D art of her out there

I’ve done at least one with her around, gosh it’s been a long while O_O, but haven’t done anything else lately. I really should do more at some point when ideas strike XD

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Thoughts on Project Athia?

Way too soon to tell. Need more insight and info. It looks pretty at least lol

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Your work on Tifa and Aerith is really good 👍🏻 Can’t wait to see more in the future.

Thank you very much!! ^_^

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Aerith and Tifa -

Alot of problems which are too many to name, went into this picture, but since I put work into it regardless, I'm posting it. If people like it, yay! If not, well I tried. lol

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Posed in Blender 2.79 Cycles Rendered in Blender 2.82 Cycles (E-cycles usage) Edited in Photoshop Credits go to Square Enix

Please don’t steal, edit, or claim as your work kthanks!

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Other credits and full details can be found on my DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/xholyxlightx/art/Aerith-and-Tifa-850299887

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Presence -

The idea in my head here is one evening, a few years after Zack died, Aerith, in tune with the planet one night, while checking her flowers one last time for the day, stands and turns to view the giant hole in the roof. The lifestream particles rising up from the flower bed and the moon light (or artificial light?) shining down where feathers start to appear. Given the Angeal clone was once in the church, I'd think Aerith would be familiar with feathers in some way and if nothing else, Zack always wanted wings and maybe he told her lol so... symbolism? :D Though she can't feel it directly, Zack's presence is behind her that she can sense. His finger carefully trying to brush against her hand (might be hard to tell in the render, sorry!) and somehow, she knows he's there. Okay no more sappyness. XD I suppose this turned out okay in the end. I like the overall look and feel too it. ^^ 

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Posed in Blender 2.79 Cycles Rendered in Blender 2.82 Cycles (E-cycles usage) Edited in Photoshop Credits go to Square Enix

Please don’t steal, edit, or claim as your work kthanks!

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Other credits and full details can be found on my DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/xholyxlightx/art/Presence-847669901

[xholyxlightx]

Hey do you know the artist who did an amazing job recreating the gang from Dark Road in 3D? That picture of Xehanort sitting on the chair with all his friends around? Can’t find it anywhere now 😭

That’s a really good piece of work they did and I believe you’re looking for the artist here :) https://www.deviantart.com/shrimpsupreme

[xholyxlightx]

❤️ your work with Aerith. Please do more

Thank you! All good things in time ^^

[xholyxlightx]

Falling Petals - Lightning -

This piece was just something I did at random trying to get my mind off certain other discouraging things. I wont say I half assed it because I really did try to make the pose look good and make the materials look right, but I felt I could do better, if only I knew how to certain things. Plus I couldnt find a better background so overall it looks far too simple IMO. I tried my best all the same but ehh just not sure how I feel about it. If you like it YAY and if not, there's always next time :)

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Posed and rendered in Blender 2.79 Cycles Small edits done in Photoshop.   Credits go to Square Enix

Please don’t steal, edit, or claim as your work kthanks!

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Other credits and full details can be found on my DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/xholyxlightx/art/Falling-Petals-Lightning-846674082

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Aerith’s Room - Render -

Aerith's room in the Shinra Building from Final Fantasy 7 Remake

Just wanted to test and see what I could do with a scenery by itself in blender.

This is a real basic set up as well. No post work touch-ups done in photoshop. (except the water mark obviously) I think it turned out okay :)

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Posed and rendered in Blender 2.79 Cycles    Credits go to Square Enix

Please don’t steal, edit, or claim as your work kthanks!

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Bigger image and full details can be found on my DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/xholyxlightx/art/Aerith-s-Room-Render-845806168

[xholyxlightx]

Do you think Ava will be on Sora’s side in the next saga? Will she be playable?

Way too early to speculate any of that. lol. This series has a habit of throwing the most random curve balls XD

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Seven Seconds - Aerith -

Inspired by a certain line said by Sephiroth to Cloud in FF7 Remake and Cloud's pose and position there, I wanted to see if I could make something similar with Aerith.

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Posed and rendered in Blender 2.79 Cycles Editing done in Photoshop. Credits go to Square Enix

Please don’t steal, edit, or claim as your work kthanks!

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Other credits and full details can be found on my DeviantArt: https://www.deviantart.com/xholyxlightx/art/Seven-Seconds-Aerith-845434917

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If you could hang out with one character from FF13 for one day who would it be?

If it’s anyone from the entire trilogy. Definitely, probably, maybe, Caius XD

[xholyxlightx]

Cloud, Zidane, or Squall?

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Could you try to do something with Lunafreya in her travel outfit from the FF15 movie?

Not possible, sorry! :)

[xholyxlightx]

Think Naminé will be playable in the future?

If they can work out some kind of battle style, and weapon for her, I don’t see why not. It’s KH so anything’s possible at this point lol.

[xholyxlightx]

What is it with Aqua and Terra still being overprotective of Ventus in KH3? He can take care of himself and they should be more like his brother and sister rather than parents

Ven’s more than capable to take care of himself but he’s still the youngest of the trio so I’d say they protect him like an older brother and sister would for their younger sibling. ^^

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Don’t you just love the moment when Aerith helps Betty and saves Marlene? She’s so patient and loving towards children

Yep, she is.