Honestly i dont even think i like exo that much anymore, after everything that happened in the last few weeks i feel so disappointed. Part of me has lost all hope and just accepted the fate that we'll never get a ot9 experience again and maybe its time to move on. But deep down theres this small hope, that feeling that maybe somehow things will be somewhat like it used to, that somehow things will be just as usual.
I wanted to unstan them, just be a casual listener, cause well i still love their musics, just distance myself from any news related to any of them. Been a fan its suppose to be fun and entertaining, why am i in such anguish? Why im frustrated? Specially about things i have zero control over.
I was so excited about november. The feeling that we were finally getting what we waited so long for.
I noticed some people just got over it and moved on, acting like everything is normal. I just cant do that, support the activities like a huge part of the group is not missing. Also theres a lot of division, people acting like we're suppose to pick sides, antagonizing some members, making them the evil villains they're not!
I just want them to be together, but things have to be just. They shouldn't have to sacrifice themselves for the fans.
I simply dont know if that is ever gonna happen.
