If anyone is trying to protect me by sending someone else death threats. Please stop. No matter how much you care about my feelings, don't do anything like that to someone else. I'm recovering and you don't need to help me out, but if you want to help, please just come to me and talk to me. Attacking someone for me, isn't going to help any of us. Please just stop. Even if I don't stay here much longer, I don't want people I care about getting attacked. Honestly, I don't want anyone being attacked. I'm the big asshole right now, so it seems -- though I don't really know what I did wrong except for having normal human feelings. I got jealous, I got upset. I lost and I'm moving forward. Please understand that I want no one to endure any pain because of me. Regardless if I really card about you or I'm indifferent towards you. I want no one to endure pain. So, please please please, do not attack others because of me. And if this is your sick plan to ruin what was left of a friendship, I think you're getting your wish. And hell, if it was to leave me with nothing left and get me to leave - I might even do that too. But even if I do leave, PLEASE DO NOT ATTACK ANYONE. I WANT NO ONE TO GET ATTACKED BECAUSE OF ME. Please, I'm at the edge and clearly no one is really trying to listen to me. But please, if you can do one thing for me -- don't send anyone anon hate or death threats. If you don't like how the situation turned out...then...I don't know...come talk to me about it.
