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@xkiryu
[ hello hello! sorry about the inactivity, but that’s just how life is when you’re an adult with responsibilities. i’m going to try (see: try) to be more active with this blog, considering the twewy resurgence and all that. but we’ll see! :-) ]
Some JoshNeku kissing...
I should have cleaned up the lines in the first three, but time, and my hand...(the disney princess dress is a joke, I couldn’t resist it😂
And JoshNeku in fancy dresses, probably a mafia au or something (They’re going to fight the Shinjuku gang X’D
[ this should go without saying but if you ship kir/koma in any way- literally any way- or associate with people who do, don’t fucking follow or interact with me. thanks. ]
simping softness prompts.
basically i got shippy and now there's these soft little prompts for romantic, platonic, and yearning situations!! use them at your leisure!
" you're shivering. here, take my jacket. "
" you... sorry, you just got a little something on your face... here, let me get it for you. "
" hey, so... i know you haven't been feeling great, so i picked up a few of your favorite snacks, drinks... "
" you stayed? "
" well, of course i stayed. you're here, where else would i be? "
" oh! i found this in the mall, i figured it might be something you'd like! "
" hey, everything's gonna be fine. stay where you are, i'm on my way. "
" wow... you look... you look amazing. "
" we should grab some coffee together, sometime. "
" holy crap, i thought you were dead! never do that to me again! "
" i made some breakfast, if you're hungry? "
" your hands are freezing! let me warm them up... "
" i knew you wouldn't go to sleep willingly, so i brought you some chamomile tea and a blanket. twenty minutes of shut-eye, okay? "
" it's okay. i promise you, i will be here when you wake up. "
" hey! hey, hey, it's alright! it's okay, my darling/friend/love, i'm here, i've got you... "
" i'll walk you home. "
" you need a lift? "
" i... sometimes, i guess i kinda wish you could see yourself through my eyes. "
" i see you still have my shirt! "
" i got starbucks. this is your favorite, isn't it? "
" you look like you could use a hug. "
" okay, quit it with the drinks. i think that's enough, hmm? i'll cover the tab, but for now, let's get you home... "
" i'm not letting you sleep on the couch. come on. get under the blankets. "
" i mean... i-i'm cool with sharing the bed if you are. "
" you were in a really bad way, i wasn't about to abandon you. "
" hey... you've been crying. "
" don't think i won't carry you if i have to! "
" of course i noticed. i notice everything about you. "
" i knew you wouldn't bring a jacket, so i made sure to color co-ordinate with you so you could wear mine on the way home. "
" please, talk to me... it kills me seeing you like this. "
" i got a reservation at that fancy italian place you like. come on. get ready, we can get there in time if we get dressed now! "
" he/she/they were an idiot. you're amazing, and if they can't see that, that's on them. "
" i'd happily go kick their arse, but i don't think that would help you. "
" you don't owe me anything. "
" i wish i could just freeze time. let this moment be forever. "
" i got you some flowers. but, if you have allergies, i also got fake flowers! just in case. "
" you realise you don't need to ask my permission, don't you? "
" what's mine is yours. always. "
" i don't know precisely what i did to earn your presence in my life, but... i'd do it a thousand times over if i knew what it was. "
" yes, these last few years have been a living hell, but... i'd live them a thousand times over if it meant you being safe and happy. "
" i don't care about everyone else! i care about you, [NAME]!"
“Yeah, yeah.” With a short reply and an eye roll later, Neku continues to brush his fingers through curly strands, evidently compliant with Joshua’s wishes. “Hold still.” He attempts to flatten out the small curls leading up to the ponytail - sliding on hair tie from his wrist - tying once, twice, three times around. There.
Neku finishes restyling @xkiryu’s hair, rests his hands on Joshua’s shoulders and leans over to see the magazine’s quiz in his hands. He squints to ensure he reads the title correctly. “What kind of.. ocean are you?” Neku turns to face Joshua with yet another irritated look. “Really?”
Admittedly, Joshua was still getting used to the sort of casual contact that his proxy seemed to have introduced into his (after) life, and he hadn’t quite decided on a single way to feel about it. On occasion it managed to surprise him, nearly shock him out of his skin and it took every ounce of his will to repress the startled shudder. At other times, he melted into it like a cat in a beam of sunlight, hesitant to leave its warmth.
He wasn’t sure which reaction should elicit more concern.
At the moment, though, with Neku’s fingers carding through his hair, Joshua found himself unable to focus on much else. He offered a lazy hum in response, looking back down at the magazine he had been flipping through. He hadn’t actually been reading it, preoccupied as he was, but he wasn’t about to tell Neku that. Instead, he tilted his head back to catch Neku’s gaze and offer him a smile.
“If you were interested, Neku, you could have just said so.”
don’t be too reckless, dear~
“It’s not over.”
The Composer tilted his head, considering the boy before him. Neku always seemed to be fighting, trying to deny fate and inevitability every single step of the way. Joshua wasn't sure he could deny this one.
"Who are you going to fight, now, Neku?" He asked lightly, conversational. "The entire Higher Plane? Perhaps god himself? Are you going to unravel the very fabric of the UG just to have things your way?"
Though he kept it from showing, his frustration grew despite his attempts to keep it in check. These were the rules of the UG, and Neku had known that all along. Joshua was not a normal teenager, nor would he ever be. He could not live a normal life with Neku the way that the other wanted- Joshua posed a danger to him simply being around him. Neku had defied the rules of the game, gone further than any player had ever before, but this? This was like fighting gravity. It was bigger than him, bigger than the both of them.
A tiny part of him thought that maybe Neku could defy even this. A part of Joshua wanted him to, and wanted him to succeed.
Questions/Comments to be sent anonymously!
(though off anon is fine too!)
“Is there someone you hold dear?”
“Don’t you feel any guilt?”
“You’re actually afraid to be alone, aren’t you?”
“There must be something you fear.”
“Do you have a home?”
“Is there someone you like?”
“Are you really expecting a positive outcome out of this?”
“Aren’t you ashamed?”
“Aren’t you happy?”
“Who do you despise?”
“How do you sleep at night?”
“How do you manage to keep going despite everything?”
“What do you think of kindness?”
“What do you think of hatred?”
“Why do you fight?”
“Why do you live?”
“How much blood have you spilled?”
“How much death have you seen?”
“Don’t you think your actions are reckless?”
“Don’t you know how much good you’ve done for others?”
“Can’t you tell they love you?”
“Can’t you see he/she would die for you?”
“Can’t you see that they hate you?”
“Can’t you tell the truth for once?”
“You’re not tainted.”
“You’re not alone.”
“You’re awful.”
“You don’t think of anyone but yourself.”
“You’re an emotionless robot.”
“You’re just a lap dog.”
“It’s not over.”
“He/she needs you.”
“Stop lying.”
“Stop fighting.”
“Stop pushing others away.”
“You’re cruel.”
“You’re far too kind. Too kind for your own good.”
“You depend on him/her too often.”
“You’re overprotective, it’s stifling.”
“You’re too impulsive, it’s reckless.”
“You’re too careless, it’s a liability.”
“He/she is bringing you down.”
“You’re too timid, it’s easy to see you as a target.”
“You need to listen.”
“You need to speak up more often.”
“You’re weak.”
“You’re strong. Stronger than you’ll ever know.”
“You’re too proud.”
“Quit blaming others for your mistakes.”
“You won’t always be around to save him/her.”
“One day, he/she won’t need you anymore.”
“You can’t cheat death.”
“You can’t hide forever.”
“They’ll find out the truth eventually.”
“That person is only holding you back.”
“They’re too good for you.”
“You’ll be rewarded for your efforts if you keep trying.”
“It will get better.”
“You look lonely.”
“You look bitter.”
“You look tired.”
“You’re hiding a painful burden.”
“You’re perfect.”
“You’re beautiful.”
“You will always be worthless.”
“Your hands are too dirty, too tainted to be clean.”
“You’re lost in this world. Wandering without a purpose.”
“You’ll rise above them all.”
“You’ll find your place in this world.”
“Eventually, someone will knock you off your pedestal.”
- continued from here [ @heyphones ]
He cracked a single violet eye open to observe the other bustling about their room, lids still weighed down by sleep. There was a noticeable cold spot next to him, the space that had been previously occupied by Neku, that was impossible for him to ignore- not that he would ever vocalize his want for the redhead to stay and keep him company. Not that Neku would listen, anyways.
Really, he had no reason to concern himself with such menial things as school any longer, and as far as Joshua was concerned, his proxy could be spending his time in far more worthwhile ways--
Joshua’s thoughts slowed to a stop and halted altogether at the feel of Neku’s lips against his cheek. As the other pulled away, Joshua let his eye fall closed, pulling the heavy duvet up past his chin to hide his smile.
“Perhaps,” was all he offered in reply, as noncommittal as ever, feigned indifference his preferred defense against the way Neku made his long-dead heart beat.
[text @harinohana] 2:17pm
So, how’s that silver-haired prince you’ve been seeing? Any new developments? :-)
“Wait, you..” Eyes widened, the young man taken aback by @xkiryu‘s surprise gift. “There’s no way- no way in hell.”
He’s holding the best gift he’s probably ever received, and fuck any and all of Joshua’s ill intentions behind this, Neku’s taking the moment for all its worth; reading over the blurbs and admiring those intricate designs carved on the headphones and holy mother of CAT Neku might just die. Here. Again.
“Josh. These haven’t been released yet. ”
Joshua smiled patiently, watching Neku’s expression morph from surprise, disbelief, suspicion, and finally settle on something akin to awe. He could practically hear the gears turning in the other boy’s head, wondering what the fickle Composer’s intentions behind such an extravagant gift could possibly be.
He twirled a lock of sandy blonde hair around his finger as he regarded Neku, allowing himself the satisfaction of being able to catch his dear, dear proxy off guard. While it wasn’t particularly difficult to do, all things considered- Joshua did enjoy a change of pace every now and then.
“Really?” He replied, feigning bemusement, “I never would have guessed.” Trust Neku to state the obvious. Really, he should know better by now.
IM SO EMOTIONAL SOS OS E MOTIONAL I CANT BELIEVE ITS ALREADY 10 YEARS ……….. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST GAME eveR
... Anyways, I’ve decided my personal comfort is more important to me than popularity. This is for the best, considering my sporadic activity. If anyone truly wishes to interact with me you are welcome to engage me, but I will not be making starters. It’s nothing personal, but rather to keep myself from feeling pressured and discouraged. Thanks.
@wysteriachild
“Ohhh. So you’ve got a deadbeat brother, huh?”
Truly, the Shibuya Youth is being failed.
See you there?
“I’m sorry, what? I just woke up, you’re going to have to be a bit more specific.”
[[Like for a simple starter?]]
//aah, if i’m getting more followers, perhaps I should make a more comprehensive About page.....
