Trigger Warning

Suffering from bulimia. If you feel like you're starting to have unhealthy relationship with food, please seek help. My askbox and messages are open if you need someone to talk to! 5'2" I SW: 125 lbs I CW: too much I GW1: 100 lbs

[hear-i-am-again]

It fucks me up every time that I realize that most people don’t think it’s a “good” day when they don’t eat.

[imperfecti0ned]

whenever i feel shitty

me: i should talk to somebody

my brain: aight, cool cool

me: …

my brain: you know you’re being manipulative and abusive if you talk about your problems to get attention

me: but i actually feel bad, i’m not doing this to get attention

my brain: are you?

me: …

me: holy shit

me: you’re right

me: i’m a manipulative piece of shit and i can never talk to anyone about anything again, ever

[thotograph]

anxiety: they hate you

me: who hates me

anxiety: they

[suicide-is-my-father]

Sometimes I look in the mirror to check if I’m still there, but I don’t recognize the girl looking at me.

[tanrininbelirsizlikleri-deactiv]

[xneedtobeprettyx-blog]

How can someone who suffers from binge eating disorder just stop emotional eating and start working out? How can I stay motivated? I just can’t control eating...

giiirl i wish i could help with that.. i’m stuffing my face all the time

[who-peed-in-your-cheerios]

You don’t earn the right to eat because you’ve restricted.

You don’t earn the right to eat because you need to gain weight.

You earned the right to eat the second you arrived on this planet simply because you exist. Simply because you are human.

[weebzen]

List of things we should stop romanticizing

-smoking cigarettes -abusive relationships (theyre not fun) -mental illness -drinking alcohol -self harm -suicide -eating disorders none of these things are tragically beautiful or mysterious. Theyre painful and no one should ever want

[thediaryofthecheshirecat]

Do you ever

just feel yourself start to get a bit better? Like you obsess a little less about how you look and for a few days you don’t walk past windows and stare at your reflection, and then you remind yourself that you can’t let yourself recover - not because you enjoy hating yourself or counting calories - but because you’re afraid of recovering and if you recover you’ll still be fat and will never look the way you want to? If so yeah, me too.

[anabella-mia]

after reaching one of my goals i decided to buy overknees. This is the result. there is still a long way to go…

[phreshouttarunway]

[aida-ana]

[lavendersheetmask]

i feel unappreciated and unloved 98% of the time

[95thin-archive-deactivated20180]

i wanna be thin already

[guiltygirl]

sometimes i feel like all i am is a disorder

[lamegdo]

[thinspothoughts]

Normal sized meals? Haven’t heard from her in years. Is she okay? Tell her to text me sometimes.