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One year later
Welcome to my life, I'm single again. The weather in Chicago got rough and the casualties were too much to bear. I can't believe I'm here again... but what can you do? You live. You learn. You move FORWARD. The dating life is going to be put on hold for a long while, because there is so much about self love I need to learn. wish me luck.
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I love Patty Harrison. She’s the actual best.
How we met.
My friend Brittany dragged me to a concert one night and I wasn’t too interested in the band, but decided to go anyways because I haven’t been to a real concert before. We danced and drank as we laughed and sang with good vibes all around. It was 3 Stella’s later, Brittany yells out, “that guy is totally checking you out!” I glanced at him and said to her, “I’m totally going to make out with him tonight.” As the concert went on and the booze kept coming, we decided to make our trek closer to the stage and which happened to be were Chicago was. I stood next to him and we exchanged curious eyes and a sweet smile. I remember thinking, “okay he is cute, and tall… ” I continued to groove and sang along, until the music subsided for a quick interlude. Brittany was talking to some die hard fans and I looked back over at Chicago, we had a quick chat: Chicago, “what are you drinking?” Me, “Stella” Chicago, “can I buy you another drink?” Me,“I can’t, driving… I’m the DD :( what are you drinking?” Chicago, “jack and-” The room floods with music once again and Brittany pulls me closer to her and the stage. But as she pulled me closer, Broad shoulders blocked my path causing me to tripped backwards bumping into Chicago. I looked back and mouthed, “sorry” and he just smiles . Brittany (I think)notices this exchange and she motions Chicago over to her, she whisper something in his ear and so I asked him– correction yelled,“what did my friend tell you!” He says, “she said I should kiss you!” I shrug my shoulders and say,“well I’m not opposed! Haha” then he kisses me and it felt so unreal… It was a meaningful kiss, it shouldn’t have meant anything but it felt like everything. Nothing around me mattered and everything went hushed and time slowed down. It’s hard for me to even explain how crazy it sounds. Haha We pulled away I nods and smile in approval, he does the same and he says,“what’s you’re name?” I say,“jaimee” he says,“Jaimee, can I have your number? I’d like to date you.”
It was crazy and totally out of nowhere but it was wonderful. So real and so unlike anything that’s ever happened before.
A few days of talking later, I asked him, “ how did you know you wanted to date me?” He laughed and said, “ you’re going to find it silly and you’ll probably make fun of me, but when you stood there and you smiled at me, the room just stopped and I was only staring at this beautiful girl in the room. I had to know who you were. ” I told him, “stop joshing me (ha-ha)” and he he chuckles,“I’m serious! I never felt that way about someone. I saw you and the room stopped.” I looked at him in disbelief and confessed my experience with him. I think it was at this moment that we just knew, that this was for us and I couldn’t be happier. 💕 Oh and turns out Brittany didn’t tell him to kiss me. Josh made it up because he couldn’t actually hear what she was saying. Lol go figure
Time for a whole new adventure... 💕
A love without boundaries
Have I fooled myself into the idea of love once again? Probably, but if I’m a fool then at least For this moment in time, I’m happy. :) let’s call him Chicago. Haha
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I think they call this passion
I don't know if I can identify as a climber yet... I feel like that's a privilege I haven't received but I'm getting better. Omg I'm getting better! I feel like a spider monkey because I know how to hang off rocks and move my feet. I'm realizing how much strength I need to do certain move and I'm understanding how to strategize my routes. Honesty I look at the route, I determine where I'll get stuck and then I just go for it. If I get stuck, I stop and try again. If I'm still stuck I'll move on and come back to it later. Climbing is a beautiful sport where women can be strong, graceful, and intelligent all at the same time. It's so strategic, so much technique involved! You're in control of something you can't change. It's an amazing feeling for me. Rocks are grounded and stuck on this fucking massive wall. It's an internal coming to be external struggle. Anyways the rocks aren't going anywhere, it's you. You have to decide how you want to face the challenge, you can reach super high and "cross your fingers" you don't fall and you'll latch onto the rock, or you can find ways to move your feet or you can determine which places to move your hands. The whole process is an adrenaline rush! It's on you if you fall or not and its an immediate success/failure situation. You're literally onto of the world when you've completed any route and it's an internal pat on the back like I made that V1 my bitch lol I have so much more to say about rock climbing but maybe I'll leave it for another post, but for now... I'm obsessed with rocks and monkeying around haha
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One time, when I was drunk…
THAT LAST ONE NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH
5 years of change
Hmm... I was 18 starting PCC and I remember feeling overwhelmed with this idea of college. I was naive (still am to an extent) and I was focused on my needs/wants. In a lot of ways I'm still that 18yr old girl finishing HS and in a lot of ways, I've grown up. To be frank, I don't believe people really change. I think people have core personality traits that they're pretty much stuck with, it's just over time we learn how to manipulate and cope with the pieces of ourselves that we don't like. Take me for instance, I'm super Crazy emotional and I've always been! Ever since I was a kid. While I'm still very emotional now, I've learned to filter out my feelings and I've learned to distinguish what I'm feeling at the moment vs. my actual feelings towards a situation. I'm still trying to understand myself but It's gotten a lot better as time goes on. But then again, who knows what could happen in the next 5 years!
I have never felt so alone while dating
It's such a weird thing. I'm dating this guy, (same guy for the past two months) and I have never felt so alone. Maybe alone is exaggerating the feeling but I do feel vulnerable and neglected to a certain extent. He's an older guys and we literally only text setup another time to meet. We hang out about once or twice a week and every time I'm with him, it feels so wonderful. He Gives me all his attention, he listens, we talk about everything and nothing, we're super affectionate! He holds my hand, we kiss, and hug. It's really nice... He's a great addition to my life and I want more of him. Honestly I wouldn't want him to text everyday... It would be excessive and I'd get overwhelmed. But a little text here and there to let me know he's thinking about me or he cares would be nice. Uhh... It's all a trade off! I get put to the side for a couple of days and then get all his attention on one day. I think this is the definition of a "mature/ adult relationship" omg... I'm learning so much about patience and trust, it's ridiculous. I'm pretty proud of my ability to not be a psycho and text/call every fucking day.
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Love
It's too soon to say how I really feel about a person after dating for just a few months. Honestly, it's the feeling I get when I'm with them that I'm addicted to. I don't think I truly understood what I wanted until now, I think I just want love. But a very specific kind and that's something that has to happen naturally. Take slow, take it easy and enjoy the journey. Love will be there when the right person comes around.