
if i look back, i am lost
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Walking down the old brick road i see many unfamiliar faces, it all seems a dream. Places I've known, here is where i grew up.
However after coming back home i learned it's not the same place I knew.
What better gift can i receive?
In another life, we'd be spending Christmas with my family and New Year with yours. We're waking up together instead of being alone
You're running from thoughts, I'm running from memories
and suddenly chaos wasn't comforting, because it no longer reminded me of you. Chaos was all around me, and you were gone.
Feeling lost,
all my efforts gone
no one can give me directions,
no one can guide me home.
A path forms behind me,
as I walk blindly ahead
no one is guiding me,
because no one else is here.
Being lonely,
yet not alone
don't mistake my solitude
if you failed to walk along.
A rocky road formed,
the twisted it gets
the more i walk away,
but looking back i noticed,
you were always there.
And once again I dreamed that you held me in my sleep, of your arms around my waist and my face resting on your chest.
And once again I woke up alone in my bed.
being wrong, feeling rejected,
alienated and out of place,
are these my dreams I'm chasing?
strange, misunderstood
feeling like i don't belong,
are these my own goals?
Making mistakes, falling and starting over,
one day you're good, next day is living hell.
Judgement and furrowed brows,
they never understood anyhow.
Tume is running,
days are passing,
where am I going after?
For most, it's all gone
but the memories haunt me.
Chasing the sun.
Looking for a new tomorrow,
when remembering won't hurt.
Under the moonlight
our shadows still intertwined,
but our bodies far apart.
Screaming inside, suffering in silence. Wondering at what point your family became unknown and your friends became foes.
And for years i tried to make myself softer, gentler, smaller. Unbothered of my own happiness, giving priority to everything over me, hoping for them to like me. But now i see, nobody has to like me but me. I'm the one i should like, I'm the attention i should seek, I'm the happiness i should care, cause at the end all i have is me.
Feeling like I've failed, nothing i do seems to work well. I'm tired of hitting a wall, I'm tired of feeling stuck. I keep trying, i keep dying. Everyday stuck in here, my soul dies a little, say goodbye to those dreams.
๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฏ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต. ๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ต๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ถ๐ด, ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด