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[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

—Ari Aster, Midsommar (2019) Script

[fluohrine]

“i had an anger towards you but it was a different one you know? it was the kind of “hey i’m still here thinking of you” or it was more like “i still love you, i still look for you” “it is still about you” it was a love anger i was love after everything you’ve done”

— thought about you today / k.m

[xoxautxox]

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[letsget-friskyy]

“I am always moving towards you. On my bad days, I say to myself: “then you”. Sure, this now. But then you. I will keep tossing myself life lines. I will keep writing myself afloat until I don’t have to write a poem for every mile marker from here to California. You and I together is the most foolish thing I’ve ever hoped for. You and I apart is more foolish. When I can’t sleep at night, I dream up conversations with you. I never call. I never push. I try not to whine. I just write it all down. Sometimes I want to apologize for wanting you out loud, like too many people know the reasons I am going to have laugh lines. Sometimes instead of distanced pillow talk, I want to curl up with the phone and read you poetry. Instead, we just talk about it. You say, “honey, how was your day?” And I say, “today I wrote another poem about your coffee cup mouth and all the ways you still keep me up at night.” I hear a sigh in your smile. You make a sound that reminds me of fighting with my bags at the airport; but you’re still too far away.”

—

“Laugh Lines” Trista Mateer 

this is from my book The Dogs I Have Kissed!

(via tristamateer)

[hobiflu-remade]

me at age 13: ugh pet names are so lame lmfao I never wanna be called “baby” gross lol just call me my name thanks

me now: oh my ANGEL!!! my sweetheart my love! 💘😔💕💖😤💓 my honey, my baby! the love of my life!!!! 💝💗😖💞 my dearest!! my beloved, my heart, my cutie pie!!!!! 🤧💘💓

[minuty]

[fluohrine]

“our Octobers never met again we became so distant i don’t know how to ask how you have been how can i start a conversation by saying i love you still how can lovers turn into strangers like that we will never meet again but if we do, God if we do, i hope you read ‘i miss you’ in my eyes”

— k.m

[anancientheart]

“I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it — to be fed so much love I couldn’t take any more. Just once.”

—

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[vicforprez]

[hey-is-edu]

goutte

[fluohrine]

“i had an anger towards you but it was a different one you know? it was the kind of “hey i’m still here thinking of you” or it was more like “i still love you, i still look for you” “it is still about you” it was a love anger i was love after everything you’ve done”

— thought about you today / k.m

[neckkiss]

Love always hurts.

[madgirlf]

“I wonder how long it will take for me to stop dreaming of you. if I had known how long this love would stick to my skin, would I still have started it? yes. yes. a thousand times yes.”

— Fortesa Latifi (via madgirlf)

[iammorethanaflower]

Things I wish I could tell you:

I miss you.

I think of the good times more often than the bad.

I wish I knew exactly what I did wrong.

Maybe we jut grew apart but I wish we didn’t.

I dream about you often. Those dreams make me cry.

I hope someday I could know you again.

Maybe I never really knew you at all.

I understand if that day never comes.

I have to let go now.

I’m sorry but I know I can’t be.

I’ve loved you always.

I love you still.

ReBecca DeFazio

More Than a Flower

[xoxautxox]

I still think about you every day and night

[xoxautxox]

bummed

[ohh-zara-deactivated20210417]

imagine getting a mental notification for every single time someone thought about you