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I honestly think at this point, the world would be better off without me to burden, I just wanna make sure that my friends would be ok

#mylife #depression #alone with my thoughts #sorry for being depressing #i dont fucking know

What I’m taking away from this week…

I’m not good enough, and I never will be

I’m struggling to think where I go from here. i genuinely believed that id never get to this point in my life, I honestly believed I’d be dead by now

#alone with my thoughts #depression #idk what im doing #whatever #i dont fucking know

Come back we’ll throw a rope around the moon…

We’ll pretend we’re in Mandalay Again…

I will love until the day I die, you’re going home to be happy, that’s all I ever wanted for you ❤️

#alone with my thoughts #why do i love her #love is pain #heartbreak #losing my mind #I’ve lost her #pain is love

Woke up to her this morning, laying in bed watching TV, no sex, no nothing, just us chilling and being together. It hurt when I said goodbye, and I miss here even though she’s only been with me a day

#alone with my thoughts #feeling alone #broken #why do i love her #love is pain

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Reblog this and I’ll grant you one wish.

Beginning to wonder if I’m actually missed by people, tried to get in touch with some friends the last few days… nothing… maybe I’m the sort of person that’s put on the shelf and left to gather dust

#alone with my thoughts #feeling alone #me #isolation #forgotten #exiled

I think I want to sleep and not wake up 😔😔

#alone with my thoughts #i have had enough #what’s the point #why do i do this to myself #is this the end for me

Alone again, Naturally…

#alone with my thoughts #heartbreak #ificouldfixthings #whydoidothistomyself #missing her #i miss you

Granddad.. I need you 😭❤️

#alone with my thoughts #dealing with grief #love #heartbreak #ificouldfixthings #death sucks #i miss you

She came to England, I took her in, gave her my bed, gave her a key to my place, my family bought her presents and provided food for her and made her feel like she was part of the family. So why are we not together! I asked her to marry me and why am I here drinking alone crying over her