just a cut above the rest.

amelia grace larkin. twenty-two. a wanderer at heart, but with her eyes set on the lights ahead. [independent/multifandom & multiverse OC roleplay blog] mun & muse are 18+] - NSFW has to be discussed]

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a reason to run [closed]

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morantem

being on her own was never a new concept for the woman.

hell, she was practically on her own the day she could walk. she had grown accustomed to silence, to looking out for herself only. self preservation is what kept her alive and under the radar for so long. but then they came along and it all changed.

she couldn’t lie. being with the little messed up family she formed was different. It changed her, but she was never sure if it was in the good or bad way. for awhile, it was as perfect as it could be. but the dirty little lies came forward and it cracked. they split, and for some time, it was just her and Amelia. but even that became too much, too painful of a reminder of what letting her guard down resulted in. so she too left. It wasn’t difficult to readapt to, she would say if you asked her. but it was.

she remembers the unfamiliar guilt in her chest when she briefly spotted asha over a year ago. no, she didn’t stay to talk, to fix things. she couldn’t. Lacie could not afford to let herself get back to how she was before. she had to be more of the heartless bitch many thought her to be.

( that mindset didn’t stop her from having others keep an eye on her former friends. especially Amelia. but you won’t hear her admit it.)

so when she hears that voice, her body tenses.inwardly, she’s cursing up a storm at god, but outwardly, she remains calm. her tone is soft and distant.

" Was passing through when I smelled them. Figured I’d stick around and see what was going on. “

“ Yeah, managed to sniff ‘em out too. They’ve been nesting here for a while and it’s getting pretty dangerous. ” 

Amelia’s trying not to crack. She’s had a lot of practice in reinforcing her walls after what happened, how this kind of life didn’t exactly allow you to become so-- soft. Not to mention the circumstances of her and a certain Winchester and how that probably never should have happened. But life wasn’t that easy. 

She scans Lacie up and down briefly and the memories are at the brink of flooding back in. This woman whom she should have feared was her best friend once, someone to rely on at all times. Someone who would have never let her down...

Someone who had a very strange, very special place in her heart.

(And it was about to reveal itself even further whether she liked it or not.)

She looks around and sees the local police interviewing neighbors, comforting people. They used to be pretty good at that together, a tough yet empathetic pair that made for a good team... 

“... Lacie, I can’t cut around this anymore. I’m sorry. I’m always going to be sorry. And I know that’s not gonna cut it. But I am. ” 

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a reason to run [closed]

   The Thief had been on her own for a while. 

   Amelia Larkin, being as selfish as she was, had ruined a quasi-family as quickly as she had helped build it. Feelings were in all the wrong places and words went wild. It had sent both her and Lacie on the run, and even when reconciliations had begun, she knew she could never clean up all the collateral damage. So after some time, the hunter and the demon went their separate ways as well. 

   She had grown a couple years older, a couple years wiser, and collected a few more battle scars and stories. She often thought about how she acted and regretted it, but she knew as well as anyone else that there was no going back. (And she also knew that time travel had a cute little habit of fucking things up, so there wasn’t much of a use in trying.) All she could do was learn. 

   But...

   She needed Lacie back. And she knew it too.

   So when she spotted her just across the way, investigating at the same crime scene, Amelia knew this might be her only chance for a long while to set things straight. 

   “ ... Funny seein’ you here-- who gave you the drop on the vampires in town? ” 

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worldwalkxr

  “ Because if you don’t, you will DIE.  Is that reason enough? “

   “ What makes you think you can kill me so easily--? ” 

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someone to trust [closed]

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caught-in-the-shadows:

  The Hatter wasn’t usually in his office, sometimes he wondered why he even HAD one seeing as he spent most of his time in other’s. Going through paperwork was another thing he didn’t spend too much time on, he was more of a hands on kind of man after all. He’d rather be out doing it than sit at a desk and read about it. No fun in that at all. However, today was a bit different. With no missions as of yet, and his paperwork piling up, he opted in giving Liam a break. For now.

 His fingers flipped through the folders quite carelessly, not really reading so much as skimming through the pages. He didn’t like to read as it was, so speed reading and only looking for things that pertain interest to him was the better way to go. His fingers stopped filing through the papers when he heard a knock on the door. At the mention of new assignments he had every intention of staying quiet and leaving her out there. However her next words amused him so.

 Flopping the folders down, he leaned back in his chair, propping his feet up on the desk and giving a smile as he called her in.

     “ My, don’t you look overworked~ ”  

Once she was called in, she looked down the hall both ways before quickly ducking into the Hatter’s office. Safe at last. Amelia took a deep breath and threw the files she knew he wasn’t going to read down on his desk. As he spoke, her eyes raised to shoot a glare at the very accuser.

  “ Don’t get me started, ” she groaned. “ I’ve been doing this all day. ”

  She took no hesitance in settling down in the chair across from him. The composure of a young, eager intelligence agent was slowly but surely crumbling, and frankly she didn’t care at this point what Break may have thought. (Then again, part of her was certain that he wouldn’t have particularly cared either way. What was he going to gain from her taking a bit of time off?) The young woman let out a genuine yawn and stretched out a bit before continuing conversation.

  “ I’m starting to think they’re just dumping all this on me for the hell of it. What do you think? ”

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someone to trust [closed]

Why they were assigning such calibers of work to someone so new was beyond her, but-- it kept her busy. (And out of their hair.)

Amelia toted herself down the halls with case debriefings in hand, delivering different sets of information to different departments (& unfortunately having meetings about every single one of them.) She saved a certain stop for last, because she know she would be able to hide out there for a little while. The certain stop was the office of Xerxes Break (or The Hatter, depending on who you asked), and he had very quickly become an ally of hers in the rather secretive inter-workings of Pandora.

Because at least in his dishonesty, there was something strangely honest about it.

“ Hello?, ”, she called, knocking on his door a few times, “ I, uh, I’ve got-- new assignments-- please-let-me-in-before-I-get-dragged-into-another-ten-meetings-today. ”

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heavensfallen:

   ❛ the soccer mom over there is a shifter. ❜

Amelia crouched a bit and followed the line of sight from the barrel, to indeed find an average looking soccer mom. 

“ Not to be nosy or anythin’, but did you double check you’re after the right one? “ 

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heavensfallen:

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              ❛ do ya mind? I’m trying to focus here. ❜

“I can’t even tell what you're aiming at?” 

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worldwalkxr:

{{ @xresfeber​ }}

“ You really need to listen to me, because I’m telling you the TRUTH. ” 

“-- Give me a good reason to listen, then.” 

[neharps]

okay but im really in the mood for “we’re both shitty people” plots like consider

you’re my sibling’s new spouse but damn when you kiss me it feels like i’m on fire

hi when i saw you at that bachelor/bachelorettes party i didn’t realize it was thrown for you or maybe i did and we slept together and oh shit you’re getting married in literally two days

my twin is dating you and i might have tricked you into thinking she was me just to get some but now i find out that you knew the whole time

why is this couple vigorously making out in front of us — oh shit did you just throw popcorn at them? and now i’m laughing so i look like the asshole that did it

you were the person my ex cheated on me with so i dumped a drink on you but turns out you didn’t know about me either and i came to apologize

walked in on my roommate and you screwing except i know you from class and i freaked out a little

i was hustling you in pool for money but you were hustling me for free drinks so who’s the real winner here?

i was swerving on the road but i’m not drunk it’s because i thought i saw a squirrel and you’re the cop that pulled me over except damn you’re hot, and you’re making eyes at me too

someone give me one or all of these, we good? we good.

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“-- What are you even planning to get from me? I don’t have anything you’re looking for.”

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soulfulhunter:

Dean is going to kill me. “Yeah. It’s… mine.” He nodded, glancing at her for another moment. “I need to know what else you saw.”

“Shit, okay.”

She glanced around and thought for a second-- what were they wearing? (There was certainly an easier way to track said person, but that’s not exactly the sort of thing you introduce to a stranger.)

“... Oh wait, hold up. Hold on. It was a man? Bearded. Someone have a grudge against you?” 

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soulfulhunter:

“— Do you know how it caught on fire?”

“I think I saw someone?? But listen, I’m just in the wrong place at the wrong time--” Now he’s really gonna think you did it, way to go, genius. “I can help track ‘em down for ya? This your car?” 

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soulfulhunter

“— What the hell did you do?”

“I swear to God, it wasn’t me-- the car was already on fire.” 

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back from the void?? ?

hello!

it’s been about two years since i’ve been on this account before i randomly sorta picked it back up and revamped it a lil about a week ago, but i figured it’d be fun to give it another go! if anyone around is interested in doing starters/talking about doing a thread, i’m more than happy to talk! but again, i do realize it’s been like, two years, and that’s a-ok if there’s not. time to go make some new memories and whatnot :D 

five word prompts

an-exotic-writer:

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

“can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

“just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

“really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

“zero fucks given. next please.”

[morantem]

‘melia

 "Son of a bitch, Lacie, get that language out of here.“

 ”– You’re lucky I like you.“ 

[xresfeber]

“Mildly lucky to have demonic forces on my side, as always.”

[morantem]

“ If I hear another complaint over my ‘use of profane language’, I am going to kill someone.”

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“Son of a bitch, Lacie, get that language out of here--”