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theodora "teddy" moore 21 entertainer/stripper citizen "i'm so sick of me, wake up and hate to breathe and I pride myself in that, so dramatic, I'll admit."

[xtheodoramoore]

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where: kyoto lounge event who: @xtheodoramoore

the night was still young, but minnie was bored, waiting for something to happen. the buzz of her first gin and tonic was just starting to settle in as she sat at the bar, idly people watching. there was a girl beside her, and she felt friendly and open enough, thanks to the booze, to strike up a conversation. “i love your dress. you look amazing,” she said to the girl, eyeing her up and down. she tried to keep her gaze respectful, but even for someone who wasn’t particularly attracted to women (she’d given it her best shot during freshers week at uni, but couldn’t seem to make it work), minnie could admit that the girl beside her was gorgeous. “i haven’t seen you around here before. you’re not from town. at least, not when i was growing up.”

teddy was a ball of nerves, she’d never been to an event this nice before. she felt like she was going to screw something up -- funny enough it was her father’s voice echoing in her head with those thoughts. she took in a sharp breath and viewed the entire room before her eyes landed upon the girl who had just spoken to her. “my dress? thank you.” she ended up putting on a satin black slip dress with a black and green corset, shaping the dress. “you look stunning.” there was no other words for it, the woman in front of her was gorgeous. “oh me? no. i have only been here about six months. came into town and got a job at la passarotta.” she was never ashamed to tell anyone where she worked, she hated the stigma and people could simply fuck off if they felt like being jerks. she extended a hand with a coy smile. “i’m teddy.”

[xtheodoramoore]

be careful around THEODORA “TEDDY” MOORE (SYDNEY SWEENEY)!! SHE/HER might look innocent, but they’ve been a CIVILIAN for 6 MONTHS. people say they’re EXCITABLE & PROTECTIVE but can be a bit IMPULSIVE, but if you want to find out for yourself, you can find the 21 YEAR OLD working at LA PASSAROTTA as a ENTERTAINER/STRIPPER. upon getting to know them, you’ll realize they remind you of, BRAND NEW LINGERIE MIXED WITH BRIGHT REDS AND LACY BLACKS, SMUDGED LIPSTICK ON AN OVERSIZED BUTTON DOWN, WORN OUT BOOKS FROM BEING READ TOO MANY TIMES. (ginny, she/her, 26, est.)

TW Death; TW Abuse; TW Drug Mention

【 ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ 】

Name ; Theodora Elizabeth Moore

Nickname ; Teddy

Age ; Twenty-One [ October 23rd, 2000 ]

Status; Civilian

Currently living ; Coyote Point, Nevada

Hometown ; Dallas, Texas

【 ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ 】

Traits ; protective; energetic; excitable; empathetic, intelligent - impulsive; sarcastic; anxious; oblivious; fickle

Alignment ; Chaotic Good 

Personality type; ENFP

Hogwarts House; Hufflepuff

Hobbies ; reading her favorite books for the tenth time; losing herself in music; writing in her journal & boudoir photography

Habits ; biting nails, fidgeting with the hem of clothing; bringing coffee for her fellow employees @ work; stumbling over words when she gets overwhelmed, picking the petals off of flowers.

Fears ; her father; the dark; spiders

【 sᴇxᴜᴀʟ 】

Orientation ; Pansexual

Relationship status ; Single

【 ᴘʜʏsɪǫᴜᴇ 】

Faceclaim ; Sydney Sweeney

Height ; 5′2

Hair ; Blonde

Eyes ; Blue

Piercings ; septum, tragus, nose, ears, belly button

Tattoos: a small rose on the side of her wrist

Scars ; a thin white line on her lower back, tiny scars from playing outside in the trees a lot as a child, one from the edge of her palm to her thumb. 

【 ᴇᴅᴜᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ / ᴄᴀʀᴇᴇʀ 】

Level of education ; high school graduate

Qualifications ; 4.0 gpa

Occupation ; entertainer/stripper

Name of employer ; la passarotta

【 ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ 】

Drinker? ; Yes

Smoker? ; No

Recreational drug user? ; socially

Which? ; 420 friendly, uppers

Mental illnesses ; anxiety; depression; ptsd

【 ᴏᴠᴇʀᴠɪᴇᴡ 】[tw death] [tw abuse] 

➥ the day teddy was born was the day her mother died. she never got to be held by the woman who carried her for eight and a half months. this moment seemed to dictate the rest of her life. she had two older siblings; a brother and a sister who her father seemed to prefer. whenever it came to her, she was the reason why his wife died. it was all her fault and there was nothing that could be done to bring her back. 

that just made a people pleaser out of teddy. she did anything possible to get into her father’s good graces. she would work hard in school, she’d cook him dinner but any mistake she made was brought up tenfold. he wasn’t always physical but when it happened, it was difficult for her to process what she had done to deserve it because she had done nothing. her siblings never knew, he kept it hidden. 

though growing up, she would visit her grandmother’s house every weekend and they’d bake cookies and play games until sunday would come around. then she’d have to go back home again and the cycle would repeat. 

this was her life until about six months ago, she finished as her high school valedictorian. she put off college because she had not way to pay for it. she got a job as a waitress but that was just until she saved enough money to get as far away as possible. she came across coyote point; of course she had heard of the divide but she didn’t really know what it was, she didn’t pay attention. 

she walked into la passarotta; got an audition and was employed by the end of the week. 

【 ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴs 】

➥possible best friend

ex girlfriend or boyfriend

somebody introducing her to the life of crime of either side

somebody she is going to get an apartment with

or just somebody who needs a roommate

somebody she drinks with

fwb

honestly any plot, all the plots i want them all. 

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