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I can feel this in my soul

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I hate when I'm right about something I wished was wrong.

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"America is a dumpster fire"

Seen in Bellingham, Washington

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Maybe someday I'll actually be able to think like everyone else. Maybe I'll be able to hold a conversation. I might even get some confidence if I learn how not to express it wrongly. Someday..........someday..........

I think I'm growing nocturnal. I'm sleepy during the day and can't stay asleep at night. Or is that depression?

Man I want some fried rice

It's atrange

I'll go days, weeks ,months even without thinking of you and suddenly I'm flooding in old memories and healed scars. Why did we hate each other so much but stayed together? Was it ever love?

I'm writing it out in hopes that if I have it written somewhere that it'll finally leave my thoughts. That you......would leave my thoughts. I know that the thought of me sickens you, because yours disgusts me.

But the smallest sliver of me is grateful you're still there. And I hate that. I don't like that I feel any kind of good from it.

And aside from Lioness, I know you still see my name everywhere. I hope it fucking haunts you like you do me.

#endlesss text rambles

I wish I knew where I went wrong with you. You said you were just busy but then we stopped being friends, you distanced yourself from me, and stopped replying to any of my messages. We both have been transparent with each other so I don't understand, why now everything must end? Considering that you've ignored me for months now, I feel it true to believe you wouldn't read this. Should you read this, please give a word as to what happened between us. I'm not angry, just sad and lonely.