cheers

32 single, nihil ad veritatem. I GOT MY FACE BACK!

[xultang]

Issa me

[xultang]

It's atrange

I'll go days, weeks ,months even without thinking of you and suddenly I'm flooding in old memories and healed scars. Why did we hate each other so much but stayed together? Was it ever love?

I'm writing it out in hopes that if I have it written somewhere that it'll finally leave my thoughts. That you......would leave my thoughts. I know that the thought of me sickens you, because yours disgusts me.

But the smallest sliver of me is grateful you're still there. And I hate that. I don't like that I feel any kind of good from it.

And aside from Lioness, I know you still see my name everywhere. I hope it fucking haunts you like you do me.

[xultang]

I wish I knew where I went wrong with you. You said you were just busy but then we stopped being friends, you distanced yourself from me, and stopped replying to any of my messages. We both have been transparent with each other so I don't understand, why now everything must end? Considering that you've ignored me for months now, I feel it true to believe you wouldn't read this. Should you read this, please give a word as to what happened between us. I'm not angry, just sad and lonely.

[dungeonmastersconsortium]

"Scam" you mean people are fighting back against housing discrimination??? I don't think these people know what the word scam means

Scams are designed to trick someone into giving up money based on lies. This is just.. asking for information then legally enforcing the law??

Fuck landlords

[socialjusticeinamerica]

[xultang]

I hope my county can pull their heads out their asses. Too many blindly support the opposition.

[xultang]

Now I understand. Why TF did this man drop 3 albums in one day? To maximize off of plays from his bots of course!

[do-not-u-dare]

”Explain yourself” followed by “stop making excuses” has always baffled me because the fuck you think explaining myself is????

[depsidase]

[dat-soldier]

Carpenter Tier list

S tier: John Carpenter A tier: Karen Carpenter B tier: Sabrina Carpenter

[dat-soldier]

to those asking where's Jesus well his name isn't Jesus Carpenter

[the-haiku-bot]

to those asking where’s

Jesus well his name isn’t

Jesus Carpenter

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[xultang]

Personally making Carpenter Brut my B tier

[sleyozz]

going through something alone, when you really needed help, makes you see everyone differently

[achillesinhighheels]

To love someone is to attend a thousand births of who they're becoming

[herzenskoffer]

THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

[xultang]

Well, I feel like I've gone in circles only to go down the drain. Tried to light a old spark with a great love and we never broken up with each other. We always had to separate due to our circumstances but now, after flying out here and doing what I could, there's little to nothing left. I can feel that darkness creeping up again. The need to burn myself alive while in a blacked out room. I just want to fade away or become something unrecognizable. This trip has broken me down in ways I didn't think I'd ever feel again and I believe it triggered some kind of relationship PTSD in me.

I want to be better but I just keep being told I'm still the same so maybe I should just stop...........just stop being...idk. This....break-up if we want to call it that, has really stirred up all these things inside me and I'm trying not to let it get to me because I'm at the airport but it's so hard. I just want to cry all night. I hate feeling this way ....I fucking hate feeling this again

[xultang]

It's been 18 years since we lost Bernie Mac and I'm still not over it.

[picsthatmakeyougohmm]

[xultang]

To relive the memory

Or

To relive the pain?

[oggeminivenus]

[mamiaztec]

end the US regime