- make me choose between two things: Deaders or Elves?
For those who didn’t know, I used to be a bonafide belf main for about three years. @strifetamer was my old main.
After awhile, I got bored of playing elves and wanted to try something new. Thus Remy was born.
If I had the choice? I’d still pick Undead.
There’s something about playing an undead that can’t feel pain, that’s lived two lives, that’s still trying to live in a world that hates them that has so much more depth than playing a belf for me at least. And honestly? One of the best feelings in the world is proving the hateful folk wrong.
Yeah. You’re going to limit your potential RP circle and connections you can make solely based on this choice. You’re going to have to deal with a lot of IC hate and suspicion, moreso than ANY other race in the game. You’re just going to have to deal with the fact that some people ICly will not like your character based on this, and that’s fine.
Forsaken have suffered more than any other race in the game save for maybe the Draenei. We’re constantly painted as villains. And maybe it’s my love for the Dark is Not Evil trope that keeps me going. Because sometimes, it sucks.
I’ve been refused service at events. I’ve dealt with IC hate, suspicion, and insults so much that I almost expect it at least once every event I go to. And I’m pleasantly surprised if I’m not. And I continue to deal with it based on, again, the depth of Forsaken as a race.
We’re weary. We’ve lived two lives. We’ve carved our place in the world despite no one wanting us. Many of us have experienced loss twice, perhaps even three times over depending on where your undead grew up. We’re constantly seen as villains and people are afraid of us. And we continue to do so based on one thing the Forsaken do better than anyone:
Press on despite difficulty. Press on despite what Azeroth and its living denizens throw at you or call you. Press on despite what you’ve already lost.
Sometimes, you feel like giving up. This isn’t fair. They don’t know what it’s like.
They don’t know about having to walk around and constantly deal with hateful eyes.
They don’t know about dying and being denied the sweet release of the afterlife to be a nameless soldier in a tyrant’s army without a choice.
They don’t know about having the Undercity being the only place for you to feel at home without judgment, only for it to be stripped away and destroyed.
They don’t know about not being able to sleep, let alone dream.
They don’t know the pain of not being able to feel warmth, kiss a loved one, or even taste food or drink.
They don’t know about having to walk by the mirror and be reminded of what a monster you are.
And this is why I play Forsaken.