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The Merciless

-Danielle Vega

Brooklyn Stevens sits in a pool of her own blood, tied up and gagged. No one outside of these dank basement walls knows she’s here. No one can hear her scream.

It’s quite special. Either you like it or you don’t. I for instance loves it! I didn’t even sleep that night.

Although the cover is pretty pink it definitely isn’t something for the fainthearted. I thought I had to throw up a few times (I’m usually very resistant, btw I love to dissect stuff in biology) but nevertheless, it’s a great book. Totally worth reading. (I ordered the second book at my local bookstore and they said it takes at least 6 weeks! I’m dying!)

xxmadsxoxo

Loving this series (I’m super late to this, but still.)

SUPERNARURAL SPOILERS FOR 15x20 YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

I made this in 5 minutes just so I could cry some more, I’ll make a better one soon.

#supernatural #spnfandom #spnedit #spn finale

Just the ordinary life X

I feel low often. I don’t know why, but I know it’s hard. I miss waking up, and being okay. It’s been so long, I’m just moving through my life. I don’t really feel like I’m living it anymore. I hate it. I hate waiting for the balloon to pop. For me to go through my problems through my head, and wait. Wait for the next wrong thing to happen. When it does, not only will it be added to my list of issues.. it will also be added to a list of reasons for people to like me less. I’m too sensitive, I apparently play victim in arguments, because I can’t help but cry when There’s confrontation. I overthink everything. I hate it all so much. I hate doing the same thing every weeks for the past 6 months.

I love a lot of things in my life. I love my mother, and my niece. I love my boyfriend. My pets, my friends. I can even manage to love myself sometimes, and the many things I consider to be huge accomplishments.

I have trouble loving the things that shaped me into who I am today. The heartbreak, the loss, the trauma, all the awful words spoken about me through the years. All those things in some way shape or form, built me into the person I am today. Yet I sit here, and hate them. I cry about them, because I haven’t figured out how to cope with it all yet.

Questions I often ask myself:

•Why wasn’t I good enough?

•Why did I have to go through that?

•Did I deserve it?

•Am I really everything they say?

•Am I just not trying hard enough?

•will I ever stop feeling so low?

Answers I’ve gotten:

...

Answering it myself is just a meltdown waiting to happen.. having someone else answer them for me, would be easier maybe? Then again, it’s my be criticism I can’t take.. Because I’m weak. I know I need to grow to be better, and less of a self pity black hole. It’s just hard when you’ve learned people will always expect the worse from you, and so far they haven’t been disappointed...

I feel like I’m trying, with everything I’ve got.. but it’s going no where.. I don’t know what else to do.

little-miss-rasputin-pageant

rip you legend

thekanechronicles

No marriage required.

splitseconddecision

the entire time i spent watching this movie i was just waiting for charlotte to turn into a traitorous bitch, because that is what the media has told me for my entire life that her character archetype is supposed to do

kudos to disney for proving me wrong

do-asdreamersdo-deactivated2015

Let me tell you how great Lottie is. 1. She has EVERYTHING. This girl can literally have anything she wants and instead of hanging out with girls of her social class she’s friends with a poor girl. 2. Not only is she below her social class but she is African American which back in the twenties was COMPLETELY frowned upon. Lottie is risking social status to be friends with Tia. 3. When Tia and Naveen end up together in the end, Lottie doesn’t throw a fit or act upset, she is genuinely happy that Tiana has found true love even though that’s all Lottie has ever wanted her whole life. Something that her daddy can’t buy for her. 4. She’s true to herself and doesn’t let others judge her just because of how much money she has and she has a wonderful friend like Tiana that loves her for that. Lottie is wonderful and is highly underrated.

rainbowloliofjustice

If Tiana had let her, Charlotte would have bought the restaurant for Tiana and stocked it with the most expensive everything and had a grand ball for the opening.

takashi0

#Charlotte was a ride or die chick to the end#like she’s the defination of sugar and sweetness as a person#like Tiana could ask her for anything and Charlotte would do it no questions or conditions required

libertarirynn-deactivated202006

Remember that scene when Charlotte was hanging out with the prince until she came across Tiana who had fallen into her beignet table and gotten desserts all over her dress after being rejected by the racist assholes who denied her restaurant, and Charlotte immediately dropped everything to get Tiana cleaned up and gave her one of her own dresses. The entire night she’d been going nuts because all she wanted was to be with the prince but her friend was in trouble so she put that shit on hold no questions asked. Charlotte was a real one.

keithislactoseintolerant-deacti

catchymemes

Illustrations of Homophones

Credit to: Homophones, Weakly.

thranduilland

I read that a ‘illustration of homophobes’ and was so fucking confused until I scrolled back up.

xxmadsxoxo

Me fucking too, I was so lost.

jehovahhthickness

Praying that all of your abusers, rapists, and bullies die this year.

girlpwerr

praying that instead they all can realize they’ve done wrong and they repent for their actions and while they definitely shouldn’t be forgiven, they still strive to better themselves and try to right all of their wrongs

jehovahhthickness

Fuck all that bullshit.

I don’t have time for growth. Run me that soul

papi-chulo-bucky

I want them dead™️

twolazytwolie-deactivated201809

It will be my mission in life to find all the Chris Evans laugh edits and apprehend the crafty son of a bitch that keeps making them.

twolazytwolie-deactivated201809

Get to know me

Hey guys! I know I said I’d be writing, and putting stories out soon. It’s just been really hectic, and I swear I will get to it. I figured I’d do something a little fun, and tell you a few things about me.

Here are some facts:

1. I’m a hardcore lover, not necessarily in bed. More so in general, if I love someone I most likely will love them forever. Or never stop caring about them, no matter how hard I try.

2. I like literally all genre of music, and any generation of music. If I haven’t heard it, chances are I’d like it anyway.

3. I’m a sucker for concerts, parties, amusement parks, really anything outside. I like doing things, and I hate having nothing on my schedule.

4. I’m constantly broke, I come from a pretty poor family. I have had 5 jobs since I was 16, and I’m 18. I work hard, but I won’t put up with snakes.

5. I’m a big family person, I love my family. I really do, I probably wouldn’t be able to move far from them anytime soon. Even though I love my family, I have cut out toxic members. Just because we are blood does not mean, that I will put up with your toxic lifestyle.

6. I’m a BIG movie/tv show person. I love so many movies, I have never been able to pick a favorite. I used to be able to pick a favorite show, but now not so much. If you ever wanted a list of my few top favorites, just lmk.

7. I’m in love with the sky, I love watching the clouds roll by, any sunset is beautiful these days. I’m a watch the stars kind a person, I love looking at the moon, and watching the night sky. Clouds will forever fascinate me.

8. I love both cats and dogs. I grew up with them all my life, never had a problem with either one. Of course I’ve had other animals growing up, such as; Ferrets, Racoons, Hamsters, Fish, and Bunny’s.

9. I’m a genuine person, I will say what I’m thinking. I don’t say awful things, unless you really bring it out of me. Which is rare that anyone gets that part of me out, I’m pretty mellow most the time. I will almost always support you, unless it’s really dumb what you’re doing.

10. I’m not a political person in the sense, that I didn’t really grow up learning about what the president had been doing wrong. Because my parents weren’t really into it either. Now I’m into it, because I don’t want to see anyone get outnumbered by powerful people. With a really bad mindset.

Here are some (political) things you may want to know about me, before you decide to follow me.

I support abortions, then again I feel like almost all women do.

I don’t like trump, then again I also feel like most people don’t. (Which still leaves me confused on how he became president.)

I love the LGBTQ+ community. I feel like everyone should, and that’s all I have to say about them.

Our justice system needs to fucking change, right fucking now. The fact that abortion could get a women locked up for years, but a rapist only gets a few months and probation.. it really fucks with my head. Along with the a white guy getting caught with possession of marijuana, only getting let off with simple shit or something, and then a POC getting arrested and put in jail.

I hate that the world is struggling to fix the shit we have ruined, because if we could make things to destroy this beautiful planet. I think we could just as easily make things to make things better, and nobody can argue with me about this. We fucked it up, WE NEED TO FUCKING FIX IT. Thank you for reading, leave me some asks! I love talking to you guys, and I promise I’ll try my best to start writing soon.

About my fictions. A different connection.

HI! You may have noticed I’ve kind of been MIA with my story updates, and if you hadn’t noticed cool pretend I never said anything. Anywho, i’m sorry for the delay in my updates I’ve been a busy bee. I’m sure you all understand what that’s like, but i assure you i haven’t given up on any of my stories! They are still in the works. A different connection is a story I would love to keep writing, and i hope you all would like to continue reading. I have had my hands tied with family matters, and a few other things that have been rather stressful. I just thought i’d let you know, that i’m not going anywhere! I should be back sometime within next month, if all goes to plan. Thank you for your patience, I hope you haven’t forgotten about me! -mads

#bucky x reader #bucky barnes au #bucky imagine #adifferentconnection #MCU fanfiction #mcu imagine #mcu

bebi-bebi

I came up with this

Old meme but still

Thank you to @wenkiemoo for the inspiration! Go support them, they deserve it!💖

I can’t draw hair so I decided to cover it up with a hat, but then I realised I can’t draw hats either

Pls don’t repost w/o tagging meh ☺️

Click for better quality

@therealjacksepticeye

💚💚💚

therealjacksepticeye

Cute!

no-longer-another-bondi-blonde

instructor144

I hit the Reblog button on this knowing full well that I can expect a flood of people slamming my inbox letting me know how Deeply Offended they are by this. Which, ironically, would kinda prove the truth of it.

goodgirlsdoresearch-deactivated

I am not offended by this, but I do think it is a false equivalence that perpetuates a stereotype about youth being weaker now than they used to be.

When the only option is war it doesn’t make you inherently stronger or someone else inherently weaker.

How many millennials have died in combat because they saw the military as a way to get out of poverty? How many died in combat out of a choice to fight for what they believed in? Millenials are soldiers too, and none of them died because they were drafted into a war. It doesn’t make either sacrifice any less or more, but it certainly refutes the idea that one generation of soldier is stronger than another.

There is no generation stronger than another, and we shouldn’t perpetuate the false idea that this is true, simply because it is easy to grab onto the subset of millennials who exhibit outrage culture. I know plenty of people from other generations who grab onto words and outrage too.

The behavior of millennials can be traced back through human development in the last 60 years, and the inflation and recession they have to manage as a result of decisions made by people before their time.

I see so much resiliency in 18 year olds, so much effort in an economy that sets them up to fail, and calls then lazy when they do. There are those who are entitled, sure, but entitlement is learned behavior, and they are learning it from the generations before them.

I have encountered more entitlement from white wealthy people in their 50s and 60s than the majority of the thousands of millenials I have worked with for over a decade.

Entitlement and outrage are not endemic to one generation, they exist throughout history.

And lets not forget words aren’t the problem, or what most millenials have an issue with- the ideology behind them is.

Words hurt as much as they always did, but now people are vocal about what words shouldn’t be used because they exhibit damaging, bigoted and hateful ideology that needs to change.

Demanding to be talked to and treated fairly, and with respect and dignity is the beginning of trying to prevent murder and death because of bigotry and hatred. Which is exactly the belief that those soldiers in Normandy were defending.

So, no, I am not offended by this meme, but I will call bullshit on it because it isn’t anywhere near accurate from an experience, economic, or research perspective.

This meme is a stereotype, and stereotypes take one part of the truth and make it the only version (go watch Chimamanda Adichie’s The Danger of a Single Story Ted Talk for more on that). So by sharing this type of meme we are giving the idea behind it power and credence and doing a disservice to not only our youth, but ourselves and the greater good of society.

These 18 year olds are our future, so maybe we should support them, and teach them and give them a little credit for persevering when life is generally pretty hard, instead of painting them as weak when it isn’t even close the full picture.

I know this was intended as a kind of a trolling, funny post, but respectfully and frankly, @instructor144, it is our responsibility to do better.

Also, read the comments on this one ya’ll.

not-so-innocent-housewife

@goodgirlsdoresearch what you wrote was so well laid out while being respectful. Thank you 👏🏼

avidlylearning

@goodgirlsdoresearch mic drop!

fae-kisses-deactivated20201120

I am not offended. I am proud to care about respecting pronouns, to be inclusive, and to advocate for mental health awareness. I am hopeful for the future because young adults are caring about the planet, fight for human, and are speaking up about struggles.

socalscot-deactivated20190620

Yes, the Greatest Generation won WWII. But they also screamed and cried when a little black girl wanted to go to school. I don’t see millennials gnashing their teeth over someone wanting equal treatment.