Nukua Rad

Aesthetic Alien 💀👽

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Ganaste tu paz y alivida mental de la preocupacion y molestia de las relaciones tóxicas

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Con su regresa llega profundas heridas y decepciones tambien

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I am as beautiful as a rose... But as fragile as its leaves...

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I chose myself, my dignity, my peace mindset, and my sereneity

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“Siempre seras mi recuerdo favorito, aquello que tuve un ratito de mi vida y adoré a cada minuto, aquello que me quitaba el sueño por las noches y me dejaba una sonrisa inigualable, aquello que no volveré a tener.”

— vía not-all-are-the-same (via not-all-are-the-same)

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people are allowed to leave you. people are allowed to break up with you. people are allowed to love you but not want to be with you. people are allowed to not want to talk to you. people are allowed to put their happiness before yours and do what makes them happy even if it does not include you. people are allowed to move on from you. people are allowed to fall in love with someone else. people are allowed to not want you in their life. people are allowed to do whatever they want to better themselves and become the version of themselves they are trying so hard to love. don’t be bitter towards someone who is only trying to be happy.

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We need to convince our self with this, yet we also need to know that this doesn't make us less loveable or less of importance as individuals, we need to learn to know that our self-respect and vanity are not based on relationships to others not on what others feel for us or think about us one shouldn't be so vulnerable to every hateful and negative blow in the wind...

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They are not worth your energy💗

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We don't seem to understand that people and feelings are constantly changeful, we are aware that we can't control what others think or how they feel, yet we hope! _ desperately and misirebly_ hope that they'd never leave oursides, like a child pathetically clininging to their busy parents are we in this endless circle of helplessness that we condemn ourselves into...

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I don't want a forever lasting relationship; if we be in a stage of destroying each other instead of flourishing each other's doors

I want a relationship were we both plant in each other's throat new dimensions of life, to love and laugh and be detachably entwined as a couplets of a vintage song, even if it would be "momentary"

That's my kind ofl ride to love ❤

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I always made sure that I was close to you, and I was! I was so close that I couldn't see the extent of how cracked your "love" was to me

I was so close that I became blind, so blind that I couldn't see my bleeding wounds

My aching sorrow, that was blossomed by the sharpness of your floral arrow

I colored that "love" with colors that never exist

I... In this soul-ceasing game of attachment had fought; with poisonous thorns you welcomed me and I just couldn't resist

I, young and desperate surrendered,

I sold my soul and my name to this "love" to be forever slandered

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A rose grew from the ashes of a burnt ground

Heaven smiled and gifted us with a new rain__ a heavy pouring that shook our fragile feet with its strong sound__

The winds blew us away and threw us in a new dimension

The humidity of love in the air raised the tension

Fluttered our hearts for this new division

Pious and submitted I am to this new religion

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Pour all your anger and fatigue inside of me

Make of my soul the drainage to your Wet pains and misery

Drown me with your eagerness to the infinity__ till your last thrust and my final my surrender__

Take me piece by piece__ till the the love in me explodes__ and from my stary eyes strikes the aching thunder

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I am a huge mess, full of self-debts and confusion, am painted with scars as deep as stars, they shine and glow after mid-night when my soul is naked and bare, take me as I am or leave me as you found me! as an abandoned task in your desk or as a painfull memory you want to earase from your mind; that mind which don't seem to- what's in my eyes digest

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I myself am strange and unusual, I don't seem to realise what I am going through... But I don't care anymore all I want is to look up and move ahead and never look back... It is not a new start, it's just a reincarnation of a dead hope, and an evacuation of toxic feelings that were devouring this gloomy heart for ages, I'm just attempting to collect the fragments left of it...

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And in the end the empire of your toxic love fell, and the flag of my liberty flutters at the door of dignity

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If you feel your dignity and selfhood being hurt, just walk away

You better die alone rather than living in a bad company who doesn't appreciate your difference who doesn't respect you for being you

Even if it means seperating your soul from your body,even if it turns you gray

Know your self-worth and get yourself from the misery away

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Your parents accept you as the weird kid you are, your bestfriend might as well accept that fact that you are alittle bit cursed and mad, but only one person would actually love the madness in you, not just love and accept you as you are, but love you because this is who you trully are, sometimes it is not just about acceptance, sometimes is lITTLE deeper and that's love