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Intro, I guess. Don't go nagging me for more OR I'LL BLOW YOU TO PIEC-
Constructive criticism would be appreciated!
Please reblog this if you RP fandomless ocs!!
Absolutely no offense to canon muses <3 I just am so biased to fandomless ocs. That’s how I dipped my toes into this community, and I hate seeing how few and far between they are now.
Again, feel free to reblog this post if you actively write fandomless ocs! If you’re a multimuse with canons + fandomless ocs that’s fine too!
Dandadan
what are we even saying anymore
To be entirely fair I have the number 7 as a hmo. I cannot judge.
YESSS 7777
SEVENNN
SEVEN IS A GREAT NUMBER
SOMEONE GETS ME FJNALLY
7 IS SO FINE IDK WHY 😭
Hear me out
21
21 IS THE BEST NUMBER
Its the best because 7x3 is 21 so 21 is superior
BUT THREE FUCKING SUCKS WHY WOULD YOU WANT A THREE IN THERE.
BUT :3??????
True!
Reblog if you're not homophobic
Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad.
(You hear your phone. It's Lila calling you. You let it pass and she immediately calls you again)
Oh, looks like something has happened! (The person smiles)
You should answer that.
@thatonerebel-slash-exvillain-lol
I... "I pick it up, breathing a little fast", Hello Lila-chan!!! Whats happening?! Are you okay?
"N-no- AAH! I just- " (she gasps for breath) "I j-just fell, uhm," (she coughs) "i-im still in the alley, there's something chasing me. It said it was going to wear my skin?" (She gasps for breath again) "I found a hiding spot but I can't breathe in the spot and- ACK! My nose...! I think I just broke my nose."
Ooo drama!!! I know what's going to happen.
"Shut up, Emmi."
Sorry! Yeah that's my name.
Leave her alone!!! I cant do anything to help, please!
I can't do anything, once Melissa has found her target, she runs until she gets her target.
"WHAT?! "
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, "I start crying again". @endertheepicwolf and @free-birds-soaring-high.
What’s going on, Chi?
That stupid creator or whatever is talking to me again and they just wont stop torturing Lila, even though they damn well know I cant do anything, Im so sick of this!!
It’ll be okay, Chi. Just ignore her. She’ll probably leave her creation alone once she sees you can’t even leave the hospital bed.
I just wish I could leave the hospital. "Tears run down my face", I dont like it here in the hospital anymore.
Do you want me to ask if the doctors can let you leave if you stay at your dad’s home under bed rest?
Well my dadzawa just stays at U.A in the dorms... yes please!
Oh. Maybe RG will let you stay.. Alright. Do you want me to stay here and call a doctor, or go out there and look for one?
You can go out and look for one. @endertheepicwolf big sis will you stay with me for now please.
Yeah, of course I'll stay with you.
Hi ender! Lila is about to die.
"WILL YOU SHUT UP ALREADY?! You've said that twice now!"
I just wanna tell Ender, geez!
(The creator looks back over at Chi)
Anyway, you keep talking to Lila, I gotta go nearly kill Akane, bye!
(Akane because I'm too tired to switch acc)
"WHAT NO! "
Leave my little sis alone!!!!!!!! "Angry tears", akane-chan teleport!!!, Im sobbing angrily.
You do know I can kill her as much as I want, right? Actually she's my favorite I will leave her alone.
@xxthxnderxx, akane-chan teleport to me now!!
Ah, what?!
I don't know what the hell is going on with Lila anymore.
Apparently she was teleported out of the hospital. So she didn't leave willingly.
But I don't care if this whole thing was a misunderstanding, if I see her again she is fucking dead.
How was anyone able to even teleport her out from outside the room? That is a long range.
Ender, don’t. Don’t kill her, at least yet, alright?
*Ender was furious, her voice mixed with a growl.*
Why the fuck shouldn't I?!
Because of her "protection", Chi lost her arm and has been stuck in some hallucination for possibly hours because she took so long to call for help!
I have every reason to kill her on site. So why should I fucking wait?
*Hawks was silent. He knew what Ender was feeling, and even his old training was kicking in, telling him what Ender would do was okay.* Alright. But maybe because Chi might still care for her?
*Hawks knew it was the weakest excuse he had.*
She just told me how betrayed she felt because that damn sorry excuse of a person left her multiple times. And need I remind you the fact she got distracted by a fucking butterfly?
I'm literally a fucking dog, and even I can learn to focus on the important things!
*Hawks sighed, brushing a feather against her snout once, hoping to placate her just a little.*
Ender, I understand your anger, but don’t yell. We’re still in the hospital. Do you want to get kicked out?
*She tenses slightly at the feather, immediately calming down a good bit- although she was still pretty upset.*
...no..
*He was glad to see it worked. Guess it was a new trick.*
Exactly. So let’s figure out what to do, and who’s going to protect Chi from now on.
No one!
The only person that's going to protect her is Lila. She'll pay much more attention from now on👍
Fuck no.
No way in hell is she doing it again.
Can I just say she'd quite literally shoot herself for you, Hawks, and Chi?
And can I just say
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I HARDLY KNOW HER AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW HER SO SHE CAN TAKE A BULLET FOR SOMEONE ELSE.
She'd still die to save you or anyone else
LOOK AT ME AND SEE IF I GIVE A FUCK!
*Hawks brushes a feather against her snout again.*
Ender, please. I know what you’re feeling, but if you don’t stop you’ll get kicked and possibly banned from the hospital for bothering the staff and patients.
*The same reaction happens as last time, and she shrinks down a little.*
I- It's really hard...
I know.. How about this, if you calm down and stop yelling, I’ll reward you with something after the hospital?
...
*Ender looks at him for a moment before glancing at the floor.*
I'll try...
*It wouldn't be easy, but she at least had motivation to try harder now...*
Thank you, Ender. I think you’ll like the surprise.
...
*She turns her focus back onto the situation, not allowing herself to get distracted by things that weren't currently relevant.*
*Hawks gave her a long feather for her to play around with, dimming his connection with it so he wouldn’t feel it if she broke it apart, should she want a violent outlet to express her anger.*
*She just messes with the bristles of the feather, separating them and then making them together and neat again. She didn't want to destroy the feather..*
*He smiled towards her, unable to feel her messing with the feather.*
*Ender was sitting, not paying attention to anything else but the feather. As her eyes drift up to the ceiling, she starts to zone out.*
*Thinking about how hungry she was, she slowly, unconsciously puts the feather in her mouth.*
*...The chicken she was imagining tasted odd for sure...*
*Hawks froze, feeling something off. Though he dimmed the connection for Ender’s feather, he could still feel slight things, such as the anomaly that… He looked over, a high pitched chirp escaping him.*
Ender…?
*She looks over at him, snapping back into reality. At first, she was confused.*
*Then, feeling the feather in her mouth, quickly takes it out, eye widened in shock and slight embarrassment.*
AH- I AM SO SORRY, I- I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE-
*Hawks shook his head, the red from embarrassment on his face fading.* It’s all good, Ender. Just, pay attention to what you put in your mouth, please?
...Okay..
*She was almost afraid to touch the feather now, scared she'd do it again.*
*The feather was probably poisoned now...*
*Hawks sighed, brushing the feather against the back of her hand before putting it back in her palm.*
Ender, it’s fine. Are you hungry?
...Yeah, a little..
*Definitely more than a little, if she had put his feather in her mouth.*
*Hawks presses the call nurse button.* There, now nobody has to leave.
*Ender watched him press the button, wondering what it did and why no one would have to leave. Her knowledge of hospitals was still pretty bare.*
*Hawks seems to remember something.* I just called a nurse, for food and stuff, nobody attack the person that comes in.
*He said, just as the door opened.*
(OOC: Damnit I tried.)
---
*A nurse comes into the room, smiling.*
Is everything alright in here?
Yes, actually. Sorry to bother, we’re all just a bit hungry, and was hoping to have food delivered up here? We don’t exactly want to leave Chi by herself.
Of course! Are you getting hospital food or having someone deliver food here from somewhere else?
Hospital food, I think. *He looked around the room.* Hospital food sound good, everyone?
*Ender shrugs, just wanting food.*
@strawberryswirl4321 does hospital food sound good to you?
Yeah thats good.
Alright. *He turns back to the nurse.* Hospital food, then.
@endertheepicwolf
Nice to finally eat something. I havent eaten anything for a long while big brother.
That’s not a good thing, Chi. Why haven’t you eaten?
I-I know but Im fine, mainly because of stress and worry and just not feeling super safe, I just haven't eaten in a while, the only times I ate anything was once when my little sis cooked for me and l-lila 6 days ago and sharing a mochi with her.... "I look down at the floor".
*Hawks shook his head.* You haven’t eaten for six days? Chi-kadee, this isn’t good for you. Please eat today, okay?
You’ve got two very proficient fighters in this room, well keep you safe.
Ok, Im sorry, Ive just gotten used to it, I promise I'll eat today.
Thank you, Chi. It isn’t something you should be getting used to.
... I-I know.
*The nurse comes back with the food.*
Here you go! If you need anything else, just press the button and someone will come.
*She then leaves.*
Thanks! *He divides the food up, making sure both Ender and Chi got the larger portions, they haven’t eaten in a while, after all. He then gave a tray to Chi, and a tray to Ender.*
There you two go.
Thank you big brother, "I immediatly start eating", hehe Im guess Im so used to not eating for long periods of time that I sometimes forget how nice it is to just eat fully for one whole day.
*Hawks smiled, ruffling her hair.* See, it’s important to eat. Thank you for eating, Chi-kadee.
Your welcome, I'll try to eat more often, its just so hard for me to break out of habits like that.
*Hawks smiles.* Well, you got Ender and I to help you break out of bad habits. You’re not alone, Chi.
Th-thank you. Does it bother you or ender if I tell you what happened in my hallucination if your willing to listen.
No, I’d rather you let us know what happened so we can help you feel better from that.
O-ok, make sure ender is listening too. So I closed my eyes on the outside and then I woke up in the hallucination, this is what happened. Theres different parts to this so, Im gonna show them one by one so you can absorb what happened.
Alright, we will listen. @endertheepicwolf
*Her ears perk up, paying attention.*
Ok Im showing part 1 first, I want you to take your time threw each part, I could fully feel and hear what was happening through this.
💬 0 🔁 6 ❤️ 2 · "What? Trying to tune me out again? You're so stupid, I don't know why I ever saved you!" She slaps you and Ender walks in
*Ender goes pale, hearing what she had done in the hallucination. It wasn't real, she knew it wasn't, but she still felt horrible...*
Big sis, "I hold her hand", Im here with you, can I keep going.
*She gives Chi a nod, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.*
Y-yeah, keep going..
Ok. Remember if you need to cry you can. "I squeeze her hand back". @free-birds-soaring-high big brother next part.
💬 0 🔁 111 ❤️ 2 · "Chi, are you ok-?" (Izuku) Ender jumps down and slams you against the wall... All of your friends and the people who y
I hate this, Chi. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry you couldn’t wake up.
(The door opens and Akane walks in)
Chi? Oh, hey Hawks, hey Ender.
Oh, hey Akane. Sorry, it’s a bit tense in here. *Hawks laughed, but it was empty.*
Are you all ok?
No.. Chi was just explaining to us her nightmare she couldn’t get out of last night. Last night was a whole ordeal in of itself.
Can I give you all hugs?
I don't know what the hell is going on with Lila anymore.
Apparently she was teleported out of the hospital. So she didn't leave willingly.
But I don't care if this whole thing was a misunderstanding, if I see her again she is fucking dead.
How was anyone able to even teleport her out from outside the room? That is a long range.
Ender, don’t. Don’t kill her, at least yet, alright?
*Ender was furious, her voice mixed with a growl.*
Why the fuck shouldn't I?!
Because of her "protection", Chi lost her arm and has been stuck in some hallucination for possibly hours because she took so long to call for help!
I have every reason to kill her on site. So why should I fucking wait?
*Hawks was silent. He knew what Ender was feeling, and even his old training was kicking in, telling him what Ender would do was okay.* Alright. But maybe because Chi might still care for her?
*Hawks knew it was the weakest excuse he had.*
She just told me how betrayed she felt because that damn sorry excuse of a person left her multiple times. And need I remind you the fact she got distracted by a fucking butterfly?
I'm literally a fucking dog, and even I can learn to focus on the important things!
*Hawks sighed, brushing a feather against her snout once, hoping to placate her just a little.*
Ender, I understand your anger, but don’t yell. We’re still in the hospital. Do you want to get kicked out?
*She tenses slightly at the feather, immediately calming down a good bit- although she was still pretty upset.*
...no..
*He was glad to see it worked. Guess it was a new trick.*
Exactly. So let’s figure out what to do, and who’s going to protect Chi from now on.
No one!
The only person that's going to protect her is Lila. She'll pay much more attention from now on👍
Fuck no.
No way in hell is she doing it again.
Can I just say she'd quite literally shoot herself for you, Hawks, and Chi?
And can I just say
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I HARDLY KNOW HER AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW HER SO SHE CAN TAKE A BULLET FOR SOMEONE ELSE.
She'd still die to save you or anyone else
LOOK AT ME AND SEE IF I GIVE A FUCK!
*Hawks brushes a feather against her snout again.*
Ender, please. I know what you’re feeling, but if you don’t stop you’ll get kicked and possibly banned from the hospital for bothering the staff and patients.
*The same reaction happens as last time, and she shrinks down a little.*
I- It's really hard...
I know.. How about this, if you calm down and stop yelling, I’ll reward you with something after the hospital?
...
*Ender looks at him for a moment before glancing at the floor.*
I'll try...
*It wouldn't be easy, but she at least had motivation to try harder now...*
Thank you, Ender. I think you’ll like the surprise.
...
*She turns her focus back onto the situation, not allowing herself to get distracted by things that weren't currently relevant.*
*Hawks gave her a long feather for her to play around with, dimming his connection with it so he wouldn’t feel it if she broke it apart, should she want a violent outlet to express her anger.*
*She just messes with the bristles of the feather, separating them and then making them together and neat again. She didn't want to destroy the feather..*
*He smiled towards her, unable to feel her messing with the feather.*
*Ender was sitting, not paying attention to anything else but the feather. As her eyes drift up to the ceiling, she starts to zone out.*
*Thinking about how hungry she was, she slowly, unconsciously puts the feather in her mouth.*
*...The chicken she was imagining tasted odd for sure...*
*Hawks froze, feeling something off. Though he dimmed the connection for Ender’s feather, he could still feel slight things, such as the anomaly that… He looked over, a high pitched chirp escaping him.*
Ender…?
*She looks over at him, snapping back into reality. At first, she was confused.*
*Then, feeling the feather in her mouth, quickly takes it out, eye widened in shock and slight embarrassment.*
AH- I AM SO SORRY, I- I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE-
*Hawks shook his head, the red from embarrassment on his face fading.* It’s all good, Ender. Just, pay attention to what you put in your mouth, please?
...Okay..
*She was almost afraid to touch the feather now, scared she'd do it again.*
*The feather was probably poisoned now...*
*Hawks sighed, brushing the feather against the back of her hand before putting it back in her palm.*
Ender, it’s fine. Are you hungry?
...Yeah, a little..
*Definitely more than a little, if she had put his feather in her mouth.*
*Hawks presses the call nurse button.* There, now nobody has to leave.
*Ender watched him press the button, wondering what it did and why no one would have to leave. Her knowledge of hospitals was still pretty bare.*
*Hawks seems to remember something.* I just called a nurse, for food and stuff, nobody attack the person that comes in.
*He said, just as the door opened.*
(OOC: Damnit I tried.)
---
*A nurse comes into the room, smiling.*
Is everything alright in here?
Yes, actually. Sorry to bother, we’re all just a bit hungry, and was hoping to have food delivered up here? We don’t exactly want to leave Chi by herself.
Of course! Are you getting hospital food or having someone deliver food here from somewhere else?
Hospital food, I think. *He looked around the room.* Hospital food sound good, everyone?
*Ender shrugs, just wanting food.*
@strawberryswirl4321 does hospital food sound good to you?
Yeah thats good.
Alright. *He turns back to the nurse.* Hospital food, then.
@endertheepicwolf
Nice to finally eat something. I havent eaten anything for a long while big brother.
That’s not a good thing, Chi. Why haven’t you eaten?
I-I know but Im fine, mainly because of stress and worry and just not feeling super safe, I just haven't eaten in a while, the only times I ate anything was once when my little sis cooked for me and l-lila 6 days ago and sharing a mochi with her.... "I look down at the floor".
*Hawks shook his head.* You haven’t eaten for six days? Chi-kadee, this isn’t good for you. Please eat today, okay?
You’ve got two very proficient fighters in this room, well keep you safe.
Ok, Im sorry, Ive just gotten used to it, I promise I'll eat today.
Thank you, Chi. It isn’t something you should be getting used to.
... I-I know.
*The nurse comes back with the food.*
Here you go! If you need anything else, just press the button and someone will come.
*She then leaves.*
Thanks! *He divides the food up, making sure both Ender and Chi got the larger portions, they haven’t eaten in a while, after all. He then gave a tray to Chi, and a tray to Ender.*
There you two go.
Thank you big brother, "I immediatly start eating", hehe Im guess Im so used to not eating for long periods of time that I sometimes forget how nice it is to just eat fully for one whole day.
*Hawks smiled, ruffling her hair.* See, it’s important to eat. Thank you for eating, Chi-kadee.
Your welcome, I'll try to eat more often, its just so hard for me to break out of habits like that.
*Hawks smiles.* Well, you got Ender and I to help you break out of bad habits. You’re not alone, Chi.
Th-thank you. Does it bother you or ender if I tell you what happened in my hallucination if your willing to listen.
No, I’d rather you let us know what happened so we can help you feel better from that.
O-ok, make sure ender is listening too. So I closed my eyes on the outside and then I woke up in the hallucination, this is what happened. Theres different parts to this so, Im gonna show them one by one so you can absorb what happened.
Alright, we will listen. @endertheepicwolf
*Her ears perk up, paying attention.*
Ok Im showing part 1 first, I want you to take your time threw each part, I could fully feel and hear what was happening through this.
💬 0 🔁 6 ❤️ 2 · "What? Trying to tune me out again? You're so stupid, I don't know why I ever saved you!" She slaps you and Ender walks in
*Ender goes pale, hearing what she had done in the hallucination. It wasn't real, she knew it wasn't, but she still felt horrible...*
Big sis, "I hold her hand", Im here with you, can I keep going.
*She gives Chi a nod, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.*
Y-yeah, keep going..
Ok. Remember if you need to cry you can. "I squeeze her hand back". @free-birds-soaring-high big brother next part.
💬 0 🔁 111 ❤️ 2 · "Chi, are you ok-?" (Izuku) Ender jumps down and slams you against the wall... All of your friends and the people who y
I hate this, Chi. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry you couldn’t wake up.
(The door opens and Akane walks in)
Chi? Oh, hey Hawks, hey Ender.
Oh, hey Akane. Sorry, it’s a bit tense in here. *Hawks laughed, but it was empty.*
Are you all ok?
I don't know what the hell is going on with Lila anymore.
Apparently she was teleported out of the hospital. So she didn't leave willingly.
But I don't care if this whole thing was a misunderstanding, if I see her again she is fucking dead.
How was anyone able to even teleport her out from outside the room? That is a long range.
Ender, don’t. Don’t kill her, at least yet, alright?
*Ender was furious, her voice mixed with a growl.*
Why the fuck shouldn't I?!
Because of her "protection", Chi lost her arm and has been stuck in some hallucination for possibly hours because she took so long to call for help!
I have every reason to kill her on site. So why should I fucking wait?
*Hawks was silent. He knew what Ender was feeling, and even his old training was kicking in, telling him what Ender would do was okay.* Alright. But maybe because Chi might still care for her?
*Hawks knew it was the weakest excuse he had.*
She just told me how betrayed she felt because that damn sorry excuse of a person left her multiple times. And need I remind you the fact she got distracted by a fucking butterfly?
I'm literally a fucking dog, and even I can learn to focus on the important things!
*Hawks sighed, brushing a feather against her snout once, hoping to placate her just a little.*
Ender, I understand your anger, but don’t yell. We’re still in the hospital. Do you want to get kicked out?
*She tenses slightly at the feather, immediately calming down a good bit- although she was still pretty upset.*
...no..
*He was glad to see it worked. Guess it was a new trick.*
Exactly. So let’s figure out what to do, and who’s going to protect Chi from now on.
No one!
The only person that's going to protect her is Lila. She'll pay much more attention from now on👍
Fuck no.
No way in hell is she doing it again.
Can I just say she'd quite literally shoot herself for you, Hawks, and Chi?
And can I just say
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I HARDLY KNOW HER AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW HER SO SHE CAN TAKE A BULLET FOR SOMEONE ELSE.
She'd still die to save you or anyone else
LOOK AT ME AND SEE IF I GIVE A FUCK!
*Hawks brushes a feather against her snout again.*
Ender, please. I know what you’re feeling, but if you don’t stop you’ll get kicked and possibly banned from the hospital for bothering the staff and patients.
*The same reaction happens as last time, and she shrinks down a little.*
I- It's really hard...
I know.. How about this, if you calm down and stop yelling, I’ll reward you with something after the hospital?
...
*Ender looks at him for a moment before glancing at the floor.*
I'll try...
*It wouldn't be easy, but she at least had motivation to try harder now...*
Thank you, Ender. I think you’ll like the surprise.
...
*She turns her focus back onto the situation, not allowing herself to get distracted by things that weren't currently relevant.*
*Hawks gave her a long feather for her to play around with, dimming his connection with it so he wouldn’t feel it if she broke it apart, should she want a violent outlet to express her anger.*
*She just messes with the bristles of the feather, separating them and then making them together and neat again. She didn't want to destroy the feather..*
*He smiled towards her, unable to feel her messing with the feather.*
*Ender was sitting, not paying attention to anything else but the feather. As her eyes drift up to the ceiling, she starts to zone out.*
*Thinking about how hungry she was, she slowly, unconsciously puts the feather in her mouth.*
*...The chicken she was imagining tasted odd for sure...*
*Hawks froze, feeling something off. Though he dimmed the connection for Ender’s feather, he could still feel slight things, such as the anomaly that… He looked over, a high pitched chirp escaping him.*
Ender…?
*She looks over at him, snapping back into reality. At first, she was confused.*
*Then, feeling the feather in her mouth, quickly takes it out, eye widened in shock and slight embarrassment.*
AH- I AM SO SORRY, I- I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE-
*Hawks shook his head, the red from embarrassment on his face fading.* It’s all good, Ender. Just, pay attention to what you put in your mouth, please?
...Okay..
*She was almost afraid to touch the feather now, scared she'd do it again.*
*The feather was probably poisoned now...*
*Hawks sighed, brushing the feather against the back of her hand before putting it back in her palm.*
Ender, it’s fine. Are you hungry?
...Yeah, a little..
*Definitely more than a little, if she had put his feather in her mouth.*
*Hawks presses the call nurse button.* There, now nobody has to leave.
*Ender watched him press the button, wondering what it did and why no one would have to leave. Her knowledge of hospitals was still pretty bare.*
*Hawks seems to remember something.* I just called a nurse, for food and stuff, nobody attack the person that comes in.
*He said, just as the door opened.*
(OOC: Damnit I tried.)
---
*A nurse comes into the room, smiling.*
Is everything alright in here?
Yes, actually. Sorry to bother, we’re all just a bit hungry, and was hoping to have food delivered up here? We don’t exactly want to leave Chi by herself.
Of course! Are you getting hospital food or having someone deliver food here from somewhere else?
Hospital food, I think. *He looked around the room.* Hospital food sound good, everyone?
*Ender shrugs, just wanting food.*
@strawberryswirl4321 does hospital food sound good to you?
Yeah thats good.
Alright. *He turns back to the nurse.* Hospital food, then.
@endertheepicwolf
Nice to finally eat something. I havent eaten anything for a long while big brother.
That’s not a good thing, Chi. Why haven’t you eaten?
I-I know but Im fine, mainly because of stress and worry and just not feeling super safe, I just haven't eaten in a while, the only times I ate anything was once when my little sis cooked for me and l-lila 6 days ago and sharing a mochi with her.... "I look down at the floor".
*Hawks shook his head.* You haven’t eaten for six days? Chi-kadee, this isn’t good for you. Please eat today, okay?
You’ve got two very proficient fighters in this room, well keep you safe.
Ok, Im sorry, Ive just gotten used to it, I promise I'll eat today.
Thank you, Chi. It isn’t something you should be getting used to.
... I-I know.
*The nurse comes back with the food.*
Here you go! If you need anything else, just press the button and someone will come.
*She then leaves.*
Thanks! *He divides the food up, making sure both Ender and Chi got the larger portions, they haven’t eaten in a while, after all. He then gave a tray to Chi, and a tray to Ender.*
There you two go.
Thank you big brother, "I immediatly start eating", hehe Im guess Im so used to not eating for long periods of time that I sometimes forget how nice it is to just eat fully for one whole day.
*Hawks smiled, ruffling her hair.* See, it’s important to eat. Thank you for eating, Chi-kadee.
Your welcome, I'll try to eat more often, its just so hard for me to break out of habits like that.
*Hawks smiles.* Well, you got Ender and I to help you break out of bad habits. You’re not alone, Chi.
Th-thank you. Does it bother you or ender if I tell you what happened in my hallucination if your willing to listen.
No, I’d rather you let us know what happened so we can help you feel better from that.
O-ok, make sure ender is listening too. So I closed my eyes on the outside and then I woke up in the hallucination, this is what happened. Theres different parts to this so, Im gonna show them one by one so you can absorb what happened.
Alright, we will listen. @endertheepicwolf
*Her ears perk up, paying attention.*
Ok Im showing part 1 first, I want you to take your time threw each part, I could fully feel and hear what was happening through this.
💬 0 🔁 6 ❤️ 2 · "What? Trying to tune me out again? You're so stupid, I don't know why I ever saved you!" She slaps you and Ender walks in
*Ender goes pale, hearing what she had done in the hallucination. It wasn't real, she knew it wasn't, but she still felt horrible...*
Big sis, "I hold her hand", Im here with you, can I keep going.
*She gives Chi a nod, giving her hand a gentle squeeze.*
Y-yeah, keep going..
Ok. Remember if you need to cry you can. "I squeeze her hand back". @free-birds-soaring-high big brother next part.
💬 0 🔁 111 ❤️ 2 · "Chi, are you ok-?" (Izuku) Ender jumps down and slams you against the wall... All of your friends and the people who y
I hate this, Chi. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry you couldn’t wake up.
(The door opens and Akane walks in)
Chi? Oh, hey Hawks, hey Ender.
Akane-chan did anyone tell you what happened at the hospital, that caused me to cry for hours?
No?
Okay well I got thrown into a really bad hallucination while I was sleeping and couldent wake up and the way I got out was traumautizing and then I cried for hours on end which I dont want to talk about.
Do you want a hug?
Akane-chan did anyone tell you what happened at the hospital, that caused me to cry for hours?
No?
Hey little sis, you want to come to my hospital room, I could sing and to you, also yesterday was horrible for me.
I'm gonna bring you something, ok?
(OOC post)
HOW THE FUCK DOES THIS MAN PISS WITHOUT HIS BALLS- LIKE WHAT. AND HE CAN'T HAVE CHILDREN WITH MOMO RAAAAAHHHHHH
Don't ask.
It's perfectly clear what he wants and you deny him constantly
I’m not trying to deny him anything! I want to be that kid for him, it’s just— *He began tearing up, pulling at his hair.*
Stawp.
Bad Hawks.
Bad, bad, bad.
I’M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD! *Tears began to fall down his face. He was in complete distress.*
(She hugs you)
I know.
I know.
I'm sorry Hawks
*He was sobbing now, too distressed to listen. His feathers were completely fallen off his wings now.*
*He really wanted Dad right now, but what if Dad doesn’t want him anymore?*
"Hugs him and rubs his back", its okay big brother, dadzawa doesn't want anyone but you, you are his whole world its okay.
But he wanted an actual baby, I’m not, I can’t!
No he dosent, your all he wants, trust me he would literally give you the world if he could. Dont listen to them, shhh, its okay, "I continue hugging and rubbing his back".
I’m trying not to listen but I can’t, Chi. They’re right.
Hawks.
You are not bad.
You're good.
Aizawa only wants you, Chi is right.
(Ooc: I'm not doing colour for this RB)
I don’t know… I don’t… *His voice got higher pitched as he looked around desperately.*
Hey, hey. Look at me.
You're good, Hawks. In no universe Aizawa doesn't want you.
*His eyes met hers, before looking away again.* Well, you can’t possibly know that, right? There’s too many universes, what if this is one of the ones where he doesn’t want me?
I've checked every universe.
…You can do that..?
Yup.
It's perfectly clear what he wants and you deny him constantly
I’m not trying to deny him anything! I want to be that kid for him, it’s just— *He began tearing up, pulling at his hair.*
Stawp.
Bad Hawks.
Bad, bad, bad.
I’M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD! *Tears began to fall down his face. He was in complete distress.*
(She hugs you)
I know.
I know.
I'm sorry Hawks
*He was sobbing now, too distressed to listen. His feathers were completely fallen off his wings now.*
*He really wanted Dad right now, but what if Dad doesn’t want him anymore?*
"Hugs him and rubs his back", its okay big brother, dadzawa doesn't want anyone but you, you are his whole world its okay.
But he wanted an actual baby, I’m not, I can’t!
No he dosent, your all he wants, trust me he would literally give you the world if he could. Dont listen to them, shhh, its okay, "I continue hugging and rubbing his back".
I’m trying not to listen but I can’t, Chi. They’re right.
Hawks.
You are not bad.
You're good.
Aizawa only wants you, Chi is right.
(Ooc: I'm not doing colour for this RB)
I don’t know… I don’t… *His voice got higher pitched as he looked around desperately.*
Hey, hey. Look at me.
You're good, Hawks. In no universe Aizawa doesn't want you.
*His eyes met hers, before looking away again.* Well, you can’t possibly know that, right? There’s too many universes, what if this is one of the ones where he doesn’t want me?
I've checked every universe.
Maybe he'd love you more if you just gave him what he wanted
…Maybe…
But I can’t be a complete baby, I.. I don’t think my mind would allow that. I try so hard, but…
Maybe he would be happier with an actual baby.
He wouldn't.
How do you know that? I’m not an actual baby..
BECAUSE I KNOW YOU
*He remained silent.*
You're the only person Aizawa would ever want.
It's perfectly clear what he wants and you deny him constantly
I’m not trying to deny him anything! I want to be that kid for him, it’s just— *He began tearing up, pulling at his hair.*
Stawp.
Bad Hawks.
Bad, bad, bad.
I’M NOT TRYING TO BE BAD! *Tears began to fall down his face. He was in complete distress.*
(She hugs you)
I know.
I know.
I'm sorry Hawks
*He was sobbing now, too distressed to listen. His feathers were completely fallen off his wings now.*
*He really wanted Dad right now, but what if Dad doesn’t want him anymore?*
"Hugs him and rubs his back", its okay big brother, dadzawa doesn't want anyone but you, you are his whole world its okay.
But he wanted an actual baby, I’m not, I can’t!
No he dosent, your all he wants, trust me he would literally give you the world if he could. Dont listen to them, shhh, its okay, "I continue hugging and rubbing his back".
I’m trying not to listen but I can’t, Chi. They’re right.
Hawks.
You are not bad.
You're good.
Aizawa only wants you, Chi is right.
(Ooc: I'm not doing colour for this RB)
I don’t know… I don’t… *His voice got higher pitched as he looked around desperately.*
Hey, hey. Look at me.
You're good, Hawks. In no universe Aizawa doesn't want you.