Is It Even Worth It?

Just a sad person trying to make it in a useless life *some trigger/nsfw images on this blog*

[kimpimpam]

happy reunion in wano anniversary *eyes emoji*

[j0cto]

just a captain cleaning his first mate's sword 👒⚔️

[xxxwhyxx]

im just sad

[xxxwhyxx]

i sometimes wonder what would happened if i wasnt born. the world will still be turning but will people notice something was off? will my mom feel like she was missing something? maybe not, she'll live the life she wanted before i was born as a mistake. whats crazy is i know she regrets giving birth to me, she even said she thought about having an abortion and makes me feel like shit. im tired of living like im useless to everyone and everything. maybe i should have killed myself but like always im a fucking coward who cants do anything. god i'm tired

[xxxwhyxx]

im truly fucking alone in this fucking world, i have no one to talk to. god i miss the days where i didnt feel so fucking useless. the feeling to just cut myself is growing strong everyday and im afraid im going to do so

[xxxwhyxx]

i'm so scared, what if I dont make it?? crying doesnt feel good, it just hurts, I just want to live my life like how i want. this feeling is not going for awhile, the build up was to big and now the dam has broken.

[xxxwhyxx]

Fuck my sister and step father they both can go fuck themselves

[jollyeojeah]

To crush on them without having to worry about crushing them.

[coldundercovers-deactivated2018]

*something bad happens*

Okay well if I was skinny this would have never happened

[thindreamsofalec]

I want to be sick.

I want dark half-moons under my eyes.

I want bruisable, pale skin.

I want ribbon thin legs, with arms to match.

I want a torso bony enough to strike fear into anyone who happens to see.

I want to be hollow.

I want to be porcelain.

I want to be fragile.

Breakable.

I haven’t gained enough control to do it.

But I will soon.

Too soon for others comfort.

[jas-alone]

[the-suicide-effect]

"The demons in my head are trying to kill me"

- the suicide effect

[xwannabe-skinnyx]

It👏🏻sucks👏🏻being👏🏻the👏🏻fat👏🏻friend👏🏻

[abnormall]

i keep making mistake after mistake i cant do anything correctly why am i such a failure

[emptyshadesofblue]

I wish I could apologize to my younger self. I wish I could tell her I’m sorry for giving up on her dreams and living a life she feared.

[fvckinsociety]

I'm just so fucking empty, it really hurts.

[xxxwhyxx]

why am i so fucking useless?? i dont need this feeling, just dont want to feel something no more