Xylianna

Multifandom.18+ only please. On AO3 as Xylianna

[paexie]

FF6 - Sabin

[softgrlfriend]

that’s enough emotions for a whole year. ciao

[insertchaoticenbyname]

The earlier in the year you reblog this the better it gets

[xylianna]

happy new year

I'm not a big fan of New Year's resolutions. I feel like so often we make resolutions based off what others/society in general wants us to be. They end up being unattainable goals and then we get to spend 12 months beating ourselves up for not meeting them. Didn’t lose 60 lbs in 6 months? You’re a failure. Etc.

But I am going to make a resolution this year. This year, I resolve to be myself. I resolve to take care of myself. I resolve to make the decisions that best serve me, even if others don't understand or agree. I resolve to do my best to be healthy and happy.

I have a very difficult year ahead of me with big life altering changes. Things might work out great, they might fail spectacularly. But I know I cannot continue on the way that I have been, it is time to let myself feel all of the emotions I’ve been bottling up, fully and deeply, so that I can start taking action to enact the changes that could change my life from something I struggle to survive through each day into something honest, enjoyable, and fulfilling.

[xylianna]

when  you’ve been off tumblr so long you have to reset your password, ooops. Happy 2022, everybody!

[whitepeopletwitter]

[thechosenjuan]

honestly a good partner isn’t necessarily someone who loves the exact same things you love but rather someone who is willing to listen to you ramble on and on about a particular subject that you’re passionate about even if they have little to no interest in it

[blackholeassshole]

this is so important

[cloudcuckoolander527]

All I can think of is this…

And on the flip-side

[midwesternlikeope]

Passion, love it when people have passion. I don’t care what your passion is, but if you’re putting effort into something, aiming for a certain goal/interest, that’s beautiful

[xylianna]

💞💞🌼Thank you for existing 💞💞 Send this to 10 people who you think deserve a sweet and kind message in their inbox🌼💕

Thank you, and right back atcha! <3 <3

[aliatori]

Accepting Prompts for Letter/Epistolary Fics

Hey y’all. I really want to write some epistolary fics (stories told through letters/texts/e-mails/other not-in-person communication), so I’m taking three (3) prompts for epistolary fics of 1,000 words or more. FFXV Gladiolus Amicitia/Nyx Ulric (AU, canon, or canon-adjacent) Gladiolus Amicitia/Cor Leonis (AU, canon, or canon-adjacent) Life is Strange Chloe/Max Chloe/Rachel Chloe/Max/Rachel FE:3H Byleth/Edelgard (F!Byleth only) Edelgard/Dorothea Dorothea/Ingrid Dorothea/Petra Mass Effect Kaidan Alenko/Shepard Original Work Cyberpunk Hacker with Social Anxiety/Person They Only Know Through a Net Message Board Blood Mage Who Only Uses Their Power for Healing/Patient Whose Life They Saved Noble Who is a Powerful Mage/Heir Apparent From Country Where Magic is Illegal Former Poet Turned Bodyguard/Their Unruly and Headstrong Charge Post-apocalyptic Gang Boss/Rival Gang Leader Spaceship Captain/Planetbound Mechanic Widow(er)/The Spirit of Their Deceased Spouse My standard list of won’t writes applies: non-con, incest, underage, and reader inserts. These are unlikely to be any higher than M rated due to the nature of the fills! Original work is where I’m most flexible and my current interest - I’m open to a wide range of suggestions, but I reserve the right to veto anything I’m uncomfortable with. 

[xylianna]

She Deserved Better Zine on Twitter

“🎉 Preorders for She Deserved Better are open until March 9! 🎉 If you love some Final Fantasy ladies who didn't get an ending as awesome as they are, please check out our merchandise bundles in the thread below and visit our shop at https://t.co/UBG4NtrGQ0 ✨ #fanzine”

[xylianna]

Celebrate International Women’s Day by getting your copy reserved!

[xylianna]

She Deserved Better Zine on Twitter

“🎉 Preorders for She Deserved Better are open until March 9! 🎉 If you love some Final Fantasy ladies who didn't get an ending as awesome as they are, please check out our merchandise bundles in the thread below and visit our shop at https://t.co/UBG4NtrGQ0 ✨ #fanzine”

[xylianna]

Celebrate International Women’s Day by getting your copy reserved!

[lovenotereminders]

It doesn’t make you unlovable or a horrible person if you don’t have many friends. It can be difficult to meet new people if you’re shy or quiet or have anxiety. It can be difficult to stay in touch with people if you can’t find the time or energy to remain in contact. It can be difficult to make new friends if you struggle to find people you click with or who are interested in the same things as you. None of those things mean you’re unlovable. 

[uglygreenjacket]

[choxiiart]

Terra from Final Fantasy VI

[towardsmorning]

This idea that we can circumvent the Discourse TM issues by saying “oh well of course you can explore morally bad things in fiction, I’m talking about these fics that are instead ‘indulging’ in them for enjoyment, surely you’re not defending those, right?” is a total misunderstanding of the issue.

Yes. We are. We are in fact defending the people who write wholly unrealistic smut that kinks on taboo subjects so people can work out their screwy urges in a controlled, risk-free way! We are in fact defending the people who write pure misery and know it, because they’re feeling god-awful and need OTT catharsis! Defense of screwed up fanfiction as morally neutral is not just about “oh, that good stuff that looks at issues as a Real Thing to bring attention to them”.

No, it’s also the (emotionally aware, tagged, warned for, niche, compartmentalized) fiction that lets everyone pour out the nastiness in their heads where the only people who are likely to see it know what they’re here for.

Sorry, but people are weird, and confusing, and find taboo things sexy when there are no consequences and nobody gets hurt. So long as the “nobody gets hurt” is the thing which makes it sexy and not horrifying- so long as a key factor is the absence of real suffering- I fail to see the issue morally.

[convenientalias]

Thank you. Everyone always uses the “as long as it’s just exploration, not because you enjoy it” line of reasoning and it’s like: No. You can write it just because you enjoy it or it brings you catharsis. You can read it for the same reason. The point is not always to bring it back to something perfectly clean, correct and intellectual. Sometimes it’s just messed up and that’s chill.

[xylianna]

She Deserved Better Zine on Twitter

“🎉 Preorders for She Deserved Better are open until March 9! 🎉 If you love some Final Fantasy ladies who didn't get an ending as awesome as they are, please check out our merchandise bundles in the thread below and visit our shop at https://t.co/UBG4NtrGQ0 ✨ #fanzine”

[runicmagitek]

To Start Over With You (Haruka/Michiru - Sailor Moon)

(( one of the treats I did for Chocolate Box, because I couldn’t say no to these two beans ))

“Isn’t it exciting?!”

Haruka hummed, focused on her tie in the mirror. In the reflection behind her was Michiru, already dressed and smiling. She smoothed her hands over her lap and sighed—a distant, dreamy sound.

“What is?” Haruka finally asked.

“Tell me you’re joking,” she teased.

“Hardly.” One last tug and the knot was secured at her throat. She stepped back and glanced over the new high school uniform. At least it fit comfortably. “Are you ready to—”

Tender arms swept around her from behind. Michiru nuzzled into her neck, almost purring.

“This is going to be so much fun.” She squeezed Haruka for emphasis. “Don’t you think?”

[read more on AO3]

[xylianna]

She Deserved Better Zine on Twitter

“🎉Preorders for She Deserved Better are open from now until March 9! 🎉 Info on our merchandise bundles in the thread below and be sure to follow us for exciting reveals on the merchandise artwork in the coming days. 💕 https://t.co/UBG4NtrGQ0 #fanzine #ffxv #FF7R”

Pre-orders still open!