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[y0uarejustab0y]

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[y0uarejustab0y]

when my mom goes 2 work and leaves me breakfast i always jst throw it out in the ditch behind our house and i know thats wasteful but i cant eat it i just cant i cant

[somew4nn4r3x1c]

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[somefagsdiary]

Anyone: shows a drop of interest in me

Me: huh, I guess it’s time to relapse to prove to them that I’m sick and warn them away from what loving me actually feels like

[b0n3y-boy]

Do it for the worried looks

Do it for the compliments

Do it for the jealous looks

Do it because you deserve it

Do it because you are better than your urges

Drink water

Wait 10 minutes

You’ll be fine

[y0uarejustab0y]

Haiii! I was just wondering if you could give me some tips on not eating and what you do. im trying to lose a lot of weight fast! If not no worriess ♡

hiii ofc!!! sorry 4 the late reply ^^;

i recommend setting designated times on when to eat, and dont eat at any other times besides those. also, i sleep for most of the day so i only ever have 2 meals (and thats only because i still live with my parents, if it was up to me i would have 1 or none at all), and that really helps. if you do happen to get hungry and stuff, water and gum are going to be your best friends, trust me. if you ever do a liquid diet, dont drink just water!! buy electrolyte drinks or else youre likely to feel dizzy and stuff. oh walking also really helps with losing weight, so jst walk alot around your neighborhood or the mall, and make sure your meals arent super huge. this one is a little unhinged and i wouldnt recommend it if it might make u uncomfortable but sometimes watching like true crime documentaries or gorey movies like Saw while eating makes me feel nauseous and takes away most of my appetite. thats all i can rlly think of at the moment... im still getting better at restricting and discipline so this advice might not be super incredible but i hope it helps <3

[y0uarejustab0y]

omg i didnt even post yesterday because of how gross i felt

i ate soo much its not even funny.... i even had a slice of cake and icecream.. huge yikes!!! aghh i have no resistance no wonder im huge and no one loves me

anyway, my mom made an omelette for me for breakfast and then went to walmart with my little brother... so i might have thrown it away.

ikkk thats super wasteful but i couldnt even look at it without wanting to puke!!!

so the plan for today is to not eat anything until whatever dinner my mom makes, and ill probably p.rg3 after

i just cant believe i ate all that stuff yesterday.. gag.

block dont report <3

[y0uarejustab0y]

ughhhhhh my mom gave me two dark chocolate almond thingies and i had to eat them because she was looking at me and she would be suspicious if i refused.... so pissed. i dont like snacking in between meals even if its something small like that.... and she said she's making chicharrones (fried pork) for dinner. i feel sick just thinking abt it. theyre greasy and gross and i can already feel myself gaining back those few pounds i lost the second i take a bite...

should i p.rg3 after eating?? like i mentioned in a prior post i dont generally like doing it because im scared of it fucking up my teeth, but idk.. i'll probably jst try to exercise for an hour or more to burn off any w€1ght i might gain

block dont report <3

[4utumnbunn1]

having a panic attack should burn tons of calories not give me a headache

[y0uarejustab0y]

ok guess i'll jst fucking kms then im so disgusting and fat

this is good motivation tho... i have to lock in!!!!!! i cant keep being such a huge cow!!!

block dont report <3

[y0uarejustab0y]

sooo.... i jst went and w€1gh€d myself...

I LOST 3 LB$!!!!!!!!!!!!!

literally uu should have seen me!!! i was squealing and running around the house like a maniac!

itsss soooo satisfying seeing that number go down

block dont report <3

[y0uarejustab0y]

ꪆৎ breakfast

rice cake 2x - $80

peach - $54

total - $134

ive jst started counting cals and all that stuff so i dont even know if im doing it right.. please leave tips! gonna work out l8er.. probably for 30 mins or more if possible. i always wake up l8 so i eat 2 meals per day, lunch being my breakfast. my mom is at work so i can eat little and she wont know <3 altho, even if she were here she wouldnt rlly care lolz. she struggles with self image too so we're twinning in that department. i still always have to eat dinner tho which sucks because if i dont eat that then she'll start to worry.. i would p.rg3 but i have rlly bad anxiety and im soo scared of my teeth falling out!! and even when i have p.rg3d it was so difficult </3 i could only ever get a little out ughh... i also have to stop snacking all the time! i gotta ask my mom to go to the store so i can buy more gum because i ran out. whatevs, water will be my go to if i get hungry today! anyway thats alllll!! xoxo 🤍

[michellesgirlblog]

30 ways to distract yourself ꨄ︎

Watch a movie

Learn the lyrics to a song

Make bookmarks

Go on a walk and take photos of things in the colour of your choice

Start a diary or journal

Start a tumblr blog

Create art with stickers

Watch documentaries on things you find interesting

Make a recipe book and fill it with low cal recipes

Write your favourite word in as many fonts as you can invent

Create signatures for different names

Watch Youtube Videos from the early 2010s or any era

React to music videos

Write a diary entry about fake events happening in your fake life

Try out new makeup styles and take pictures

Make boxes with snacks and write how many calories the snacks are on top of the boxes

Work out

Make a hologram box

Make keychains

Make bracelets

Make a 2000s scrapbook

Edit selfies

Paint

Listen to music

Learn a choreography

Give random items in your room a personality

Create names for feelings you feel but can't describe

Think about places you would like to visit

Play Video games

Hang out with friends

[y0uarejustab0y]

[y0uarejustab0y]

i feel insane doing anything