Random rants of life

[yadieyadie]

Imagine a world where men and women can get pregnant.

Maybe cheaters and rapist would lessen because they would be afraid to get pregnant.

[yadieyadie]

[yadieyadie]

Okay so what the hell is wrong with them? Do they even think we're friends? I mean I don't feel like their friend any more. I am triggered.

I DON'T LIKE NEGATIVITY BUT AS THE TIME GOES BY THESE PEOPLE ARE JUST BRINGING NEGATIVITY IN ME.

I clearly don't understand why I treat them right and they just go on and treat me like shit. I'm being kind to them but they want to get my negative side.

I've been controlling my anger for almost 3 years now and I think they will be the reason why I can't control it anymore.

They treat us like we're just here so that they could have groupings in school but after than they just treat us like we're garbages. And I know we don't deserve that.

I'm tired of adjusting myself for them. I'm tired of understanding them. I know it's a bad way to say but I'm really tired.

They don't even say good bye when they leave from school. It's really rude.

Their attitudes are really shitty. They are selfish. Why does it feel like if they're angry the world needs to be angry too? And why do we need to adjust for them?

It's always like that. The cycle goes on but now I'm really tired.

I'm gonna do something I want. I don't want to adjust anymore.

[yadieyadie]

Tired

I am tired of this place. I am tired of being a disappointment. I am tired of being someone who's not worth anything. I'm just tired.

[belovedbane]

Imagine the institute, weeks from now. It’s a quiet evening, everyone is busy with work and focused on their own task. Suddenly, there’s a laugh ringing from the main room by the observation screens. It is a pure sound, loud and clear and full of delight, almost breathless, then cut off abruptly. Everyone stops and looks around, not only bc such laughter isn’t usual around the place but also bc this particular laugh is unknown to all of them. They only figure out who it belongs to when the assembled shadowhunters identify the two figures standing by the smaller screens off to the side, one tall and familiar, shoulders shaking with suppressed laughter, the other, extravagantly dressed, leaning back against the table surface, grinning broadly. Magnus Bane murmurs another thing and Alec Lightwood snorts heavily into the hand he has clasped to his face, unable to stop laughing and trying hard to hide it in short, heavily amused coughs, earning them some raised eyebrows they ignore, focused mostly on each other.

[yadieyadie]

EMPTINESS IS KILLING ME.

[yadieyadie]

Once I'll show you the real me. You'll be gone. Like most of them.

[yadieyadie]

I wanna end my life but I keep on fighting.

[yadieyadie]

The emptiness in my heart leaves me depress

[yadieyadie]

I hope someday someone would understand.

[yadieyadie]

Now that I’m on the middle of my college year I felt that I don’t really fit in. I think I do’t fit in with my friends. I think I don’t fit in with my course. I just don’t fit in.

[perchu-deactivated20180224]

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[v3rminnocent-moved]

hello ladies

[yadieyadie]

Every single damn time when I'm alone I think of you. I think about the time when you made me fall hard and left me broken and I think about how can I still love you after what you have done to me.

[yadieyadie]

I just want to be happy without you.

[yadieyadie]

I’m in between of wanting to move on and wanting to see you and chat you

[yadieyadie]

I’m back.

[robbstark-archive-deactivated20]

me:  the stars are beautiful tonight

you: yeah

me:  you know what else is beautiful

you: (blushing) what?

me:  the moon.  the planets.  the rest of the galaxy.  i fucking love space