If so, please do let me know. I want to meet other people like me who just wanna hug the damn cowboys to get rid of depression and like 283939 other mental illnesses. /j(tho it would help a LOT.)
Wanted to talk a little more detail with the angel numbers, because Iāve not really had such a direct experience before.
Before recently I would think I see angel numbers? But looking back I think that was me just subconsciously checking the time when the numbers would do a thing.
But the last few days, Iām 100% sure that what Iāve been seeing isnāt just me forcing myself to see something. Let me tell you why Iām so sure.
To sum it up, it started with me seeing a couple angel numbers while on TikTok and something in me decided that I had to find out what they mean, what the message was. And from there on I just started answering the reassurances and messages out loud, asking questions of my own.
And to my surprise and joy, I received answers. Not always, but answers nonetheless. To give an example, I had asked at one point if the angels would be able to help me make that final jump while shifting, that final push to help me along. And in response I was told that they are with me and are giving me their help.
So on and so forth. You get the idea. Iāve not really had such an experience before, and I know at first, somewhere in the back of my mind I wondered if I was just reading too much into things, if the numbers I saw were just numbers and not messages. I didnāt let that deter me, and I kept the messages I had been given at heart. So I kept trying, like they told me too.
I think what really convinced me to postpone my break from trying altogether was the fact that along side the messages I had 3 separate videos come up on my fyp and they all had positive reassurances that varied from āthe person who cares deeply for you is waiting for youā, to this one person reading out a poem about love across time and lifetimes (and of that doesnāt scream reality shifting then I dunno what does!) to a tarot reading where I was identified as someone who dreams realities.
Two out of three were untagged videos that popped up with no prompt from me. I hadnāt searched for any video that would come even close to the ones I got.
And to add to all this, the emotions of longing and homesickness that washed over me for all those videos... Iāve not once felt homesick. Not when I went on overnight school trips, not when I visited my birth country and not even when I moved for uni the first time. Not once.
Sorry for the long ass post, but want to get this out, so I could look back, collect my thoughts, the such. And hey, if you have any thoughts on this? Well, just drop a comment, or a message. I wanna know if Iām overthinking this š
So itās been a few days. Iād say they were eventful (ish).
To sum them up, Iāve been attempting to shift maybe twice a day?? I tend to take naps during the day so I figured I might as well use a subliminal while Iām at it. And then for night time Iāll stick to the Raven method when I know I actually have the time to count and mentally picture my DR.
During both I experienced symptoms. Mainly the tingles, sometimes going as far as almost completely numbing (but only in my limbs which I find odd). My chest also ended up feeling extremely hot with my heart beating hard. Iām not sure if that was me just getting nervous/anxious/excited, but I did try to settle the racing heart by focus on my breathing. Unfortunately it never worked.
By midweek I decided I needed to take a break, recharge and try again in a week. The next morning of course, I ended up seeing so many angel numbers and signs that told me to not give up, that I was close , that despite being tired, I should push through. So I tried shifting again, sadly no luck. Despite not shifting I still continue to see angel numbers so I decided Iāll be listening to subliminal every night as I sleep for the next month or so since Iām busy with uni work and all, and skip the more hands on variations of shifting. That way Iām at the very least prepping myself for shifting while getting normal life stuff finished for the term.
So tried the Julia method the other day and... it was an experience? For once I was actually able to picture the scene the guided meditation was asking me too and when I imagined my comfort character telling me that Iām missed?? I actually started to cry irl. I also felt other symptoms like the tingles and the heat in my chest and I even briefly saw flashing lights. I was so sure I was going to shift. I felt that I was. I didnāt. And I think towards the end it was more so because I was scared I was gonna fail than because of me believing that Iām not capable. I think I just wanted too much. Iāve never cried while trying to shift before though, so probably going in the right direction?
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