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carrd link until i put it in my desc

will make this prettier later LOL

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i need more decocutters

and lowkey i just want someone to let me lean on them while they brush my hair gently but thatll never happen because im incapable of being loved by anyone who ever bears witness to my cursed physical form☝️

#and also bc my options at the moments r 1 a kid 2 a man 3 someone who wld snap at me if i even asked for a shred of love rn #so instead i gotta do contortion while tearing my hair out with the angriest brush ive ever dealt with and get NO hugs #sad!

wifi so bad here tumblr posting for a 2nd time a post i made 2 hrs ago

u kno its bad when ur very eagerly exploring uncharted territory

#well cross my stomach off the list ig now what is left #my calves??chest???neck????thats abt it for places other than my face or hands or feet tho my hands r tempting sometimes but thats p risky #idk man i js hope i can hide my stuff fine enough that no one finds it bc now my genius hiding spot isnt possible anymore😭😭😭#which was on top of the vents where they were low enough for me to grab in the basement.......literally no one ever thought of looking there #n like its crazy bc there have been people down there who wld be tall enough to see anything on there or even jf smth was accidentally #sticking out and!!!!!nothing!!!!!!!!!it was crazy #now i got uh.bathroom cabinets.......???????#at least theres 2 bathrooms and my aunt or her bf arent gonna b usijg the one me and my little cousin do lol #wtv i gotta get my jammies on #sh tw

finally at the new house and im gonna be able to take a shower you Know im gonna be cutting the HELLLLLLLL out of myself 2NIGHTTTTTTTT✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#if i get to open any of my boxes and find my STUFF.#sh tw

day 1 suicidal👎👎

day 2 joy&whimsy🥰🫶

day 3 suicidal again😐

how do i stop feeling like i should never talk to anyone again until everyone forgets about me and i can kill myself in peace

#like not that i even feel like theres anyone that cares that much anymore anyways #hhhhhaaaaaaaahhah.aaaaaaaaahhhhhh #im gonna puke #me when i remember i packed away all my blades for moving already so no one wld see them and now i have nothing to do anything with #HELL #THIS IS HELL #THIS IS HELLLLLLLLLL #i feel great guys i feel greayt #im gonna stab myself inthe throat bro #whyyyyyy did i not even leave ONE thing out just in case am i STUPID.YES I AM #i have to die #IM SO STABLE IM SO STABLE IM SO STABLE #IM A PARASITIC WASTE OF OXYGEN #AHAHAHHHHHHHH.SOMEONE KILL ME ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #WHY DO I KEEP WAKING UP #WHY DOESNT IT EVER END #WHY DOES IT JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE #WHY CANT I EVER GET A BREAK #EVERY TIME EVERY SINGLE TIME I HAVE EVEN A DROP OF HAPPINESS SOMETHING COMES ALONG TO BREAK IT ALL #WOW #haha hey guys didnyou uh i dont evenknow #lrt me die already #i want a hug :(#bro #god itd be nice to deserve to be loved #ugh #i wanna be a bunny and just eat fruits and veggies and be pet bc im nice and soft and cute #unfortunately in this body im a worthless excuse of a ''human''#if i could just destroy it all #no im going to destroy it all

im gonna KILLLLLLLLLLL MYYYYYYYYYYYYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF IM GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

#the funny thing about having one fo who is affectionate w everyone so it doesnt feel as bad seeing them hanging out w others and then having #another who is Not like that who you can barely even convince urself that theyd like you so you crash out seeing them with anyone else is.#Nothing. Nothing is funny.#oh goob my emotional support fluffball.Come save me.Pleasee #by far the fos ive ever had the Easiest and Most Agonizing time telling myself they love me respectively and theyre both from the same thing #its driving me insane i feel like im gonna tear myself in half headfirst #LIKE. LIKE. OHMYGODDDDDDD.#man idk im glad cocoa was yuriing it up w gigi in her source mems or else i probably wouldve seen her as a threat too #<-yes that is a new development dont question it.we've been going thru it #so my mutuals will love cocoa x gigi x flutter now on amy's headmate cocoa's behalf.thxx♡♡#oh yeah what was i talking about If i keep seeing connie interacting w anyone else im gonna become a ghost too hashtag matching !!!!!!!♡#twinsiess!!!!hehehe yayyyyy^_^!!!!!!!!!!#god.i had to have the tradeoff for having the most therapeutic bestie i cldve picked up by also having the most INSANITY INDUCING ONE TOO.#ok ig it cldve been more insanity inducing than this somehow but I CANT THINK OF MUCH ELSE THAT WLD BE ..............#yanchamps I Am Going Through It #i have 2 get a shower.wgstever #my head's cracked and the ichor's dripping down ouo but i can't let that eyesore get me down OuO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i🩷being a Toxic Evil Landmine

#dors anyone remember that callout blog #THEEEEEE funniest thing ever #&these same ppl when there r ppl out there doxxing 12 yr olds over fos: 😶 btw.#they said mean things about someone once😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭wa😭😭😭😭😭waaaa😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭& then others get away w that #its because they have a higher star stealth than me.#dw tho ill be the distractor for all my beloved yanchamps if they go after me n not yall then so be it🫡#we're getting the yanhaters fear me badge 2day everyone #& grief the ppl who r doxxing literal children bc what the hell man☝️

my aunt srs looking me in the eyes and telling me i "havent been depressed lately" when for how long now ive js been cutting again as soon as the last set heals or even before😶

#ummmm like maybe shes manifesting it idk girl.............#sh tw

note 2 self NEVERRRRRR do anything w my inner thigh again

#i shldve seen this coming with the way my shorts always ride up on the inside when i walk.#its like im playing the most high stakes game of peekaboo here #but like i can barely go down anymore in this weather so like horizontal is my next best option............#SIGH #sh implied

do i even deserve to like. experience anything good

#like i can already see myself being replaced in the department of the one thing that made me tolerable by someone who can cover that more so #i think this is kinda the end of the road for me #now to just wait and see if i get kicked to the streets or kill myself first #not that id blame them #im a total parasite anyways #i wish they were capable of not caring at all if i died #sui tw #yada yada #so yeah my aunts moving to a new place with her infuriatingly competent boyfriend that she got back with.

messed up and evil cat

#woag #if anyone saw what i had to fix im going to scrapinate you

yoomtahsgf

for future refernce this is me

yoomtahsgf

and thsi -_-

#i swaer its not js bc of goob.i had a dream i was her and it stuck .#but also this is great bc i love goob👍👍#cutely steals my tags again #anyways twisted scraps pfp anyone ..

i tginkk everything thr world is trying to tell me to kill mhself.

#ok whatever Goodnightttt.

i'm getting sick with the need to prove my love for you,

you know i love you more than any of them ever could right??? that none of them would ever do the things that i do for you??? who else has shed blood in your name??? who else??? WHO ELSE???

and yet, it still seems...

aaaaaaaahhhhhh......

i would bleed myself dry for you if it meant they'd all disappear,

#yancore #yanderecore #yandere #yandere community #yandere coping #yandere vent #yan vent #bpd vent #bpd yandere #yanblr #jiraiblr #landmineblr #jirai vent #jiraiblogging #landmineblogging #obsessive #obsessive love #obslove #possessive #possessive love #irl yandere #im getting so insane i have to be aesthetic and relatable abt it for a second bear with me #hi anyone looking at yan tags who happens to come across this!!This post is about two characters from the dandy game on roblock.Send Help.#lets go play a game with a huge fandom!!! [gets yandere obsessed with a chr] aw dangit [gets yandere obsessed with another chr] aw dangit #augh my ghost and my fluffy box #one second ur begrudgingly playing the game ur little cousin keeps bugging u to play w her the next u have 2 new names in ur skin!#im gonna c rashoutgiys #this is what happens when whatever weird thing u had wrong w u as a kid just gets worse everyone!!!#wtv worth it so i can have yanbesties from my games.anyways im off to a random library to burn one of their lamps for fun👍#sh implied

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