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@yashikiikazuo
I really missed this huge trainwreck. ahh ♥
cont. (x) | @yashikiikazuo
“THAT’S QUITE ALRIGHT,” she says, lifting herself from her seat on the sofa, she makes her way toward her tiny kitchen, peeking inside the pantry where the many tea boxes sat on top one another; she wasn’t sure how different American tea was compared to Japanese—she at least hopes some of them sounded appealing. “Okay, I have: green tea, earl grey, black tea, jasmine, chamomile, matcha, ginger, the fruit sampler from celestial seasonings, rose bud, ginger honey, honey jujub, cinnamon stick, peppermint, matcha green tea with jasmine, white tea, & sweet dreams—but that’s if you have trouble sleeping.”
Yashiki couldn’t help but let a small smile tug at his lips when she mentions having trouble sleeping. That would have been an understatement for him. When did this man ever really sleep? He felt as though he maybe got a few hours here or there... but often times he tried his best to keep up his caffeine intake for the sole purpose of not sleeping. Too many things inside his head... whether it was his own mind, or spirits trying to reach him, he didn’t really know.
❝ Ah...Green tea is just fine. ❞ It was a little overwhelming how swiftly she had relayed on her list of available teas. It was almost as if he had walked into a tea shop and not someone’s apartment. ❝ Thank you.. sorry for any trouble. ❞
slavic forests are actually located in another dimension
if you’ve ever been in one of the great forests in a slavic country you’ll know that there’s a point where the trees grow so densely packed that the air is completely still and it’s so silent you could hear a pin drop a mile away and you suddenly become uncomfortably aware of the sound of your own heartbeat and the knowledge that the trees surrounding you are alive and just as aware of your presence as you are of theirs, and that’s when you know you’ve crossed into a different realm
❝ i just , i don’t know how to explain it . when i pass a mirror or a shopping window , i don’t see myself . i … i see a monster , in a garden other weird creatures . ❞ it is difficult to open up about the mysteries that surround her , even if nick and princess cheery cherry have no agency on her with this person present . it’s an odd change for her , someone who had been so desperate for allies and to discover her purposes she had cast away all of her decision power , keeping only for now the right to agree to the horrible things she had commited in the name of justice , of vengeance , of love and carnage . ❝ once i see them , i feel stuck . like something is forcing me to watch them . i can ever hear them when i’m alone … i hear them chanting over and over . ❞
@yashikiikazuo / sc.
‘I hear them chanting over and over..’
Even though a lot of what he said resonated with him in some way, it was that final line that brought him back to the underground passage that he had found himself exploring when on the search for a spirit plaguing a young pop-star and her mentor. It brought back the sound of an old war hymn being sang over and over again, echoing through the corridors. It sent a shiver down his spine just to recall it.
❝ I think I understand. ❞ Its soft, and he doesn’t mind if she doesn’t actually hear him. To be honest, he was hesitant when he spoke.. and it wasn’t really because he was unsure of his words (in fact, he felt he could relate quite a bit to what she was feeling and seeing), but more so that he wasn’t sure... that he was allowed to say such things. Though their experiences were (he assumed) vastly different in detail, it was an unsettling parallel to how he often felt.
❝ I haven’t recognized myself in a mirror in a very long time. ❞
In what she called monsters, he saw spirits... which, he supposed is often attributed to the same thing to most. Had you asked him a few months ago, he would have just as quickly called them monsters as well.
❝ The monsters, are they just that... ah, sorry. I mean. ... I used to call them that. I guess.. I mean, they are.. but— ❞ But they were lost, hurting, desperately clawing at the leg of his pants to be seen and to be heard. For justice to be served for the horrible ways they lived and died. ❝ It was more than that. ❞
He pauses thoughtfully, ❝ Do you know the words..? ❞
desxderium:
☆。.:*: 🍒┇ Most believe her to be a homeless girl, that with her gown and barefoot in the abandoned building; but she is not homeless, THIS is her home now. Her sacred , fragmented sanctuary — her castle in ruins. A part of her longs to defend it, the other wants to destroy it: perhaps then she’ll be allowed to leave permanently.
Head tilts as the bird of prey, small pink tongue licking at dry lips. ❝A… voice, t-told you?❞ What kind of voice could it have been, that it would inform them of her unbeating heart, of the static blood in her veins, of the breath she does not need yet still takes per habit? ❝Was it God?❞
And then: ❝Rebecca❞, she responds, ❝Rebecca Philips.❞ Not that it mattered. Not anymore. Her name had become volatile, synonym with a void never filled. Perhaps he’d heard of her. Perhaps not. It’s been a long, long time. ❝Do y-you have a nn-name?❞ Sometimes — sometimes, people forget…
God? No. Definitely nothing like that. It had never been the ‘divine’ voice of Buddha or what other divinity people believed in whispering, yelling, clawing in his ears for the past months, maybe years. Though the thought did remind him of the trying events he had endured not too long ago (or well, it felt as though it hadn’t been that long). Finally, after what was probably a longer pause than he should have given her, he frowned and shook his head.
❝ No. Not god. It is... uh, It’s very complicated. ❞ To put it mildly, he thought to himself. However he turns his attention to her name once she spoke it. Rebecca Philips. Of course, it was no one he had ever met before (even though he almost felt guilt for not knowing).
❝ Uh.. Kazuo Yashiki. ❞ That’s not your real name, a little voice in his head nagged him. Not /her/ voice, but... he shook it off. He was no longer that person. ❝ It is kind to meet you, Rebecca.. ❞
Yashiki shifts his weight awkwardly onto his other leg, with one hand reaching to gently scratch the stubble on his chin and running his fingers through his hair as if he were battling himself on how to continue his approach.
❝ Is there... anything I can help you with, Rebecca? ❞
“ would you like some tea ? i’m sure you would. ”
@lotuskissed
❝ Tea? Ah, uh...❞ The question had caught him somehow caught him off guard, and that alone made that his hesitation that more embarrassing. ❝ S-sure, Sure. Tea sounds good. ❞ he fumbles slightly with the words and bows his head gratefully.
❝ Sorry, I guess.. I had spaced out. ❞
feel free to change pronouns / wording !
warning for spoilers and bad language.
“ we gotta get to the roof. ”
“ if we don’t get her to a hospital, she’s going to die. ”
“ i’m not even supposed to be out here. ”
“ tracks are fresh. ”
“ just a graze. ”
“ he’s losin’ a lot of blood - he’s not gettin’ far. ”
“ bleedin’ out. that’s a helluva way to go. ”
“ what d’ you suppose that feels like, huh ? torn apart. eaten alive. ”
“ don’t leave me out here. ”
“ something’s blocking the road. ”
“ loan me your shotgun. i’ll walk point. ”
“ i think it’s dead. ”
“ i’m gonna kill them all, every fuckin’ one of ‘em. ”
“ why don’t you wait out here ? let me make sure it’s all clear. ”
“ i’m not gonna kill ya - stop runnin’ ! ”
“ don’t you ever touch me. ”
“ just get the fuck outta my way. ”
“ i could’a blown your goddamn head off ! ”
“ if you had bullets, i wouldn’t be breathin’ now, would i ? ”
“ you don’t sound like - like yourself. ”
“ there’s no such thing as a starving patriot. ”
“ i heard gunshots. ”
“ you’re gonna get yourself killed. ”
“ don’t do anything stupid. ”
“ anyone touches this bike, or anything on it - i break your fingers.. ”
“ it’s not his job t’ know it’s your goddamn job t’ know. ”
“ well aren’t you the optimist. ”
“ trouble in paradise ? ”
“ you got a price on your head. ”
“ wonder what happened here. ”
“ i don’t know what i would do if i lost you. ”
“ you get his attention, i’m gonna try to sneak around behind him. ”
“ could you use a ride ? ”
“ so what’s a nice girl like you doing in a place like this ? ”
“ my ex would say i’ve been lost for years. ”
“ oh my god i could’ve killed somebody. ”
“ did you kill them ? ”
“ don’t get soft on me. ”
“ how are you alive ? ”
“ you’re not the only one who lost someone that night. ”
“ i know how to shoot a gun. ”
“ i don’t need a goddamn babysitter, i’m fine. ”
“ it’s a long story. ”
“ i’ll have us back in your bed by ten. ”
“ you don’t want to get infected. ”
“ we’ve all done things we’re not proud of. ”
“ don’t sneak up on me like that ! ”
“ i want to forget. ”
“ you’re just a regular stand-up guy. ”
“ i guess i should’ve been a surgeon. ”
“ you are writing checks with other mens’ blood. ”
“ this is getting old fast. ”
“ never much liked kids - they always tended to get on my nerves. ”
“ do you have my back here ? ”
“ i don’t like starting trouble but - i’ll finish it if i have to. ”
“ caring’ll just get you killed. ”
“ easy to kill a man, when he’s just some piece’a meat standing between you and what you need. ”
“ so, you and _____. ”
“ almost sounded like you volunteered for some shit. ”
“ never piss off a woman who knows how to use a scalpel. ”
“ i’m just fuckin’ with you. ”
“ try not to get your ass shot off. ”
“ look on the bright side, looks like you’re stuck with me. ”
“ there’s a few lines i haven’t crossed. ”
“ you gotta know when to cut a man loose. ”
“ little late for a stroll. ”
“ that’s what brothers do. ”
“ this how we’re goin’ out ? ”
“ only if you promise to ride me as much as your bike. ”
“ you were always a fighter. ”
“ take your shirt off, sit on the table. ”
“ maybe one day, stop and light a candle. it can get pretty cold and dark out there. ”
“ i never saw it - it was on me so fast. ”
“ everything that makes you who you are, oh, it can be burned away. ”
“ everyone i ever cared about is dead. ”
“ you have to run because they will kill you. ”
“ do you know how to use a gun ? ”
“ you’re a godsend, i was praying so hard. ”
“ i thought i lost you. ”
“ are you sure this isn’t personal ? ”
“ i’m not a church goin’ type. ”
“ the world is what it is. ”
“ we make the world what it is, by what we do. ”
“ what are you, five ? ”
“ survivin’ isn’t livin’. ”
“ i think that you’re afraid to be here. ”
“ we need you, and that scares the hell outta you. ”
“ it’s not murder if they shoot at you first. ”
“ what does it matter if everyone else is dead ? ”
“ i’m giving you an order. ”
“ i don’t need your goddamn help. ”
“ y’ know, making me a co-conspirator ? not very chivalrous. ”
“ you don’t take anything seriously. ”
“ how many men have you killed ? ”
“ you’re dead. you’re - you’re supposed to be dead ! ”
“ yeah, i tried to hit that once. ”
“ nice place, it’s got that woman’s touch. ”
“ there was so many of them. ”
“ you enjoyed that. ”
“ are you tryin’ to convince me ? or you ? ”
“ they’re infected. it’s what made them so hyper-aggressive. ”
“ trust no one, expect the worst. ”
“ they used me. ”
“ i didn’t mean to kill him. ”
“ so get up, dust yourself off, try again. ”
“ most people out there ? they’re just trying to survive and here you are, trying to save the goddamn world. ”
“ that shit is locked and loaded. ”
“ i’m not gonna apologize for being lucky. ”
“ i hope this was worth it. ”
“ there’s a horde coming ! ”
“ you’re one of the good ones, man ! ”
“ hey, you watch your mouth. ”
“ sometimes, in the search for truth, the blood of innocents is spilled. ”
“ i didn’t say it was a good plan. ”
“ i wasn’t gonna let ‘em kill ya. ”
“ you did the world a solid. ”
“ would you like some tea ? i’m sure you would. ”
“ you destroyed everything we worked for. ”
“ hope you saved some for me. ”
“ what the hell does that even mean ? ”
“ you don’t have to tell me this. you can stop. ”
People hurt me but guess what? My heart still soft and full of love.
the double image, anne sexton
‘ do you forgive yourself? ‘
no. next question.
Everyone wants a rock bottom. Some Icarus shit. But the truth is some holes keep going, yawning, heady, one mistake becomes three: there’s always a dark darker than the dark you know.
— Hala Alyan, from “You’re Not a Girl in a Movie,” The Twenty-Ninth Year
reblog if your muse really wants affection. no particular reason, they just really need a hug or cuddle
i’m kind of annoyed at the communities belief that dropping threads or liking a starter call and not responded is a terrible thing. like that belief of “oh they didn’t reply to that one starter i wrote one time they’ll never reply to anything why should i even bother”
i don’t support that at all.
so basically, if you don’t mind that your partner may drop threads or not reply/maybe forget to reply to a starter, please reblog this? its so unhealthy for someone like myself who gets afraid to drop threads on the chance that my partners may think i don’t want to write with them, or worse BECAUSE i dropped it they won’t want to write with me.
its a bad cycle to end up hoarding drafts because you’re afraid they’ll be mad at you for dropping it. so if you don’t mind at all and will still continue to want to write with them, reblog this and let your followers know that you are okay with them dropping threads, and you won’t hold it against them.
PSA ; so i know at this point we’re ALL aware of the issue going on with xkit’s xinbox. until it’s fixed, best way to go is to DISABLE that one extension within xkit. IN THE MEANTIME — you can still place asks in your queue or drafts WITHOUT xinbox if you need to edit them before posting them. just HOLD ALT while you’re within the message, and it’ll give you the option for BOTH rather than directly posting the ask to the dash immediately. i’m not sure how many people know this shortcut, so feel free to reblog this post to pass the advice along !
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SHOES sneakers. slip-ons. flats. slippers. sandals. high heels. kitten heels. ankle boots.combat boots. boots. cowboy boots. knee-high. platforms. stripper heels. bare feet. loafers.
tagged by: @onewiththeglow ( ❤ ) tagging: everyone (i think i’ve already tagged people for this on attie, so)