Film lover

Im interested by everything

[les-fleur]

Mirrored Mind (2005, dir. Gakuryū Ishii)

[les-fleur]

If anyone needs me; I'll be in my Hayao Miyazaki era.

[womanguy]

you should get a second evening for reading fan fiction. And you should get an extra day in the week to do arts and crafts.

[golongbyjoannanewsom]

obsessed w this person in the replies

[ozempicofficial]

[yasmeen707]

Éclipse

Que cache donc cette étrange noirceur?

Ce soleil qui représente la douleur

Celle qu'on ressent face à l'horreur

Et qui nous donne envie de partir ailleurs

Partir en quête d'une mystérieuse lumière

Parmi celles qui illuminent les rivières 

Ressemblant à la lueur des yeux amoureux

Celle qui fait oublier même les jours plus affreux

Angoissé, je ferme les yeux pour y échapper

Pour m'enfuir de l'éclat qui hante mes rêves

Et retrouver celui des cieux étoilées

Avant que cette curieuse figure ne se léve.

[dinaluv]

The age I had when I was reading the most outrageous disgustingly perverted graphic fanfics known to humankind.

[beemovieerotica]

dear people with OCD: the next time you have spiraling & intrusive thoughts, what-ifs, or catastrophizing scenarios, I am sending a cardigan-wearing 46-year old NYU professor directly into your brain and he says "Aaaaand scene!!!" and he claps his hands slowly. and he says "Wow. Wow. Powerful stuff. Evocative imagery. A little bit post-modern, a little bit hysterical realism in the vein of Don Delilo but let's pause right here." and you will recognize your thoughts as a perplexing avant-garde film shown to an audience of 15 liberal arts students who are now trying to get a good grade and sleep with their professor.

[undefiinedd33]

[whimsysecrets]

so this is actually why tumblr is my sweet spot

[marcusbrutus]

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

[beingharsh]

Perfect Blue (1997), dir. Satoshi Kon

[yasmeen707]

LATE SPRING:

A disarmingly simple film. Ozu always manages to impress his viewers with plots that, at first glance, are neither complex nor particularly original, and he employs almost always the same cast. He interprets "simple" themes by taking paths that are anything but.

This masterpiece reminds us that it's pointless to wait for happiness to come to us nor to distance ourselves from it to give it to our loved ones, but we must create it ourselves for ourselves.

"Marriage may not mean happiness from the start. To expect such immediate happiness is a mistake. Happiness isn't something you wait around for. It's something you create yourself. Getting married isn't happiness. Happiness lies in the forging of a new life shared together. It may take a year or two, maybe even five or ten. Happiness comes only through effort. Only then can you claim to be man and wife."

[yasmeen707]

I love watching movies and i do have m'y preferences for certains genres and directors but this year i would really like to watch more documentaries since its probably the genre I explore the less so if anyone could recommend me a good documetary with a good narrator i would be really grateful.

[katieron]

[yasmeen707]

But in a cute way tough

[grrl-beetle]

Lady Snowblood

[yasmeen707]

Best movie ever

[yasmeen707]

LES CYGNES:

Le soleil se levera Le lac se reveillera

Deux regards se croiseront Un amour naîtra

Deux cygnes s'aimeront Un cygne mourra

L'autre attendra Le temps passera

L'autre n'aimera pas Le temps s'arrêtera

La mort viendra Il ne volera pas

Le soleil se couchera Le lac se videra

Les deux cygnes reposeront Plus tard, ils s'aimeront

La loyauté payera L'amour ne mourra pas

[yasmeen707]

Nothing Feels Real Anymore.

Its always been this way. Since i was a little girl ive always been aware of how insignificant my existence was and the feeling of slowly disappearing never left me. I dont recognise m'y face in the mirror or m'y voice when im talking. I feel like an object prerending to be human. I feel like im living is some strangers body.

The happiness or the sadness that i feel at one given moment is always remplaced sooner or later by nausea and derealisation. It doesn't matter if my mother is beating me or if im playing basketball with m'y friends. I never really realise at 100% what's happening. In always somewhere far away in m'y mind where theres no need to talk to people and no need to eat.

Almost daily my rotten mind reminds me that im made of organs and flesh and that realisation makes m'y skin crawl. It doesn't matter if the sudden reminder occurs when im happy, sad or tired. I always end up nausous and I just wanna rip off the intestines from m'y stomach, the hair from m'y head, cut off my veins and just finally be free.

Free from the heaviness of m'y heart and lungs and the bood that circulaites constantly in m'y body. For me life itself is body horror. It all feels like an illusion. Like a dream from which i'll never wake up.