SecretDumping

Dumb gay that cant get over their feelings and wont express them to anyone but my notes app so now it’s all here and outside of my brain

[yearnfortheurn]

be careful what you wish for they said and i wished for devotion and obsession. I got a cat that wont let me shit with the door closed or shower without serenading me. I’m allergic.

[locked-n-lewded-requiem]

since "cage" is a last name and there are girls named "chastity" it would be theoretically be possible for a girl to be named chastity cage

[dikubutto]

Wake up babe new Austin Powers girl just dropped

[yearnfortheurn]

I still miss you, please stop plaguing my brain

[cry-ptidd]

Lucy Westenra

[glittergroovy]

[dragonflea]

Dracula right before he snuck onto the Demeter

[kingofscoops]

Scenes & Quotes That Live Rent Free In My Head; Ginger Snaps [2000]

[selenaigomez]

Jennifer’s Body (2009) dir. Karyn Kusama

[buruuj-deactivated20251116]

first rule of gun safety is put it in my mouth

[that-bookworm-bitch]

that’s.. that’s just trail to Oregon

[yearnfortheurn]

I should have been less afraid, i know it now. Out in the open with all my wounds that are not healing. The fear made me waste it, we wasted so much going so fast but in that speed, i should have had less fear considering the results would have been the same even when i was being extremely careful. I tiptoed as i always do and i cared beyond what i could. I still cant get over the feeling of your eyes on my mouth when the space was none and we could have done, what we could have done, all we could have done but now its done and nothing was actually ever done.

[yearnfortheurn]

things i will never say 2:

Come find me, i scream for you but i cant even speak to you.

This distance doesn’t heal me as well as your smile would. Still i know that it all depends on how far i can stay from you.

Your happiness will return as soon as i’m not near any longer.

You and i will never meet again and i must live with the memory of your quiet laughter in my ear, your warmth on my hand and your head over mine as our breathing matched our pace.

I will lock my fantasies of you reaching for me inside the closet i might never get out of.

[yearnfortheurn]

Roast:

me:this is why i learned how to face rejection early on

them: because no woman wanted to choke you?

me: … bro

[yearnfortheurn]

I remember how your eyes would fleetingly stay on my lips for a bit longer, where is that now? why is it gone? why is it so far from me? Maybe i made it all up but at least i know i wont have to wonder again if it was ever meant for me. If i am so far away then i will never have to guess if it could have been. there is nothing left for me if you don’t hold my hand again

[yearnfortheurn]

Things I’ll never say:

The lack of warmth the moment we got untwined pierced me more than you will ever know or care to understand. Im aware of how i feel but how could you judge mine? My affection has never been received why would you be the exception to that rule. Why would i ever feel the same devotion from you.