Gender: Transman+Xenogenders+Genderfaun (Though I still look and dress pretty fem)
Sexuality: MLM, Polyam, Quoisexual/romantic
Interests: Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Kandi, Drawing, Writing, Creepypasta, Studio Investigrave, Bungo Stray Dogs, really any of my fictionkin sources, DSMP (no spoilers please), Marvel, Outlast, MHA (no spoilers please), most of my fictionkin sources
DNI: Bigots, DDLG and Varients, Anti-Agere, Pro Contact Dangerous/Harmful Paraphiles, Anti-Fictionkin
Extra: I am fictionkin/therian/otherkin (This is my kinlist/pronouns.cc), not taken (and looking /silly /srs), disabled and neurodiverse, and aligned with the original definition of Proship (Which is ship and let ship, aka I don't give a fuck what you ship, just be careful and be aware of your mindset)
Dms and asks are open!!! Say whatever the hell you want!!!! I give zero fucks!!! Send in a BF application even!! IDC!!! Gimme!!!
“This made me think of you” makes me feel so very loved. It’s such a small thing, sure, but I think it’s great. Something not inherently about me, but it reminded you of me? You were thinking of me? And you decided to tell me about it? That is absolutely amazing I love it
Basically it means loving and being loved fully and entirely. Loving all parts of someone and them loving all parts of you completely.
I want that.
I want it so bad.
I want it so much thinking about it makes me wanna cry, and I'm a person that almost physically cannot cry, I rarely feel strong emotions.
I feel so bad that I feel so jealous of my brother and his boyfriend.
I hate that I'm so jealous of them.
But I just want that so bad.
I want that kind of completely reciprocated love.
I want the affections they give each other, the small gestures.
I want someone that can give me that, and that I can give that back to.
I want to not doubt that someone loves me entirely.
I want to be thought of throughout the day and to think of them as well, unable to get them out of my head and feeling giddy whenever I remember they're mine.
I want to be cared about so much it hurts, and to feel the same for them.
I want someone that wants me, all of me.
I don't care that I'm "only 17" and that "I have time to find a boyfriend," I just want it so bad and I'm scared I won't get it.
I believe in soulmates, and I want mine so fucking bad. My brother and his boyfriend got so fucking lucky finding each other.
I doubt I'll be as lucky.
I just want the person I've spent countless lives with.
Who I've loved in all those lives.
It just feels like there's too many variables for me to be happy.
I have to actually find my soulmate, we have to both be similar age, we have to both find each other pretty, we have to live close by or they have to be willing to eventually move to where I'll live, they have to actually even be in this universe and on this world.
There's too many variables and it makes me sad, it makes me want to cry.
I just want him so badly.
Do I even deserve it? Do I even deserve to feel redamancy? Do I deserve to be that loved by someone?
I want someone to love me, please, I want it so bad. I want someone to actually want to marry me, to spend the rest of our lives with me.
I don't think I'll ever actually get that, not in the way I want at least. I may find it but it won't be my soulmate.
I hope everyone who believes they have found their soulmate has a great day (/gen), and I want you to tell your soulmate just how much you love them, and how happy and lucky you are that you found them
Basically it means loving and being loved fully and entirely. Loving all parts of someone and them loving all parts of you completely.
I want that.
I want it so bad.
I want it so much thinking about it makes me wanna cry, and I'm a person that almost physically cannot cry, I rarely feel strong emotions.
I feel so bad that I feel so jealous of my brother and his boyfriend.
I hate that I'm so jealous of them.
But I just want that so bad.
I want that kind of completely reciprocated love.
I want the affections they give each other, the small gestures.
I want someone that can give me that, and that I can give that back to.
I want to not doubt that someone loves me entirely.
I want to be thought of throughout the day and to think of them as well, unable to get them out of my head and feeling giddy whenever I remember they're mine.
I want to be cared about so much it hurts, and to feel the same for them.
I want someone that wants me, all of me.
I don't care that I'm "only 17" and that "I have time to find a boyfriend," I just want it so bad and I'm scared I won't get it.
I believe in soulmates, and I want mine so fucking bad. My brother and his boyfriend got so fucking lucky finding each other.
I doubt I'll be as lucky.
I just want the person I've spent countless lives with.
Who I've loved in all those lives.
It just feels like there's too many variables for me to be happy.
I have to actually find my soulmate, we have to both be similar age, we have to both find each other pretty, we have to live close by or they have to be willing to eventually move to where I'll live, they have to actually even be in this universe and on this world.
There's too many variables and it makes me sad, it makes me want to cry.
I just want him so badly.
Do I even deserve it? Do I even deserve to feel redamancy? Do I deserve to be that loved by someone?
I want someone to love me, please, I want it so bad. I want someone to actually want to marry me, to spend the rest of our lives with me.
I don't think I'll ever actually get that, not in the way I want at least. I may find it but it won't be my soulmate.
I hope everyone who believes they have found their soulmate has a great day (/gen), and I want you to tell your soulmate just how much you love them, and how happy and lucky you are that you found them
YES i am independent, okay? YES i take care of myself. BUT☝🏻 i also want to be babied and doted on wit my face cradled while that im called "sweet lil puppy" or ill cry.
I NEED SOMEONE TO GO TO THE CHRISTMAS MARKET PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, HOLDING HANDS SO WE DON'T GET LOST IN THE CROWD, HOT CHOCOLATE, LOOKING AT EVERY SINGLE STALL, WALKING SLOWLY BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT THE MOMENT TO END, KISSING EVERY TIME A CHRISTMAS SONG PLAYS, GETTING HANDMADE TRINKETS FOR EACH OTHER.
I want someone who will hold me while curling up on the couch in the winter watching silly Christmas movies, giggling at the stupid moments together. I want someone who will occasionally lean closer to be silly and leave a kiss on my head or cheek with an overdramatic "Mwah!"
I want someone to have a gingerbread house building contest with, we forget all about it and just kiss in the kitchen, giggling so much we're barely even kissing anymore.
I want someone to watch me bake a yummy sounding Christmas dessert I found a recipe for online, them sitting on the counter, then while I'm not looking they come up from behind me to hold my waist and leave kisses all over the back of my neck as I laugh because they tickle as I try to keep mixing whatever I was making.
I want to drive around at night looking at the neighborhoods decorated houses, singing along to the Christmas songs on the radio obnoxiously, all while I hold their hand tight in between us on top of the console.
I want to experience snow basically for the first time in my life and have a snowball fight with them. I wanna get too cold and whine to them about it so they hug me tight and kiss all over my face in an attempt to warm me up.
I wanna have a small honestly pathetic looking Christmas tree in the living room of wherever we're living and decorate it with any silly ornaments we could find at the store, sneaking kisses in-between turning around to grab another one to hang up on a branch.
I want to wake up on Christmas in bed with someone, all warm and cozy. It doesn't even really matter if neither of us got each other anything, it doesn't matter if there's nothing under the pathetic tree we decorated together.
It just matters that we're spending it with each other.
