e x c e r p t s

Some nights I wish I could go back in life. Not to change shit, just to feel a couple things twice  

[stay-close]

To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.

— Oscar Wilde

[thebookquotes]

When you are attracted to people, it's because of the details. Their kindness. Their eyes. The fact that they can get you to laugh when you need it the most.

— Jodi Picoult, Sing You Home

[yeppeunclara]

that’s the kind of heartbreak time could never mend.

[yeppeunclara]

I hope I never lose you, hope it never ends

[yeppeunclara]

Michael Scott once said:

“I didn't find the perfect moment. Because I think that today was about just having today. And I think that we are one of those couples with a long story, when people ask how we found each other. I, will see her, every now and then, and, maybe one year she'll be with somebody and the next year I'll be with somebody. And it's going to take a long time... and then it's perfect. I'm in no rush.”

I felt that.

[thespilledquotes]

Every one of us is losing something precious to us. Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That's part of what it means to be alive.

— Haruki Murakami

[thezeroquotes]

I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it — to be fed so much love I couldn't take any more. Just once.

— Haruki Murakami

[yeppeunclara]

04052020

Denmark,

There are moments in my life where sometimes, I relive and rewind those sweet moments with you; those crazy adventures of exploring some new places together well, new place for me. Remember when we went to Antiquera on our Birthday? Those midnight texts until 3 a.m. having deep conversations, and those nights when you always makes me feel loved. 

Those moments? I will do anything to get those back. “Some nights I wish I could go back in life. Not to change anything, just to feel a couple things twice.”  I want it, simply because I miss the old us, I miss us being needy with each other, I just miss us being us. I guess, you changed or I guess that love is slowly fading into nothingness. And no one to take the blame because I know that’s how life works anyway. I know exactly that a presence will be replaced by an absence, yet I was never ready for that feeling.

[yeppeunclara]

22042020

Your replies become slower, your laugh become softer. The convos are getting shorter, our topic became boring & we can’t keep up with our convos. 

[yeppeunclara]

fucking tired of your excuses

[yeppeunclara]

When you get used to goodbyes, nothing really surprises you anymore. You’re not afraid that people might leave and you’re not holding on to someone because you can’t imagine your life without them. When you get used to goodbyes, you get used to being alone. You still feel sad or heartbroken but it never takes over your life, it never stops you from knowing you’re a person worth loving and it never makes you doubt yourself.

[yeppeunclara]

if someday… I don’t know when… years later, if we meet again… and if then, you don’t have anyone by your side… date me then.

[yeppeunclara]

I have to accept that there are days when I am over you, and there are days when it still hurts.

[yeppeunclara]

Someday, I will wake up without immediately reaching out for you. But when that someday happens, I will be gone before you can say a word.

[yeppeunclara]

to the boy who always let me down

I hope one day you experience this kind of feeling

[yeppeunclara]

I miss you