read it &weep.

for my writing therapy; NOT your reading pleasure.

[nathanielsss]

[itdoesabitthough]

[stfueverything-deactivated20230]

always reblog

[misandry-mermaid]

Relevant

[bongmeblazer-deactivated2018102]

Haha I probably reblogged this a few times already but fuck it

[yerduastimmm]

Nobody really writes blogs anymore.

Because everyone's too busy subTweeting, SnapChatting and doin' it for the Instagram that Tumblr is really now just for reblogging life relevant posts and hilarious memes. Anyway. Nobody reads these anymore either. Which is perfect for a rant: one full of self loathing and pity. Just what it is these days. Self loathe. Pity on myself because I'm just not exactly where I want to be nor am I satisfied with how everything is playing out. The feeling of no self worth. I have nothing of my own. Everything of me is shared. Everything of me isn't just mine anymore. I have no time to myself. I have no job. I have no money. I feel like I have nothing. But for those on the outside looking in, I have everything. And yet everything just feels so hollow. No feeling. Empty. A constant repetitiveness of numbness. Numb. What is everything even anymore? I have everything but it feels like nothing. Love. Love. Expectations are really killer. Fuck a fairytale. Fuck media. Fuck newlywed bliss. Just what the fuck. Life never felt so lonely before. What the hell do I have to do to get back what I had?

[fatfatties]

[carbsandhugs]

I tried to scroll past this but oh goodness

[gabslays]

YES

NOW

PLEASE

[fightblr]

UNF.

[jennarambles]

tag your porn pervert!

[fightblr]

You can’t make me.

[ultrafacts]

[pagingme]

IS THAT WHY YOUR VOICE SOUNDS SO DIFFERENT ON THE PHONE

[firebreathingeli]

FUCK MY VOICE IS HIGHER THAN THIS

[teacupsandnetflix-deactivated20]

OH MY GOD

[angry-moth-noises]

NO WONDER WHY I AM A SERRANO IN CHOIR

[a-bitter-form-of-refuge]

A serrano is a small green pepper. The word you are looking for is soprano.

[ultrafacts]

(Source) for the Ultrafacts post.

[yerduastimmm]

Ahahaha "Serrano"

[kingjaffejoffer]

I'm married and I'm messing with a married man. A few days ago he told me he has caught feelings. I did fall in love with him but I can't bring myself to tell him in fear that he may be playing with my emotions. We've been messing around for almost three years, is it possible he is telling the truth?

It’s possible. But you shouldn’t get a divorce because you caught feelings for the person you’re cheating with. Here’s why:

This analogy may seem weird at first, but humor me for a second. 

You know how children always love their aunts and uncles? Aunts and uncles are fun because they buy you stuff, they’re always happy to see you. They’re not always on your case about shit like your parents. 

Aunts and Uncles are fun because they only have to see you when they want to. They don’t have to deal with you 24hrs a day, feed you, clothe you, discipline you, make you do homework. They aren’t your parents so they don’t have the responsibility of the dirty work. That’s why they seem so great.

This nigga you’re cheating with is an “uncle”. 

He’s not tasked with the dirty work. Managing bills with you, running a home with you. Smelling your period farts when its that time of the month. Seeing you looking busted when you take that sew in out and don’t have any makeup on. 

Your husband deals with that shit on the daily. Your husband represents real life and the not-so-fun things that come with it. That’s why the side nigga seems so great. Your side nigga is a vacation from the responsibilities in your real life. 

I’m not telling you not to cheat. I’m just telling you not to throw away your marriage for greener pastures. Because if you do… your side nigga won’t be the “uncle” anymore… Things won’t be so great. And you might regret your decision. 

[thesoultape94]

BRUH….

This nigga really broke it down

[trillassking]

Realist post I seen in a while .

[prettyboyshyflizzy]

wow the thoroughness of this

[innerwreck]

Watch Emma’s speech and take action

[waterforchocolate]

[thewrongballetshoe-deactivated2]

what i want in a marriage

[spaceisadisgrace-deactivated201]

So.

Cards Against Humanity.

I’m a big fan. Well, I bought this.

It’s great. It hold all of my shit. But it holds something else too.

If you have it, open your box.

You see how I started to tear away at the top of the box there?

Do that.

Do it carefully.

Holy shit.

There’s something in there. What could that be?

There’s a card.

There is a card literally hidden in the top of the box.

But what card?

I fucking love these people.

[lamourexiste-deactivated2026050]

[atlanticcoastprep-deactivated20]

Scott disick is my favorite kardashian

[vikander]

[camom18-blog]

Can everyone just take a moment to think about the fact that they are married in real life

[princepuma]

it infuriates me when people tell me “lifes too short to not forgive people!” like NO lifes too short for me to continually allow abusive and manipulative behavior in my life and live in a constant state of anxiety bc I want to be “nice” or whatever

[tumboy]

50 Cent in Malefiftycent [x]

[cyanblur]

what do you call this color gradient?

[cyanblur]

black to the fuchsia

[jonesdavid813-deactivated201401]

oh my god

[peppelepeuw]

[yerduastimmm]

For most, having a kid is the best blessing one could possibly ever receive. For some (usually in cases of younger parents), it "ends" their life... I always thought that was the worse way to view parenthood, and it was the way my parents threatened me to not get pregnant so young, but I have to say, while I would not change Aulani coming into my life at the time that she did, I understand what that "end" means. Before Aulani, my aspirations were high. I was more than motivated to work my way up the education ladder so that I may one day make a change in the system. Hell, I also wanted it for the big bucks. To be able to buy the things I want. To do the things I've always dreamed of doing. And the bragging rights. So that I may rub it in the faces of those who doubted me and treat me like I'm not at all in my own way intelligent. A Bachelor's with honors wasn't enough... I wanted the highest degree to have the highest position possible at my young age. I so badly wanted it all... And then I wound up pregnant. And when reality finally set in that I was bringing a new life into this world, everything changed. My priorities, all of a sudden, were about her even before I could physically hold her. My life did a full 180. I mean, Joel and I were already engaged, and while we always intended on getting married after he finished bootcamp, I didn't have the chance (or time) to plan the wedding that I've always wanted. We can't travel like how I wished for us as newlyweds. And instead of being kept busy with school and work while he dealt with the ever unpredictable schedule of the military, I'm a stay-at-home mom waiting for him to come home so that I may catch even the littlest of breaks to take care of my hygiene at the least. We can't go out on date nights cuz we're far away from all our family and friends who are more than willing to babysit. I don't know anybody here so I don't even have any friends to catch a breath from anything. And while whoever even cares enough to reads this may think I sound so resentful of my daughter's existence... It's not even like that, and you honestly have to experience parenthood from the first day home from the hospital to understand the mindset that I'm in at times. What I'm trying to say is that Aulani changed my life. I can't do the things I used to, and I probably won't be able to go back to school to achieve my original goals for a while, and if given the choice, I probably would have been smarter about my birth control to delay this part a little to live my early 20s selfishly... But as little as she is, she's teaching me a lot about myself and the world. Because of her, I'm learning to be selfless. My life "ended" because I'm all about hers now.

[atthellolab]

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