mad, bad, & dangerous to know

thirtysomething, tejano by blood, east coast by circumstance. they/them. a raccoon in a trash heap. ask me about my cats.

[yndigot]

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JALAPEÑO

He says thank you! 🥰

[gloomth-and-wanderings]

on nights when the veil is thin u can read rpf on jstor

[ploobytumbls]

baby you can read rpf on jstor anytime if you're brave enough

[kenshitty]

can i get a fucking ETA on “this too shall pass”?

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here.

(all) heated rivaly gifs

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bonus.

[bridferchglyn]

“Is he okay? Fucking tell me!”

“Go to your bench, Rozanov. I’m not going to tell you again.”

There are a million reasons why the concussion scene works, but what hit me the hardest is that it emphasises one of the biggest costs of being closeted: Not being considered Next of Kin.

If Ilya was Shane’s acknowledged partner, he would be given information immediately and supported to follow Shane to the hospital. Instead, he drifts backwards on his skates, all alone in an arena where the only person who understands why he *needs* to know is unconscious.

This has been the cost of the closet for as long as queer people have lived under the radar. Partners get injured, or die, and the love of their life isn’t “family” enough to be in the room. In that moment, Ilya understands so much more about what’s at stake.

[thisfeebleheart]

Ilya during that scene

[wyatthazy]

neurotic swag at its highest level

[rozanovy]

mad kitty

[rozanovy]

Yuna Hollander Gagged by Her Own Prediction HEATED RIVALRY (I'll Believe in Anything, 1.05)

[dailyhollanov]

Shane Hollander + oral fixation requested by anon

[sheisraging]

Ilya never missing an opportunity to grab a handful

[dailyhollanov]

Ilya's little tell when he's being a liar who lies, a denier who denies, etc.

[firstprinced]

hayden being exactly the kind of friend shane needs 💙 (for @rachelica9 my fellow hayden lover)

[noahreids]

Heated Rivalry s01e05 "That's the best thing any gay boyfriend of mine has ever told me."

[alysmond]

You don't see that every day. Pretty big night for hockey. And listen to that crowd! They're loving this! Good for him! Good for Scott Hunter!

HEATED RIVALRY | Season 1, Episode 5, "I'll Believe in Anything"

[holllanov]

shane + relaxing into ilya's touch

for anon

[rozanovs]

heated rivalry | 1.05 i'll believe in anything

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