XIAOSI.
––––––– 「 as the afternoon stretched into lake evening, xiaosi had been perfectly content to waste the time away with the other man, letting a comfortable silence blanket the air around him. he looked up from his notebook when he heard sanghyuk start to speak, eyes wide as he listened and was hit by how sincere his friend’s words were. “ oh, um, of course, ” xiaosi nodded, trying to hide how it caught him off guard. he wasn’t used to anyone wanting to take care of him, or look out for him at all –– and as much as he wanted to let that lessen how tightly he kept his guard up all of the time, it really just made the pit in his stomach sink more, knowing that he wasn’t being completely honest with sanghyuk about his life. “ i doubt i’m ever going to murder someone, hyuk. ” xiaosi felt himself let out a soft bout of laughter, “ but i suppose i’ll keep that in mind. ” 」
“ i didn’t mean it like that , ” sanghyuk says , and god , xiaosi reminds him so much of his brother . the younger yoon had said much the same — and , sanghyuk thinks bitterly , technically he wasn’t wrong . but if hyuk can keep xiaosi from the same tragedies , maybe his guilt will fade . “ i just — meant that you can trust me , you can tell me anything . even that you’re a wanted criminal — i’m not saying you are or ever will be , but– anything , no matter how ridiculous . ” he feels weird , being so open with someone , admitting that he cares , but his fear that something will go wrong outweighs the weirdness of it . “ you’re like a brother to me , i don’t want anything to happen to you . ”















