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champagnepadre

*horoscope pops up on my dash* i love this shit so muc… let me read what it says bout me *horoscope is negative* …..this is so ugly and wrong who takes the time to make up lies about me and the moon? disgusting

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This one time I painted a living room with a girl.

This was a handful of years back. It was about eight months before the huge, flame-out of a breakup. That day, though? That day we painted the living room? It was pretty uneventful. We painted my parents living room for $50 between us and a pizza. That was it. I think we watched Anchorman or something after that.

But it still holds as on of the most indelible memories I have. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not still in love, it happened, it was good, it ended, and we’ve both moved on. But I’ll never forget that day. Because it’s never, in the long run, about the grand gestures. You can fly across the world and show up on her doorstep with a rose in your teeth and a ring in a little velvet box but I can guarantee you that - more often than not - she’s going to remember the time you built the birdhouse in the back yard, or what have you, a whole lot more.

Life wasn’t meant to be taken in large movements. The next day will inevitably arrive, you’ll sleep, and the moment will have passed. But when you have a hundred thousand small moments, you can step back and appreciate the picture a lot more than metaphorically blowing your load on some grand moment that, in all honesty, look, you’re not Bruce Fucking Springsteen, you’re not going to be able to blow everyone’s mind every single night. You’re not Romeo and/or Juliet. There’s no reason to drink the poison together in some flame-out gesture. So that leaves us with the small stuff. It’s all about the detail.

That’s what love is. Attention to detail.

And the moment will end. And then things will get boring. And it might get a little quiet. And it might all end horribly. And you might hate eachother at the end. And you might walk away from eachother one day and never speak again. But that’s just how it goes.

But she’ll remember the time you held the door open for her on your first date. She’ll remember the time you laughed at her impression of the landlady. She’ll remember the time you stayed up all night that first time. She’ll remember the small things a lot longer than the big ones.

But everything ends. And I’ll tell you why you have to make the small things, the small moments count so much more:

One day, probably a while longer from now, when old age takes ahold of someone, she might just only remember your smile. Everything you ever did together, every second, every moment, every beat, every morning spent in bed, every evening spent together on the sofa, all of that - gone. Everything you ever did will be reduced to the head of a pin. She won’t remember your name. She’ll just remember your smile, and she’ll smile. She won’t know why. It’s a base, gut reaction. But she’ll smile, uncontrollably, and it will come from somewhere so deep as to know that you touched her on a primal, honest, and true level that no scientist, scholar, or savant could ever begin to explain. There is no more. There is nothing else. There is just this: She’ll remember your smile, and she’ll smile.

And you know what? That’s all that really matters in the end.

this is truly sensational

I’m in fucking love

vjntage

E non importa quanto tempo passi, è sempre un colpo al cuore leggere questo post.

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Is this what dreams are made of?

clexa-pick-up-lines

THEY DELETED IT TOO LMAO

Depression: Don't tell me you understand because you get sad sometimes.

Insomnia: Don't tell me you're an insomniac because you missed a few nights of sleep.

Eating Disorder: Don't tell me you have an eating disorder because you missed a meal.

Bipolar: Don't tell me you're bipolar because you get mood swings on your period.

Anxiety: Don't tell me you have anxiety because you got nervous before an exam.

ADHD: Don't tell me you have ADHD because you're hyper sometimes

Schizophrenic: Don't tell me you're a schizo because you sometimes see shadows and hear sounds at night.

OCD: Don't tell me you to have ocd because you like to wash your hands after you eat.

Self harm: Don't tell me you understand because you once skinned your knee to get out of sport.

Suicidal: Don't tell me you too are suicidal because you would rather die then miss a concert.

Just don't.

tall people: i want to stop growing

short people: why the FUCK AM i NOT GROWING i fuking SWEAR i will become fucKING TALLER THAN THE GIANTS and i will sQUASH u do u want to FUCKING FIGHT ME M8 i will DESTROY YOU

onision

The guy who cut my hair said he assumed I was both gay & under 23 years old… Yay compliments! (^_^)

kenzie-kush

Meow

youarethemonsterinyourhead

looking flawless as always💓

rockstarrprincess

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Everything I know I learned from the Rocky Horror Picture Show

1. Gay is okay.

2. Straight is okay.

3. Crazy is awesome.

4. Transvestites are fine.

5. Rock ‘n roll is fantastic.

6. How to do the time warp.

7.Balding men can be cool.

8. Wheelchair-bound doesn’t make you anything less than you are.

9.Feeling sexy is nothing to be ashamed of.

10.Dress to express.

11. Don’t dream it, be it.

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Motivated to reblog.

Und I did.

fursonas

an erotic poem:

leg so hot

hot hot leg

leg so hot u fry an eg

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Why overthink when you can drink

(via iminthewrongdecade)

sansgod

i just heard a water bottle in my room crack… there’s a ghost out here just trying to get hydrated… i can respect that

thelatestkate

my therapist taught me to start thinking of my anxiety as my panicky friend

it’s working???

gobeautiful

this is so cute omg

usagimaree

Woah this is super useful!!

lupusdraconis

For all my anxious friends out there.

professorfangirl

This totally works! Some of us get stuck in the sense that we *are* our emotions, so they overwhelm us and we can’t do anything about them. When you give your emotion an identity separate from you, it gives you the distance to make better judgments about it, and to comfort yourself better. 10/10 therapy veterans would recommend.

thehobbitranger

Good thing to remember right now

gvannli

I wonder if killing yourself is the only thing you can control in your entire life, and that’s why it’s a sin. Because you’re beating God at his own game.

Gray by Pete Wentz (via spoookyghosts)

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