[marsixm]

hey if ur reading this and ur in a bad spot mentally or anything i hope u feel better soon and have a good day ✨⭐️✨

[youbroke--me]

One of my olds posts has been making the rounds again so I've had a lot of people reach out to me so I thought I'd do a little update.

Since making the "reblog if you think gay marriage is okay" post, I've come out to my family and honestly almost everyone has been nothing but loving and supportive. I made that post when I was with my girlfriend and she gave me the courage to come out. For anyone that knew us, we were a long distance relationship and in June I had gotten the chance to meet her in person.

For anyone thats followed me for awhile has probably seen me become sort of active once again on this blog. Several posts have been deleted talking about suicide and self harm, so I thought I would also address that in this post because people have reached out to me about that too. I broke up with the girlfriend I mentioned above for a number of reasons. We've been on / off for four years, she catfished me, and was extremely emotionally abusive. A lot of my writing on this blog was directly about her and the abuse she's put me through. I'm in such a better place now that I've gotten away from her, and I am safe and as healthy as I can be.

Thank you so much to anyone that has reached out to me, I'm sorry if I haven't gotten to reply to you, everything is a bit overwhelming and I debated a lot if I should even post this. I appreciate all of you guys and I hope everyone is in a really good place right now.

[sam-i-ann]

I loved you. You played me. And I apologized.

Sam M. (via fhocking-lesbian)

[drinkt0forget-deactivated202303]

You promised to not be like the rest, only for me to find out you were worse than all of them.

You spoke careless promises, and broke them as easily as you broke me. (via drinkt0forget)

[ughsadlies]

Tell me one thing. Why wasn’t I fucking enough? I loved you. Oh fuck how I loved you. How I still love you

ughsadlies (via ughsadlies)

[thebeautifuland-damned]

You hurt me so much that I began to believe I deserved it, and then I wanted to hurt myself too.

3am thoughts  (via thebeautifuland-damned)

[stars-i-see-in-her-eyes]

[wearingt0ms]

I gave you the power to break me and you did.

- My mistakes (via wearingt0ms)

[euphoric-demonss]

[lilmisskass]

[ranata-suzuki]

I thought I would write about it until it didn't hurt any more. But now I think I will probably run out of words long before that ever happens

Ranata Suzuki (via ranata-suzuki)

[theprocast]

I suppose you won’t be needing me any more then. Is that it, we go back to our lives again now?

Ranata Suzuki (via theprocast)

[b-kookies]

You have no idea how much I miss you, do you? I bet even if you did, you wouldn’t care. You might laugh and brush it off. You might tell me “I miss you too” and for a moment I might believe you, until I realise that it’s a lie. God, it hurts. I can’t just sit here and think about how much I miss you. I want to tell you, and I want you to miss me too, but that isn’t going to happen. I want to see you, talk to you, scream at you, shout at you, hug you, kiss you. And I can’t, it’s killing me. You’re killing me.

It’s not getting any easier (via howellmeatsix)

[20somethingandstilllost]

There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me.

Jonathan Safran Foer (Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close)

[alishaadaniellee-deactivated201]

You did exactly what you promised you wouldn’t.

(via alishaadaniellee)

[fuckmood]

It hurts like hell, I can’t do this anymore

I give up (via fuckmood)

[brokenrocknroll]

Because, I love you…..