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As a joke I climbed thru the McDonald’s dive thru window which is really small due to covid and fit. I struggled a bit at first trying to find a comfortable angle. But I got through smoothly with plenty of room :’)

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I got locked outside again climbed in, dropped my headset. Crawled out, then crawled back in. All in a minute. I mcstruggled a bit but did it fast!!

Kinda made me feel skinny.

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As a joke I climbed thru the McDonald's dive thru window which is really small due to covid and fit. I struggled a bit at first trying to find a comfortable angle. But I got through smoothly with plenty of room :')

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Tomorrow I do my first weigh in. Pray for me!

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Looking back at my calories I'm worried though.

Before fasting I ate on average 1000 calories, I decided to take it easy and go down to 800. Maybe that isn't even enough to loose weight. I'm also not counting calories lost by exercise. Those are just extra help.

Tomorrow I do my first weigh in. Pray for me!

This is the skinniest I can look and I'm still a fat fuck

God someone kill me.

Today's calories:

52 cal from grapes.

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I'm going to fast for the day since I feel like shit. I don't have much food either so it's not like I have a choice.

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here's a carrd to send pre written emails to ask for justice for several of the victims of police brutality and racism

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hi my old blog was deleted at 4k so uhh reblog this if any or all of the following apply to u and i’ll follow!!!

- u have an ed

- u post thinspo

- you’re lgbt+

- you restrict

- you’re 18+

- you’d like more friends in the community!!!! i’d love to talk 💘

#ed thoughts #i dont promote eds #thinspii #thinspo #thin #thin inspo #flowers #nature #cottagecore

My whole body is breaking down and I can't do anything but I'm in so much pain. Late last year I hurt my knee walking home from work (2 miles.) It hurt a ton but fuck it, I didn't baby it or anything and decided to continue walking often despite pain. Rona hit and I begun hiking, I hurt my hip climbing and now I had a painful hip and knee. It's fine not too bad. I'll walk it off. Well, I had to mow the lawn bc my dad got hemorrhoids. I threw my back out bc the lawn is just a ton of awkward hills. It's fine. Whatever. Things started looking better. I had intense back pain but it was going away and I was living life as normal. The pain lessened more and more to where it was livable. Great! Until I went to feed my ratties a snack and I hurt it really bad. Owie but I'm not going to baby it. Sat at my desk doing art. No problem, decent back pain. I get up and lay in bed. Okay ow it hurts but it's fine. I then get terrible pain. Got up to go to the bathroom and THE PAIN HOLY HELL. I couldn't stand or keep balance. Every little move hurt and my whole body is now twitching and spazzing and now my back, hips, knees and ankles are in intense pain. I can't sit, stand, or lay down so I'm fucked. This whole time I've been twitching all over and each time it hurts. Wtf. My body is being ripped apart. But I can't say anything to my family bc they won't believe me and neither will doctors. So I'm fucked.im going to bed and hoping it's fine. No matter the pain tomorrow I have to clean the rat cage.

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SCREAM IT

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Can't wait to kill myself

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Hiding in the bathroom bc I don't want my dad to see me and get pissed. He's already mad that I'm on my period.

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Me laying in bed crying bc the pain hurts so I have to take a meds that make me go into a bad state of disassociation. I have to go upstairs to get water before they kick in but I'm scared.