[verlorenesich]

Irgendwo zwischen gestern, heute und morgen habe ich mich verloren.

[inaxha]

Ich brauche Menschen die sich nicht verpflichtet fühlen mir zuzuhören wenn es mir schlecht geht, sondern Menschen die mir zu hören weil sie mir zu hören wollen.

@ina-hdzj

[youknowyouwantthat]

She‘s toxic right ?

But was she toxic before you lied to her about another female? Was she toxic before you took advantage of the trust she had for you? Was she toxic before she kept forgiving you for hurting her over and over? She wasn't toxic. You drained tf out of that girl, you hurt that girl, you lie to her and continue to hurt her and make her question her worth, then you expect her to be the same person she was in the beginning? now she's "crazy" for being the person that you single handedly destroyed. Before you go telling everyone how toxic she is make sure you add in the parts that you played a part in. The pain of cheating doesn't just go away especially after you do it over and over again, ask yourself did she deserve that? Was it necessary to rip her heart out for a pig? Was it worth 100% destroying your relationship over? She's not the toxic one you are you and all of your bad habits that she begs you to break every time. You and all of your baggage are the toxic ones you and your bad past. You're so selfish that you can't even release the hold you have on her and walk away and you have the nerve in your mind to say she's toxic? You don't deserve her so why stay? Wouldn't it be easier to just walk away and let her be happy? You destroyed everything about her and you can't even do the right thing? That's selfish. That's toxic. Do you know how many nights she's cried herself to sleep? Do you know how many times she's cut her legs open and bled all over the bathtub? Do you know how many times she's begged God for a way out? Do you have any compassion for her feelings? Or are you too toxic to care? Ask yourself where was she born? What's her dream or goal? Why is she always taking care of you? Can you even tell when she is sick? When she is depressed? When she has given up? What flaws does she see in herself because of you? Maybe you should look at her more. Maybe you should ask her what she hates most about you. What does she love about you? You have no clue what she's thinking because you're selfish and toxic. You hurt her but yet you blame her. You love her but yet you hurt her. You lie but accuse her of lying. You cheat but accuse her of being a whore. You have issues and you put them on her shoulders. You care about her but force her to carry your weight. You're a man but she's the one doing it all by herself. You give her no support but want hers? You can't even handle thirty seconds of her telling you the truth. You have more secrets than a diary yet she stays real and honest to you. Does she have secrets? Would you even know if she did? You know nothing about her yet you think she belongs with you. There is so much inside her mind that you don't know because you are too good to ask, you are too selfish to care and too toxic to think of anyone but yourself. The things she doesn't say are the things you need to hear the most and probably things you could never handle hearing. She has given you so much of her time and effort and proved to you over and over again that she loves you but yet you still stay stuck in your toxic selfish ways. So which part of this is fair to her? Which parts of you are good enough for her? Why does she have to continue proving herself to you? She doesn't even feel confident in her own body or in her own skin thanks to you. She doesn't feel she has a purpose in life because of you. Yet she still puts you on that pedestal in hopes someday you might change or might show her how much she means to you. But you never will. You have no plans of changing or proving yourself to her because in your mind you have nothing to prove to her she's not the one who deserves better you are right? Was she ever really enough? Or was she just an object to fill that dark void inside of you? A void that you know won't ever be fully filled. Not with her not with anyone, but you for some reason feel she is the one who owes you. The things she wants for you are so different from the things you want for her. She wants nothing but happiness and success for you, she wants to see your heart finally filled with love.

She's toxic right? But was she toxic before you lied to her about another female? Was she . Published to amateur and expert writers at stor

[youknowyouwantthat]

she wants everything you want in life to happen for you, she wants so badly to fill that void that can't be filled. You want nothing for her though you could care less as long as you have her because “ you love her” that is good enough right? And when she reads this to you it probably won't even matter to you will it? Your response will be something hurtful, something else to put her down and make her feel bad for expressing herself as always. What will be enough for you? What will it take for you to realize she has sacrificed so much in hopes it will be enough for you? It's always enough when every fight ends in her walking away slamming her door and crying right? Do you go check on her? Do you make sure she's okay? It's always enough when you get her to the point that she pulls out that razor blade again right? Do you check on her? Do you ever notice the scars adding up? Do you ever see her sitting in the shower crying? Or cutting her legs up to make sure you don't see the cuts. It doesn't matter if you do see them anyways right? You will put her down about her depression that she can't control. Or maybe it will be enough when she finally gains the confidence and leaves you for good and never looks back. Maybe it will be enough when she finally ends all the hurt and pain you have caused her. Maybe it will be enough when her parents lower her into the ground. Will you care then? Probably not, you will replace the void with a new void. What will really be enough for you? Why don't you think of her instead of you for once? What's that saying? If you really love her let her go. Or at least change, be who she needs you to be, prove yourself to her for once, because the way I see it is your on ice that almost glass like ice that will shatter at any second and then she will be gone just as quickly as she came. If that's not something you want then change!! You will lose her, she's not your property she's not an owned object she's a human being and she is not okay once you have her questioning if her own life is worth living your toxic you do not deserve the love she still has for you. How does a man sleep at night knowing he destroyed the woman who loves him? You don't have the right to talk about trust when you broke hers over and over. You don't get to talk about love when you can't even love yourself, she gave you all of her love and in return you broke her down repeatedly. If you really love her at least put forth some effort before it's too late unless it already is but you probably again don't know if it is or isn't because well how would you? How would you know anything about her you don't even try to figure her out. She is a mystery to you. She can't tell you anything because all you do is yell at her, who does she get to vent to? Who can she talk to about all of her depression? Oh that's right nobody because you wouldn't allow that would you? So she has to walk around with the duct tape over her mouth in silence just to protect your fragile little ego your reputation so instead she suffers. Does it make you feel like a big man when you put your hands on her? Do you feel better after you break her things? Or when you lie about your actions to make her look like the bad one?

[youknowyouwantthat]

She‘s toxic right ?

But was she toxic before you lied to her about another female? Was she toxic before you took advantage of the trust she had for you? Was she toxic before she kept forgiving you for hurting her over and over? She wasn't toxic. You drained tf out of that girl, you hurt that girl, you lie to her and continue to hurt her and make her question her worth, then you expect her to be the same person she was in the beginning? now she's "crazy" for being the person that you single handedly destroyed. Before you go telling everyone how toxic she is make sure you add in the parts that you played a part in. The pain of cheating doesn't just go away especially after you do it over and over again, ask yourself did she deserve that? Was it necessary to rip her heart out for a pig? Was it worth 100% destroying your relationship over? She's not the toxic one you are you and all of your bad habits that she begs you to break every time. You and all of your baggage are the toxic ones you and your bad past. You're so selfish that you can't even release the hold you have on her and walk away and you have the nerve in your mind to say she's toxic? You don't deserve her so why stay? Wouldn't it be easier to just walk away and let her be happy? You destroyed everything about her and you can't even do the right thing? That's selfish. That's toxic. Do you know how many nights she's cried herself to sleep? Do you know how many times she's cut her legs open and bled all over the bathtub? Do you know how many times she's begged God for a way out? Do you have any compassion for her feelings? Or are you too toxic to care? Ask yourself where was she born? What's her dream or goal? Why is she always taking care of you? Can you even tell when she is sick? When she is depressed? When she has given up? What flaws does she see in herself because of you? Maybe you should look at her more. Maybe you should ask her what she hates most about you. What does she love about you? You have no clue what she's thinking because you're selfish and toxic. You hurt her but yet you blame her. You love her but yet you hurt her. You lie but accuse her of lying. You cheat but accuse her of being a whore. You have issues and you put them on her shoulders. You care about her but force her to carry your weight. You're a man but she's the one doing it all by herself. You give her no support but want hers? You can't even handle thirty seconds of her telling you the truth. You have more secrets than a diary yet she stays real and honest to you. Does she have secrets? Would you even know if she did? You know nothing about her yet you think she belongs with you. There is so much inside her mind that you don't know because you are too good to ask, you are too selfish to care and too toxic to think of anyone but yourself. The things she doesn't say are the things you need to hear the most and probably things you could never handle hearing. She has given you so much of her time and effort and proved to you over and over again that she loves you but yet you still stay stuck in your toxic selfish ways. So which part of this is fair to her? Which parts of you are good enough for her? Why does she have to continue proving herself to you? She doesn't even feel confident in her own body or in her own skin thanks to you. She doesn't feel she has a purpose in life because of you. Yet she still puts you on that pedestal in hopes someday you might change or might show her how much she means to you. But you never will. You have no plans of changing or proving yourself to her because in your mind you have nothing to prove to her she's not the one who deserves better you are right? Was she ever really enough? Or was she just an object to fill that dark void inside of you? A void that you know won't ever be fully filled. Not with her not with anyone, but you for some reason feel she is the one who owes you. The things she wants for you are so different from the things you want for her. She wants nothing but happiness and success for you, she wants to see your heart finally filled with love.

She's toxic right? But was she toxic before you lied to her about another female? Was she . Published to amateur and expert writers at stor

[in-liebe-der-boden]

“Doch es gab mir Halt, wenn meine Eltern sich gestritten haben.”

— Zate ft. Devize - Dieses Haus (via @in-liebe-der-boden)

[mindset-world]

Hang out with people who fit your future not your past.

[abdulmajeeds]

“You glow differently when you are in the right place with the right people.”

[intheocean1]

Wenn du den falschen schon so heftig geliebt hast, wie sehr wirst du dann den richtigen lieben?

[denolicina]

Zu wissen, wann der richtige Zeitpunkt ist um zu gehen, ist so unglaublich wichtig im Leben. Sei es eine Party, die dich langweilt. Der Job, der dich zerfrisst oder die Beziehung, die dich nicht erfüllt.

[deutschrap-zitate]

“Geliebt von vielen, gehasst von den meisten. Die Kunst im Leben ist da krass drauf zu scheißen.”

— Fler

[sheisthedevilsfavorite]

Ich hab gedacht, das endgültige Aus wäre erträglicher als dieses Hin und Her. Doch als du gingst, hast du alles mitgenommen. Und es fühlt sich täglich an, als ob du heimlich zurück kommst, während ich schlafe, um noch ein weiteres Stück meines Herzens zu holen. Es zerreißt mich. Was ist wenn da plötzlich nichts mehr zu holen ist. Wer oder was bin ich dann noch?

[youknowyouwantthat]

Mittlerweile wurde ich kühl, nach all den Sachen die du getan hast, hast du mich abgestumpft. dachte mir "ja der nächste Streit " es war mir irgendwie egal, wurde kalt - dachte ich. Merkte wie du Kühler wurdest, merkte all die kleinen Veränderungen und trortdem war immer das Gefühl "Egal wie viel wir streiten, wir bleiben" die ersten Male wenn wir sagten "wir müssen reden" hatten wir / ich keine Angst davor. Wusste wir bleiben.. Doch dieses Mal ist es anders - alles ist anders, wir sind anders und ich spüre das etwas in deiner Haltung mir gegenüber fehlt. Ob wir morgen noch gemeinsam Abendessen oder ich bereits aussziehe?

[blickaufsblut]

Dass du siehst wie schwach er selber ist, ist seine große Angst.

-Prinz Pi ~ Arme Sau

[zitate-de]

“Aus Liebe zu dir, war es mir egal, wie schlecht du zu mir warst. Hauptsache du warst da. Lieber mit dir in Schmerzen zu leben, als mit jemanden anderes glücklich zu sein.”

— @zitate-de

[chayanana]

Traurigkeit kommt von Intelligenz. Je mehr man manche Dinge versteht, desto mehr möchte man sie nicht verstanden haben.

[stiller-gedanke]

„Du musst nicht darüber stehen, wenn du darunter zerbrichst.“

-stiller gedanke

[lovevelyvibes]

Wünsch ihm nichts schlechtes, denn sein Glück hat er schon mit dir verloren.

[vodka-traenen]

Ich hoffe, dass du in jeder Person die du triffst, nach mir suchst.