Young-And-Crooked

DEAD.

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Honestly, I wish I never met you.

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I see the posts that are made and that is why I have made me account. I have anxiety and for what felt like forever I thought I was the only one. I have learn that over time that this isn't the case and I made the account to let others know that they are not alone, that it is possible to live with anxiety and still see good. I want to help others, let me though that they are not alone. It is possible to kick anxieties butt! I want as many people to know this! 🌸 Would you mind sharing? 😊

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uhm, so i kind of just feel like shit, although i probably shouldn't, and i've never said out loud before how fucking shitty i sometimes feel, well, I probably vented when i was drunk a couple of times, but i don't really remember so they don't really count, i guess, didn't help for shit anyway... i've seen that you've answered several anon questions, or whatever, so i thought i'd try, nothing to loose, you know, so, ehm, my question is, could you give me a non-bullshit reason to live?

It’s hard to give you a reason without knowing a little bit about you. But I think one reason to live is: one day when all  your problems end (and even if they don’t at least you’re managing them) you may be able to tell your story to someone and save their lives. Also, stay alive for yourself, challenge yourself, see where your limits are and when you find them exceed them, make life a game I guess is what I’m trying to say. Stay strong and please live, who knows where life will take you xx 

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I'm beyond done. I'm so broken and I can't cope. I cry uncontrollably at every possible moment. My arms are covered in scars from burns and cuts that will never heal. No one understands how broken I am, except for my two friends. Both are going through similar stuff. My family will get over it. It's so tempting. Just to open my draw and grab a blade or a razor. I could be gone by tomorrow.

I know you’ve probably heard this before countless of times but please don’t leave. I don’t know how to help you and I don’t know if it really gets better, maybe we just get better at ignoring it and hiding it. But it’s not fair you take the easy way out, there are many people out there like you and you’re leaving them to fight this battle alone. Please don’t leave. As for the scars there are always ways of covering them up (e.g. tattoos) I don’t know what to say about the crying, try to distract yourself, I know it’s hard and sometimes almost impossible but it may help. Stay strong and please don’t leave xx ♥

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First cut in four months… I'm sorry...

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Help I don't want to be here anymore

Let's disappear together...I wish I could help you, I honestly do. But this is as much as I can offer.

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You're an amazing person and I thank you for giving these people feedback :)

I'm not amazing really, I'm just able to relate to them, but you're welcome x

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So I just recovered, Bassically because I have nothing to cut with, But if I did, I probably would relapse. But right now, without cutting, I've been having really bad suicidal problems? And Idk what to do about it, or how to stop them, please help.

I don't know how you could stop the thoughts, they always seem to be there. People will tell you suicide is not the answer, I'm not sure whether they're right or wrong. I get them too, every day I am so close to attempting suicide. I'm still alive though. When you get these thoughts think about your family and friends and how they would react to your death (unless you fantasise about that happening). Getting a pet might help (my dog is the main reasons I'm alive). I don't really know how to help as I have problems with suicidal thoughts too. Sorry xx

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Is it bad that I've thought about cutting and it's getting worse I tried it with sharp plastic so it wasn't permanent but I cut a little I liked the feeling of having a reason to cry I want to continue. What's ur opinion also do u have Skype,

don't have right to judge you upon your choices as I have been there myself, but I'll tell you this: cutting is addicting. Before you start I suggest to think this thoroughly. Are you sure you will never want to short sleeves again? Do you want to go through the paranoia of your friends and family might find out? Think about your future and who may end up seeing these scars. And even if you do cut lightly and won't have any visible scars you'll still know they're there, it'll still affect you mentally. I'm not going to tell you not to cut as i don't have the right to, its your body. All I'm saying is make sure you won't regret it later xSkype : youngandcrooked

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I've been through a lot of shit in my life, I get it. I don't want to tell my parents either they'll judge me, but unlike yours mine will laugh at me for it. But I can't take it anymore, I'm starting to hear voices in my head and I don't know how much longer I can take it, any advice?

Tell someone else, someone you can trust and know that that won't laugh at you or tell others without your permission. If you just want someone to talk to I'm always here x

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I just found out that my boyfriend has been sleeping with his ex and random other girls. I found out from a mutual friend. His ex is pregnant with his kid... I don't know what to do. I feel worthless and I want to die. Just had to tell someone...

I'm so sorry to hear this, but maybe you’re better off without him. If someone who supposedly loves you has enough time to not think about you and and sleep with other girlsinstead then its not love. He knew that this would hurt you but he didn't care. PLEASE don’t stay with him no matter what. You deserve much better, and he doesn't deserve you in the slightest. Don’t stay with him, there are guys out there that would treat you so much better than he ever did. Don’t hurt yourself over someone like him. Stay strong♥

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Count your friends. Now your TRUE friends. How many are left?

Not many, I don’t know any more 2 or 3. Most of them are far away though.