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❝ What does it truly take to come out on top? ❞ {AU!Sam Winchester blog. This blog is a Supernatural and Marvel universe crossover. } Other links: Headcanons Visions Hunter's research To be updated

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Here's my remade blog. I'll be editing stuff more later. In the meantime, I'm ready to get my butt back into being an active S.H.I.E.L.D. roleplayer. 

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Okay, so...

I know I haven't been around.

I haven't been posting, anyway. I've decided to leave this account permanently. I'm going to be restarting the whole idea of Sam being in S.H.I.E.L.D. I think. 

I'm going to be sticking around for a little while if anyone wants to talk and all. Just hit up my ask box.

I've missed this group though and I've been having a tough time, honestly. I think I just need a new start. 

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((I like it because hello, cutie alert. Not because you called it your ‘dumb face’. Welcome back. <3))

(( Omg. I'm blushing. Excuse me while I go wipe off all this caked on make up and hide my face in a pillow. ;~; Thank you. ))

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[[Harley! We’re hair twins!]]

(( Hi! We are? :o Cool. ))

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[ *hugs really tight* Hit me on Skype when I get home, hon? ]

( I don't really know what to talk about. This blog has just been frustrating lately. I'm contemplating deleting and then putting the muse through a "makeover" of sorts. But, thank you. )

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((Totally up to you, darlin, but I like this Sam. I wish we interacted more, because you’re presh.))

(( Thank you. I'm not certain what I'm going to do at this point. I need to carefully go over the pros and cons to whatever I may choose to do. ))

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[transparalyze]

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[text] The demotion. You need a better hero, Sammy.

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[text] I'm done with looking up to people. I only need to rely on myself.

[text] Oh and I do mean it. I won't tell anyone about this.

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[text] I deserve it. It’s fine.

[text] Never was a good hero in the first place.

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[text] Deserve which, exactly?

[text] You were a good hero but, my image of you has been tarnished.

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[text] I don’t enjoy it. The most enjoyable part is that I’m only down there for an hour of Earth time a day.

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[text] Your secret is safe but, I won't be able to look you in the eye.

[text] You were my hero, just so you know. Now? Not so much. 

[text] I meant to discard that last text, not send it.

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[text] I’m sorry, I don’t have a choice in this, the only way to get out of it is to be killed and have trained an apprentice.

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[text] Do you enjoy it? Do you enjoy torturing souls? I'm sick at the very thought of you torturing someone. Knowing that you do? That makes it worse.

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I’m not a demon. I’m not a demon. I’m not a demon.

[text] I’m not a demon, I don’t react to any of those things. It’s to keep a balance.

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[text] But, you are corrupt. Torturing people is corrupt on a basic level.

[unsent] I'm ashamed. I'm totally ashamed and my childhood hero isn't my hero anymore.

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[text] In Hell, there are inheritance laws. A Master, and an Apprentice. When the Master dies, the Apprentice takes on his name, title and duties.

[unsent] Please don’t leave me behind. Can’t lose my family.

[text] I’m Alastair.

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[text] Okay...

Sam waited for the second text, read and reread both texts and then closed his eyes and took a breath to calm himself.

[text] If you're Alastair now, then you are a demon. 

[text] We both know that in hell, a human soul becomes corrupt and that by definition is what a demon is.

[text] How can you claim you're not a demon? You torture people, Dean.