[yourdarlingyandere]

He told me that he wants to kill my ex (currently my roommate) in different graphic ways and then kidnap me to safety 💕💕💕💕💕

[yourdarlingyandere]

Hi hi hi!!!!! I've had life hit me with a semi(metaphorically) and then everything is different!!!!

SO: broke up with my fiancè. He became abusive, even physically. It sucked.

I started streaming!!! I became a cute Vtuber and made lots of friends and then it turns out one of my friends was obsessed with me!!!! And 17 minutes after I told him I was single now he hit on me but I had a crush on him too (my ex knew, he knew I wanted out but couldn't due to my financial situation)

SO ANYWAYS turns out he's even more yandere than me but like mixed with big time kuudere. No one knew he liked me. But it turns out he was obsessively in love with me for 5 months. Starting from when I first messaged in his chat on stream. He's never been in love before but somehow I bewitched him. And then he started thinking about me constantly and even secretly touching himself when we'd do collabs 💕

So ye now we're dating 💕 he told me he had to hold himself back from proposing before even one month of us together. He gets jealous whenever I pay attention to anyone else (but also understands I have friends, he'd never isolate me) and he's so SOOOO gentle with me. He's literally a knight in shining armor 💕

So ye that's my life update 💕

[yourdarlingyandere]

He's all I can think about 💕

[yandereloversarcana]

Sleeping next to you

Waking up next to you

Eating next to you

Watching TV next to you

Playing a game or two next to you

Shopping next to you

Doing spontaneous things next to you

Just doing it all next to you

Even if we rinse and repeat

I just need to be next to you

[yourdarlingyandere]

Todays my birthday! He's taking me to get donuts for breakfast and then my family is taking me for dinner and to go to a bookstore I really like! And then we have cakes, and he made me one of them

It's so pretty and he wrote on it! (He works at a bakery; up front so he doesn't normally work on the cakes but he did this one just for me :3c)

He also gave me my first birthday present so far (2:30ish am rn)

(nsfw! No minors allowed 🔫)

We fucked like mad and once it was past midnight he came in me and then said happy birthday, and that was my first present from him :p It was actually pretty sweet and hot though. We've been going at it like rabbits lately and doing it daily.

Kind of wild tomorrow is our 1 year 9 months anniversary and yet we are still crazy about each other like this. All my past relationships I would have mentally checked out way before this, but he's like a god to me.

[yourdarlingyandere]

Can I help you cut your hair next time? 💕

I'll help you look soooo cute! 💕

Don't mind me taking a clipping when your back is turned

[yourdarlingyandere]

Don't worry about my photo album labeled "darling sleeping"!

It's nothing for you to worry your pretty little head about ♥️

[yourdarlingyandere]

Is it bad to want to break you? 💕

To want to watch you cry and crumble beneath me? 💕

But I could put you back together again my love 💕

You'd look so pretty molded into my perfect plaything 💕

[yourdarlingyandere]

I want to become one with you so badly 💕

I'll eat you if I must 💕

[yandereloversarcana]

If you were a tidal wave

I'd desire to be caught up inside

If you were a tornado

I'd desire to whirl around your body

If you were a volcano

I'd desire to be caught in your explosive path

If you were a black hole

I'd desire to enter and see where infinity leads

Even in the face of catastrophe

I choose you, us, above all else

[yourdarlingyandere]

It's just so romantic to find out how each of our blood tastes! 💕

[yourdarlingyandere]

"I could make him better!"

"I could make him worse!"

Yeah well I could make him so crazed with love that he chains me up in his basement

[yourdarlingyandere]

You're only allowed to work from home so you never need to leave my side okay?

And don't mind the location tracking app I installed on your phone! It's just for emergencies!

Remember I'm all you need darling 💕

And you're never leaving my sight

[yandereloversarcana]

Despite all that goes on, you're my favorite only person <3

[yourdarlingyandere]

I used to question if I was aromantic a lot because I would seemingly fall out of love with every person I dated after the "chase" was done. Like it seemed like I liked having a crush and first dating more than anything else.

But we had our year and a half anniversary yesterday and I'm still crazy about him.

I think my relationship with him has just opened my eyes to the fact that I wasn't actually attracted to most of the people I dated. I was just desperate or they asked me out first, etc.

But with him I had several guys all pursuing me. And I had actually clicked with a different guy before him. But he was so attractive and fun to talk to I genuinely lost interest in anyone else I had been talking to. He was so quickly the one.

[yourdarlingyandere]

In my previous relationships I either mildly liked or even was kinda meh about physical affection. My last relationship lasted from when I was 16-22 and we rarely ever kissed on the lips. I just wasn't that attracted to her but didn't have the experience to know that.

But with my darling we literally are touching at all times. We went on a date yesterday and I was holding onto his arm or he had his hand on my hip at all times. In line to order food. Walking around. Or when we sat down to eat we sat next to each other so we could hold hands or have an arm around each other too.

Plus forever I hated cuddling at night because I liked having my space to sleep. But now I love cuddling specifically him. Whenever I have trouble falling back asleep I just cuddle up to him and end up falling asleep because he's so comforting.

Plus we kiss on the lips constantly. And we fuck 4-5 time a week compared to the every other week like my ex as well. I just love him so much. I love being around him and touching him and I miss him whenever he's not here.

[yourdarlingyandere]

He is so fucking beautiful 💕

He looks like an angel 💕

I'll make sure to clip your wings my love 💕

So you can never fly away 💕