Joe

screaming into the void

[crystalfountain]

[jfk-blown-away-blog]

[soulisinthesky]

[youreunacceptable]

My Body Is Mine

It has finally dawned on me

After all of this time that has melted by

What’s this empty feeling that’s been festering?

This everlasting knot in my stomach?

You don’t see me, you’ve never seen me

You’ve just been looking at me

And it makes me nauseous in my bones.

My Body Is Mine

It can be hard to remember

When I often feel worlds away from this body I’m in

The body that’s withering away, the body I don’t recognize, the body that is failing me.

But I won’t forget again

My Body Is Mine

My Body Is. Mine.

[youreunacceptable]

What I would give

For just one singular person I can put all of my trust into

To never worry about leaving myself vulnerable

To never again wonder what I did to not be worthy of respect or honesty in the eyes of every person I love

When did my voice stop being heard? Was I ever heard at all?

I feel like an injured deer searching desperately for a place to rest, a place to finally feel safe from predators and tend to my long festering wounds -

but no where is safe, really, and I know this.

It’s impossible to continue forward, but if I stop, I lose the fight.

And I’m ready to lose the fight. To do what animals do, accept my weakness, and find a sunny place to rest eternally, to finally depart to the only true safety any being will ever know.

But I’m not a fucking deer.

[youreunacceptable]

I feel as if our recollections of the past paint drastically different pictures, and I often wonder what yours looks like. I imagine the colors are brighter

[thezeroquotes]

“I’ve been searching for you, far behind my eyelids

You never left my mind, you’re caged behind my ribs”

— Pan’s Flute, Rosarium Part I

[heavensghost]

Sylvia Plath

[qvotext]

Joan Bauer; Almost Home

[qvotext]

Lemony Snicket; The Carnivorous Carnival

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

Your impact on other people is bigger than you think. Someone still giggles when they think of that funny thing you said. Someone still smiles when they think of the compliment you gave them. Someone silently admires you. The advice you give has made a difference for people. The support and love you've offered others has made someone's day. Your input and opinions have made someone think twice. You're not insignificant and forgotten. Your existence makes a positive difference, whether you see it or not.

[arms-and-arrows]

[oldfarmhousefallfeatures]

“Some days in late August at home are like this, the air thin and eager like this, with something in it sad and nostalgic and familiar. "

—  William Faulkner

(via oldfarmhouse)

[quotemadness]

Sometimes I forget that unsaid sentences do not mean unfelt emotions.

Tyler Knott Gregson (via quotemadness)

[youreunacceptable]

my drafts are so sad :/// I wish I could go back and tell her it’s gonna be okay

[youreunacceptable]

Are dreams actually symbolic and a way for your subconscious to tell you things or are they completely random?? cos I ate a girls pussy at an aquarium and she said I was bad at it so id like to know what that means please and thanks (I low key miss her)

[thezeroquotes]

The thing I'm most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I'm going to do. Of not knowing what I'm doing right now.

— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[divinestrike]