babies, it’s been real. you gotta work hard, and strive to do your best. but if you wanna carry on, you need to find balance. to take responsibility you need to know when you have to ask for help, and be careful with what you’ve built. there’s a lot of options and you may feel like nothing is working out and there’s no end to these problems and situations piling up. it’s time to make some decisions and let go of stuff that doesn’t work. but it’s not time of reckless action. you should work hard for what you know you can do, and for the rest - let go. now is the time to meditate, to pause, to let yourself breathe and relax. you should force decisions and outcomes in areas where that doesn’t feel right. it’s like on one hand you can’t avoid this and try to escape it but on another you can’t force it either. and it’s hard, I know. you might be feeling cornered and trapped. you might be falling into victimisation. but that feeling of not having agency in your life, that’s exactly what’s leading you to feel this way. you’re not tapping into your personal power, recognising you have it, and you can use it. if you surrender your power to something else, blaming negative outcomes on it, or thinking that your life is dependent on one thing or another, you’re taking it away from yourself. you’re giving away your responsibility to change your life. so don’t make decisions when your judgement is unclear, but don’t avoid making them when you know it’s real. don’t be impulsive right now, just observe, make small steps, and go with it. all these traps, you created and submitted to them. be cautious of your finances, dependencies, ways of binding and giving. don’t give more than you have. your sources of generosity can be corrupted, rooted in egocentric and selfish notions rather than in love and selflessness.
I KNOW THIS KIND OF SUCKS AND ITS NOT THE CLEAREST THING IN THE WORLD. but it’s all happening because you need to face these nuances, you need to see what’s up with you, how you’re fucking yourself and others over without even trying, thinking someone is wronging you, but news flash, it’s been you all along. these unfair power dynamics are rooted in our society and it’s not your fault. but as a responsible adult rather than the traumatised child you used to be, you have the power to change this. it takes a whole village to shift the frequency.
all of this is rooted in scarcity mindset. looking at what you don’t have rather than what you don’t have. you have the power to change this, but these topics of grief, loss, sadness - it’s all human. you’re on your way of understanding that this will never end, it’s a part of human condition. but you can change the way you identify with these, how you let yourself feel, how you choose to act when these topics play a bigger part in your life. I know you lost a lot, I know it’s been hard. but it’s in your hands to look at what you have left and feel gratitude for it, rather than grieving everything that’s left you. you need to make space for better things to come. I love you. you’re loved, your held. this too shall pass. and you’ll come out much better and stronger on the other side, so thankful all this bullshit is behind you and you’ve finally faced what’s been weighing on you.
ALSO MAMAS THESE ARE MINOR ARCANAS SO EXPECT THINGS TO SHIFT VERY SOON! it’s gonna be dope I promise, we just need to deal with our own bullshit.
IF ANYONE IS HAVING A HARD TIME HANDLING THIS SHIFT, ASK ME, MESSAGE ME, I’M HERE BABIES!
