Being in love with someone who doesn’t love you is the most horrible feeling there is. I don’t mean when you fall in love with your best friend or something along those lines. I mean when you start dating someone and you fall in love but they don’t. After two years of confusion as to why you act the way you do, I figured it out. You don’t love me. I never understood how you could treat me the way you do, but it all makes sense now. I don’t understand why you pretend to love me, why you’ve stayed this long. Why you come back to me time after time. You don’t love me. I always figured you just had issues that caused your behavior but I see it now, you don’t love me. It clicked. You don’t love me. And it hurts. Little things you do hurt. I should walk away, but God damn it I love you so much. I've drained myself out in this relationship and I don't have the strength to walk away. This relationship is going to be the end of me.


















