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i cant wait to be a piece of shit w/ a bachelors degree

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this baby already got an attitude i’m weak

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royallypeculiar

I am hard to deal with. I’m confusing and contradicting. I am right and I am wrong, sometimes I have to argue and over react just for me to get along and get over it. I need to be mad. I need to show you I’m mad. and I will. I’ll probably make you question why I’m even upset over the littlest things but please understand that I just need to feel. I will love you in an hour. I’m an emotional tornado, constantly swirling around and random feelings come flying out. I’m not under control. I have no leash. I’ve never been the greatest at talking things out and sometimes I need you to be okay with me not wanting to speak. just hold me. I will apologize in the morning. my head is all screwy and I’m not the greatest at holding it together, please understand that I’m trying to get better. I will probably text you that I need your help, I’ll probably ask you to save me countless times from my bathroom floor and my razor blades, please tell me I’ll be alright. recovery is a treacherous path that I’m just learning to walk, I’m learning to try every day instead of trailing off. the darkness calls my name so vividly and loud. but if you ever find me there, I’ll telling you now to drag me out. I won’t do it myself. I’m not easy to be with because I’ve gotten used to being dependent and though I’m trying to fix it, I will probably still rely on you for things I shouldn’t please remind me that I’m strong enough to do it on my own, but don’t leave me alone.

if you want to love me, you must know I am in progress, 12/3/2015 (via stoned–princess)