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Religion of kindness.

#everythingeverywhereallatonce #everything everywhere all at once

Restart. Less talk. Pure waiting.

Welcome me into the eternal void, please.

Same goal: Death

Still alive, f***ing alive.

Part of me or siguro whole of me, gusto ko pa ring maging masaya pero di ko na alam kung anong makakapagpasaya sa akin because I was consumed of the idea of Death for soooooo longggggggg na eto na lang ang lagi kong hinihiling sa Universe

Crying now, ang bigat-bigat. Masakit pero di ko na alam kung alin ang masakit, bakit masakit basta alam ko lang I’m drowning in the deepest kind of loneliness that only the void can fill it.

Ayoko nang magising, pagod na ko magpatuloy kasi di ko na alam san ba ko pupunta, san ba ko patungo 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I will die or will not die before this year ends;

I may die or may not die before this year ends;

I can die or cannot die before this years; but

One thing is certain, I died long years ago.

Nagkuwento ako.

Narinig nila ang kuwento, pero hindi sila nakinig.

11 months left in this universe

geopsych

Treasure hunt, finding things around you

Here's an assignment, only for anyone who feels like doing it. In the month ahead, by the start of February, find as many of these things as you can or choose to. Photos or not photos as you prefer. These aren't to be submitted to me but are just a kind of treasure hunt for you to write down or keep in a notes app. 1. Moss, as many kinds as you can find. 2. Lichen, 3 colors. This is fun because it can be on buildings and things like curbs, grave stones or monuments. 3. 3 or more kinds of birds, extra points for different types like songbirds vs. ducks and geese vs herons or other stalking birds. Yes, pigeons count. 4. 3 kinds of trees you can tell apart, evergreens or ones that are leafless now.

5. One beautiful sunrise or sunset. 6. If you're in a place that gets cold, 2 kinds of ice, like icicles and puddle ice would be 2 kinds for example. If you're not in a cold place then interesting water things like a puddle with oil colors in it or drops of dew on grass or a flower. 7. 3 kinds of weather. This one's easy. Maybe pictures of a sunny or partly cloudy sky and a dark cloudy sky and maybe a picture of trees or flags being blown by wind.

8. Any animals. They're things like Pokemon but in the real world. lol Yes squirrels count. Rats do too. 9. Stand in 3 kinds of places, for example by a stream or river, high on a hill—that can be in a city or in the country. Pittsburgh for example has some great hills. San Francisco too. If you're at Oberlin maybe you can find a pile of dirt haha—and third, maybe a public space like a plaza or a town circle or if you're in the country then just an especially nice spot along a road or trail. 10. Finally, look for any especially nice or beautiful scene around you, whether it's frost on a plant in the sunlight, a beautiful window you pass in the evening (taking pictures of people without permission especially through a window is rude so try to avoid that), ice on a car window or any scene or tiny thing that just catches your eye in a pleasing way. A beautiful tree, a beautiful sky, a cute cat, whatever.

And of course if you find cool or interesting stuff not mentioned here, that's extra credit. :-) If you see something really good you can tell me about it and if you feel like letting me know how it went at the end I would be interested to hear from you. I know some of you already look for this stuff. Take this as a little extra encouragement. Maybe when you post things from this list, use the tag #noticing stuff. Or does someone have a better tag for it?