Yuki

[thin-arms-or-death]

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]

my physical appearance has ruined my fucking life

[yuki0307]

Just feeling lost , with no way

to see ....

[yuki0307]

Can someone be my pro ana couch or guide ? I just someone to motivate me to lose it ... Plz

[yuki0307]

Tomorrow's manifestation

1. Wake up at 6 pm.

2. Prepare for the maths test .

3. Ttn from 7:45 to 11:30 .

4. Come home n bath for 1 hr .

5. Complete maths homework .

6. At 3 , exercise babe for half an hour , then dance for next half na hour . Then wash up .

7. Have some body care routine ( face mask , oiling hair )

8. At 5:30 , go for walk . ( Taking 45 min )

9. At 7 , complete physics homework otherwise I'll surely land up dead on mon .

10 . At 10 , drink coffee with milk as a treat for the hardwork of the day .

11 . Sleep by 11 pm .

Best of luck to myself for tomorrow .

[insykko-deactivated20250408]

I want need stick legsss

[yuki0307]

Need this 🤤

[yuki0307]

My personal reasons to get thinner

1. To be able to look skinnier when I go to beach , which I have after 5 months

2. To look pretty in femine dresses .

3. To show tht I look pretty to the boys who ditched me n played with my feelings .

4. To avoid fights at home , which always occur when I eat .

5. To be able to score well in my exams , which is after 9 months ig .

6. To be skinnier thn my frnds .

7. To be skinnier thn my brother .

8. To win the running competition n lose one girl .

9. To get first prize in cross country race , which is in December.

10. To fit in my jeans without feeling nauseous / uncomfortable .

11. To talk to guys without any prblms .

12. To make my haters jealous from me .

13. To proof the ones who told me fat n threw paper on me tht I can pretty .

14. To not be called fat .

15. To make it below 35 kg , ie , 70 pounds ig . Currently I'm 100 pounds .

16. To make myself confident at stage .

17. To not rely on my mask whenever I go out .

18. To look myself at the mirror n get crush over me .

19. To not get those aching stomach .

20. To not be told to stop eating .

21. To wear tank tops without any discomfort .

22. To make others feel tht I should be taken serious . ( No one takes me seriously )

23. To improve self control .

24. To be self disciplined .

25. To be happy .

[yuki0307]

Food log 05/06/22

Study - ✓

Exercise - 500 cal burnt ( workout ) ✓

Food - 100 cal ( 1 chapati - 71 cal , cauliflower veggies - 25 cal ) ✓

Glad to finish my work but more 8 hrs left for the day to finish .

[yuki0307]

Starting from tomorrow , I'll change things . I'll atleast lose more 10 pounds . I'm 100 pounds currently .

My rules :

No mirrors .

Only liquid food , no solid food .

Eat only before going to coaching / doing any work tht will be enough to distract me from food later .

1 glass of water every hour .

Sleep after 8 pm .

Running for 30 min . ( Cal burned - ~300 )

Dance for 30 min . ( Cal burned - ~300 )

Strength workout ( Cal burned - ~500 )

Yoga

No triggering stuffs .