Total number of completed stories: 5
Fandoms written in: Zelda (1), The Old Guard (1), and Marvel/Hawkeye Comics (3)
2023 was rough! Just… awful start, and then things started to get better for a while, and then it turned into a gauntlet of just… more stuff. I’m tired. Hats off to everyone who slogged through—I don’t care if you did well or handled it with grace, we all deserve a nice nap and our favorite cookie fresh from the oven. But I did manage to get a few stories in:
Most popular: Turn Up The Heat (Marvel/Hawkeye) with 149 kudos! It’s a silly meet-cute AU with Bucky panicking and sneaking into a fitness class to avoid someone… only to belatedly realize his hiding spot is a hot yoga class! Misery ensues, but the instructor is all kinds of attractive… heck, I love meet-cutes. They’re just so silly and fun and optimistic.
Personal favorite: I wrote Lambent at Dawn (Zelda) after many evenings with Tears of the Kingdom and then reading this absolutely fantastic fic reimagining the triforce trio. The idea of Zelda, Link, and Gandorf actually getting a chance to have a happy ending really stuck with me, and I drew a soft snuggly picture about it, and then wrote the short story to accompany it. It was probably the creative highlight of this year for me, I felt really inspired and motivated while making both.
Most challenging: Mission: Christmas (Marvel/Hawkeye, E). I signed up for the Winterhawk Wonderland Gift Exchange feeling cautiously optimistic. Gift events are such a cool way to bring a creative community together, and I wanted to be a part of that! But it turned out to be a real struggle. I managed to drag out a 10k story shortly before deadline, decided I hated it, started a new document using my first story as a rough reference, gave up, started drawing an image instead, remembered that drawing is hard, went back to the new document, then back to drawing… just a rollercoaster of insecurity and doubt! And even though I struggle with writing explicit scenes, and I could have skipped it, I insisted on including that too. Looking back, why? Stubbornness, maybe? But I got it done, and a generous beta helped me out despite the last-minute timing during the holidays. Now that I have some space from it, and after reading some of the really kind comments, I can say I am happy I saw it through to the end.
I don’t want to jinx 2024, so I’ll just say I’m looking forward to the new year. I want to start writing more, and get back to drawing. If I’m really ambitious, I’d like to watch Our Flag Means Death Season 2 and find the energy to get back into The Old Guard fandom (so creative, but often with darker themes that I have not been emotionally prepared to handle this year).
I Don’t Sail These Seas, But…
You ever stumble into fandoms you don’t actually know? I found a lot of sad characters getting happily ever afters with Untamed (where the tragic backstory that tears two fated lovers apart - before they inevitably reunite - is just so ridiculous, but like, in a chocolate sundae with extra toppings sort of way), along with Batfam (the most generous heaping of found family comfort that I have been soaking up like a sponge).