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love is the only answer. We are all everything. she/her 30s

[ahappydnp]

spiritual successor

[ahappydnp]

The way the first pic is flipped so that means it’s a selfie Dan took for Phil 🥲 cuteee

that's fine and i don't care and that means nothing to me like whooo ever caressss that they're sillybilly4 sillybilly

[ahappydnp]

well now i am extremely interested in your essay on the complexities of the first london apartment and how it was a metaphor for their relationship with the phandom at that time 🤔 (with love from a post hl phannie)

i think the way dnp talk about the first london flat compared to how we've always felt about it is so representative of that time in our relationship

it genuinely was our shared apartment. they filmed in every room, we knew every corner by heart, the entire place was COVERED in phanart and fan gifts. even the light switches and the windows and their literal closets had remnants of us on them

for us, for the fans, we felt welcome there. it felt inviting and like a digital community space because in many ways it WAS. the first london flat felt like home and it's so interesting to see just how many people are nostalgic for it in the way you would a place you used to actually live (me included! i still feel that apartment in my chest)

we were invited there twice a week for liveshows and they asked our opinions on the decor. they'd take us into the kitchen to cook dinner. we sat on their real life beds with them for 5 years! you'd give them a mug or a pair of socks or a hand painted phone case and know it was being used in a home you all built together

here is a very long post i made about how deep and complex our relationship was with them

dnp remember that flat as the time they had no work/life balance and they went to sleep every night with a tripod by the bed and they felt like the audience owned them because we were paying their rent and they were building this empire with us. but because of this they had no break from us. their house wasn't an escape from the stress and work and nonstop speculation because they'd accidentally invited us in

obviously they still have happy memories there and it wasn't all bad but even in their "we're moving out" video they talked about how they couldn't be less emotional about it even though they knew WE would be! some of the most stressful times of their life were in that flat. this was the flat that people would walk up to and KNOCK ON THE DOOR and follow them home (especially after they accidentally leaked the address). nothing in that house ever got to be private

they ofc loved their audience and they LOVED all the gifts/art they got! they would not have put them everywhere if they didn't want to and obviously they kept everything in the move, but i do think you can see how differently they handled the 2 secret flats after! and how they even treat the phouse now! there's a separation of where we're welcome and thank fuck for that

[lornaillustrates]

vietpham 2026: scrapbook edition 📖

@amazingphil @danielhowell

[ahappydnp]

them pushing their beds together to be closer while on tour. another thing I’d read in fic and think wow imagine…

i need to offer a formal apology to everyone who suggested it was a thing they might have done during tatinof era as i scoffed to myself because i thought they could handle one night sleeping separately. i now see the error of my thinking and have grown because of it. i'm truly sorry to dan and phil for assuming they wouldn't bother physically moving hotel furniture

[ahappydnp]

phil introduced dan to his friend group the third time they met?? they did move fast. also thinking about how quickly phil introduced dan to his parents. he was just so eager to love dan and integrate him wholeheartedly into his life <3

something so beautiful about phil already having a pretty established and safe support system of lifelong friends and a loving family and him being so sure that dan would slot in perfectly :((( and he did :((

[reunitedinterlude]

wdym they kiss each other for real.....

[lovelydeps]

would you rather be with a girl from prague or with a goth femboy 🤔🤔🤔

[oophziedoodle]

dnp aren’t posting their gay blushy cartoony versions of themselves (their miis lol) tonight after all so…

…i guess i will share more of mine (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)… ♡

wip of page 8 - panels 24 (mostly done) 25, 26 (need to finish colouring/rendering) out of approx. 60 — as part of this ☁️ fluffy spicy 🌶️ comic inspired by that one tiktok) / +other 🔞🔥 phan doodles wips can be found via this post

[delicatelyhappyunknown]

winking

[reunitedinterlude]

smth about. phil being assertive when telling dan to stop (and dan listening)

honourable mention:

[ahappydnp]

dan doing the exact lip lick + wink as 2011 dinof sent a shiver down my spine. he's still in there

[m3dikinet]

Cozy hotel time 💞💞💞

[madame-vide]

No more silly Philly !

[diphowell]

Dan reacting to Phil's Interactive Space Adventure + Dan reacting to Phil's The Mark of Oxin game

[danhowellz]

art imitates life

[m3dikinet]

Cozy hotel time 💞💞💞