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“maybe we can express ourselves more fully when we say it without words” 17 ig: yus4a31

[yus4a31]

intro ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢

hi i’m yusra! im a 17 year old student from the uk 🇬🇧.

some of my hobbies include ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

⋆˚࿔ taekwondo (martial arts and sparring in general)

⋆˚࿔ reading (i’m super interested in metaphysics of god and particle physics/dark matter, but i love fiction too)

⋆˚࿔ watching films (my letterboxd is the same as my user here!)

⋆˚࿔ singing and playing my guitar

some fun facts about me! ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

⋆˚࿔ i’m hoping to study physics and philosophy at oxford next year

⋆˚࿔ i can do classical singing :0

⋆˚࿔ my favourite singer is amy winehouse, however i listen to a range of music (like soad, the beatles, david bowie, the smiths, mitski, pj harvey, metric, jeff buckley, etc)

⋆˚࿔ my favourite director is wes anderson; some of my fav movies from him are the royal tenenbaums and the darjeeling limited

Last thing to clarify for this page:

⋆˚꩜｡ I don’t not support any girl blog pages promoting EDs, pedophilia or any explicit content of any sort

⋆˚꩜｡ creepy men/predators looking to talk to young girls, do NOT interact with this page

⋆˚꩜｡any accounts promoting the above that do interact with this page will be blocked and reported :)

that being said, feel free to interact with posts, and ask qs (to an appropriate degree)

hope you enjoy my page and can’t wait to meet you all, if you share any hobbies with me, please hmu!˙⋆✮

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tysm digicam

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man I love academia and seeking knowledge but school is hell and I never want to go back

[yus4a31]

“match my freak” im so happy to meet someone who matches my dorky side

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Died my hair back to black and lost my spark with it too

[yus4a31]

Read a few of Montaigne’s essays a couple of days ago and I think he would use the modern word “larper” to describe the philosophers during his period haha

I particularly loved his essay on “To philosophise is to die”, it was raw and witty and all the best essays slander some sort of person (sorry Cicero) - safe to say, I’ve been thinking about death a lot more than usual.

wondering if anyone aware of this essay may argue that it could lead to the nature of nihilism - can’t remember if Montaigne addresses this or not

[yus4a31]

one day you’ll find your partner who never sees you as a burden, but rather a gift from heaven

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How the fuck am I so bad at maths and so good at physics good god

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fuck baby ur so hot i wanna do the dishes with u and make u hot tea when ur sick

[yus4a31]

all I want is a relationship that’s exactly like a super duper awesome friendship but with kissing involved

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can just something new ever happen to me ? I wake up, feel the same thing, eat the same thing, watch the same show, watch that same person, wear the same thing, listen to the same thing, and sleep the same way I did yesterday and the other day… and last week.

I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who wonders about this too much?

[yus4a31]

I started writing letters to people in my life (not just love interests) and I started bawling my eyes out (mind you I haven’t cried for a good month)

as much as im super grateful for these lovely people, there’s so much unspoken conflict between us that my fragile and sensitive self finds hard to bottle up and i really wish i had the courage to talk about it 🪷🪷

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these guys who are posting nsfw/sexually perverted content on their page that decide to follow me really don’t think I’m going to report and block them 🫩🫩

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⋆˚꩜｡ i’m contemplating pulling a lara jean and writing letters to all the boys I’ve loved before…⋆˚꩜｡

[yus4a31]

Montaigne’s work on knowing things sounds a lot like Descartes work on Cartesian doubt hmmm

[yus4a31]

I'm too old to appear as anything other than a man wanting to talk to younger women so I won't follow or DM but felt compelled to recommend a possible read for you: The Matter with Things, by Iain Mcgilchrist, because of your interest in the metaphysics of god.

It's hard to summarize such a lengthy work (and honestly, you can skim the first (of three) main sections where he goes into too much detail about the roles of the two hemispheres of the brain in how we perceive the world and how studies of brain injuries have generally confirmed these roles).

The second and third sections go deep on the implications for many areas of our lives and the nature of the universe and consciousness and god. I'm inadequate to explain properly but he makes a thought provoking case for consciousness and some form of purpose being baked into the very nature and structure of the universe.

Worth checking out :)

whoever sent this I cannot thank you enough this was incredibly useful and I’m so so happy right now 🥹🦚🪻