The Sentinel

Twenty Eight | Flyrokinesis | Steven R. McQueen

[zachnovak]

Ok I lied and am back

So I will post one more time here this year as I was asked about it on my coding blog and just direct them to here.  I was asked what I ACTUALLY DID back then and here is that list.

I DID go to a theme hunter blog and picked one of the themes they had reblogged to use as a template for Sequence’s original theme. I then proceeded to completely and utterly redo the entire theme. See, it was the first time I made an RP on tumblr and I figured I could do what you do on jcink. Take a theme (they call them skins there) and completely remake it basically just using the original as the ‘skeleton’ or framework as it were. I then transferred coding from the original Sequence RP which again was on jcink YEARS before any of these other RPs were even a twinkle in their creators’ eyes. Had to rewrite a lot of it as it wasn’t friendly with tumblr. I show the original theme for tumblr Sequence and the Jcink Sequence are almost a 1 for 1 recreation just changed a few things to fit a tumblr heavy aesthetic but with the flair of jcink coding design. Raven tried to claim I had stolen her theme and just put my graphics or something over it. But then later says I took a theme, removed the credit, and  then.... put it back later? Then later said I never did that, I did just in fact take her them. In truth, I hadn’t removed the credit. I had accidently merged it with the [pagination] coding. Once I noticed it and separated the two their credit which was in the top of the code for the theme itself all fancy and huge had again begun showing up on the main as well. The theme maker had been asked if It was their theme and they replied by saying it had their credit, the coding of one of their themes but looked completely and utterly different and they weren’t claiming it as their own theme. When I later spoke to the theme maker I explained what happened and they told me it was best I remove their credit anyway as it was no longer the theme they made and added a rule to not alter their themes to that extent for the future.

I DID create/transfer Sequence to tumblr out of spite. I HATED that such places like ALR and WOTNA could pull the crap they pulled on me and just get away scott free. So, I took my old RP which was a big hit on Jcink and brought it over. Took nearly a year to edit the theme and modernize the lore. I wanted to sprinkle in bits and pieces from not only the inFAMOUS series, but Mega Man, Deus Ex, and Mirror’s Edge. All to add flavor to my already established but admittedly old (and thus I was kind of tired of it) world. I also took the tried old troupe of ‘mega evil company vs rebels against it’ that ALL original abilities RPs were using back then and made it morally grey. There was no clear ‘bad’ or ‘good guys’ All factions save the ‘neutral everyday people’ one took actions and had motivations that were good and bad. It was a mix of ‘good and evil is how you choose to see it’ and ‘does the ends justify the means?’ Although I can no longer remember the exact quote. One from Xenosaga that basically says there is no good or evil just shades of grey and it is humans that made up the very concepts of good or evil. Also inspired that choice. Apparently, this troupe no matter how I altered it was a ‘stolen unique and essential part’ of a couple of those other RPs.

I DID use the word ‘jihad’ when explaining Raven’s assault against my, my RP and my members. As they attacked me with the furiousness of a person that was as crazed and fanatical as a religious zealot. As I understood the word, it was used as a word for religious wars in the middle east. If I was wrong back then I apologize for using it. However, I don’t know how that instantly branded me a racist by Raven. Or how, that then got twisted into apparently having a run in with a muslim RP I denied instead then, made a racist rant about on the main, then harassed for days. Although, there was ZERO evidence of this anywhere, no person turned up claiming this, it wasn’t anywhere in the main EVER, and the only screen shot of anything which was quickly buried was when I said ‘raven needs to stop her jihad against me’ so..... yeah..... crazy people going to crazy and make shit up I guess.

I DID employ someone named Sam as my co-admin. In my defense, Sam was only ever nice to me, I only had great threads and some chats with Sam during the brief time our paths crossed on WOTNA. I had absolutely no idea the drama this person had made while there, what they were spreading after leaving, or that they would use their position as my co-admin to taunt and attack WOTNA. This person used mads mikkelsen exculsively and had drama with what appeared as half the WOTNA member base. As well as storylines of SA, and other dark topics. She also heavily trolled that RP after she left it, during her time on mine, and when they let her return as the admin said something that pissed her off and she was going to ‘burn that place to the fucking ground.’ After learning of this, I cut ties with her completely.

I DID have a past with Raven. After leaving WOTNA and recovering. I found Elswood and attempted to join it. Long story short. I was denied multiple times because and I quote ‘you used a comma where you should have used a semicolon.’ Checking with my advanced LIT teacher and her confirming the comma was the write choice, I could tell where that was going. Raven ultimately denied my app a couple of more times for similar ‘incorrect’ minor grammar uses (they were correct though). However, she then permitted a friend to make a character with  my same face claim, same power, same back story, same personality, and even the same app. The only differences were if I had a line like ‘Having grown up in New York City’ their EXACT SAME LINE IN THE APP would read ‘New York City had been where he was born and raised.’ I got pissed and little kid me blasted her as a grammar nazi and letting a friend steal my character. Thought it went unheard... clearly it had not.

I DID have an affiliations page at one point. I know this was a ‘rumor’ as raven reported it like two days after I made it but it got quickly deleted and spun I only made it to get any kind of ‘any publicity is good publicity’ way. Truth is, I had one, and I had reached out to five or six RPs at the time. Three of them had confirmed they would be adding my button and I was on like 4 or 5 of those RPs. However, I received messages from them stating that multiple people had begun to harass them. The messages at first ‘warned them’ of me but when they didn’t reply, they turned ugly. Feeling bad that I had made Raven and her minions attack these groups. I told them to remove my button or link from their affiliations and make a statement that they weren’t affiliated with me. I’d leave the groups if they wanted me to as well as I know they’ll harass them even harder if they found out I was on them. All but two groups decided to do that #yourockgrimstonelake I can’t really remember the other group.

I DID attempt self deletion because of all this. First when I left WOTNA because the stuff they were doing and saying hit a spot that my own father always beat on since I was a kid. The whole ‘you’re a failure, no one likes you, you’ll always fail without me.’ type spot. I couldn’t handle it, I stopped taking my medication, I stopped eating, drinking, and it got bad. It again happened a couple of weeks after Raven’s assault of Sequence. This was an RP that I spent a near year rebuilding for tumblr with plans to release pages, themes, and other codes for people to use signify them as a member. Plans to open a coding help blog where I would both produce my own themes and pages as well as help with those that the makers long abandoned that people still wanted to use but needed fixes or modern updates for. Ultimately, it got to me and I more actively and now have scars from the attempt, tried to self delete. I had to make my friend Jake who I had convinced to move from jcink to tumblr cover as me for a while. All the time these sick psychopaths spread their lies and made up more about me, laughed at me, and were actually sending messages to self delete. Of course, apparently, that was fine and is a part of this story people to this day ignore and some, even feel justified in pushing me to that point.

[zachnovak]

Just to Recap since some morons like to make up stories STILL

So now is my yearly time for this bipolar latino guy to hop on this blog and then leave it for another year. This time, some old drama although, it seems its from a while ago.

This world class moron @wiscowrites​ and her bullshit. Personally, it took me a good 20 minutes to even remember who this person was. Think they ran a site I was on that died twice while I was on it, then got uppity when I didn’t return and requested my characters be taken down but they turned them into skeleton canons instead or something. Anyway. While this message I saw was ancient, it recently popped up on my coding help blog by one of her followers. So, why not clear the air in my zero fucks given postings here. Already vanquished my other trolls and enemies (who I didn’t even know I had let alone knew who 99% of them even were) why not continue it this year.

This claim is actually categorically false and twisted by the mob. As stated numerous times before, I hadn't stolen anything, in fact, I had my then JCINK FORUMS RP Sequence for exact three years before Raven ever created Elswood Academy. To remind you of what happened. Raven accused me of stealing coding, and aesthetic from her site. That’s all. They then went and contacted RPs my characters were on previously (total of two) One of which I hadn't been on for years at that point and the other was being trolled by a member that roleplay’s admin allegedly stole a character from as well as a member that (according to the troll *winks at sam*) was on and off staff numerous times ( the saga of my time at both those RPs and one I was on two years back can be found here  https://shenanigansandrants.tumblr.com/post/151692717913/about-the-roleplay-wotna#notes and https://zachnovak.tumblr.com/post/636528943282946048/so-i-dont-normally-log-onto-this-account-much-so )

I quickly gathered evidence showing that many of the codes I was accused of stealing were in fact codes I had been using and upgraded from my jcink RP three years before I transferred Sequence to tumblr. If I hadn't created them, I linked the codepen posts of the codes I used (codepen is a resource site free for anyone to use their codes). I then also proved many of Raven's templates were in fact stolen from Codepen and other sites that she claimed were original or 'inspired' by where the only difference in the codes was font families and various colors. Also showed that she had claimed codes that were popular on forum RPs for years were 'original work' for elswood. However, by the time I had proven that, the mob had already made up their mind about me given Raven's faked and twisted evidence. After all, I didn't think I needed to log and archive everything I transferred, where I got it originally, how I changed it from my old codes or from resource sites, etc etc. So it took me almost two weeks to gather than organize it all. However, a number of other RPHs had listened to me, looked at my evidence, and believed me, Raven then had them harassed for weeks after and openly told people not to open my posts against them. Although, they had stopped attacking my RP and me by that point (insert coincidence I think not gif). Still, I received and showed evidence of one of her former admins of a DM they had together showing me that she wanted to go after my RP to both promote their own and because they had a hate boner for me since I once called them an elitist snob. (man, lock me up!!!.....was I wrong tho?)

From alegendreborn, I was told by one of their mods that their main admin when contacted, told Raven that I had caused drama (links above explain what actually happened) and stolen their shop/points system for their RPs. Only they didn't know I had Sequence on Jcink two years before ALR was made and jcink has a shop and points system built in which I just made into a sideblog I ran when I moved Sequence to tumblr. The concept of a 'shop and cash' system to earn points and by upgrades/powers for a character based off posts might have been revolutionary on tumblr; but it was an ancient concept on jcink by that time. There was also some foolishness on the ‘look and aesthetic’ of that side blog or something. One of their staff members clearly didn’t mention they used a common and heavily used theme template just had original graphics. While I made edits to the theme itself, it was still aesthetically similar to the original design and organization the theme maker used and ALR just slightly altered. The main admin I think called Mary or something, was also really pissed off that I continued to play my character on that blog for a while as a sort of indie blog before I was told by the three members that chose to continue posting with me that they had to stop because their admin was threatening to kick them out of the RP. So I let that blog rest and years later turned it into an indie blog. One of ALR’s previous and original staff members who left for ‘personal reasons’ would later send me a submission apologizing for everything that happened during my time there, informing me that Mary and ‘Sara’ were goaded by Raven to check out every square inch of my site and find anything remotely similar then expose it as theft. No matter how vague or even if was just as both using the same font color for the same type of link and they would back them up. 

From WOTNA, raven was told that epic tale along with the staff's mistaken belief I was trolling them still a year after leaving. Along with stealing a character and a plot. However, I showed they had already 'blasted' me about that and had proven in screen shots that I had made the character I 'stole' three years before WOTNA was made, and that they had created an event right when I was making the tumblr Sequence where characters were getting number tattoos which is a major plot element of Sequence. Only, their tattoos were effectively holocaust brandings while the ones in sequence were roman numerals of various sizes, styles, etc etc. I also helped the admin there solve who their troll was and she later told me that they had indeed lied to raven about a lot of things. Raven had led them to conclusions that I was their troll and was doing this and that which made the staff come up with stories they admit to making up. Also telling me that they saw my blog for Sequence and had taken elements of it when making events and factions on WOTNA. They also publicly 'forgot' I had shown the character they accused me of stealing was in fact stolen from me but privately kept reminding each other to not mention my post about it. I was also granted access to and saved a google doc of the admins of WOTNA’s chat logs that they made in their battle against one of their former members where they openly admit to making up stories to ‘get back at me’ and deleting my asks to their main when I was wondering them on my characters being stolen. As well as asking me to return to their RP first out of despite as their admin team was having a minor civil war and then later to basically show I was ‘harassing them’ again by trying to return despite having the invite saved and even pre plotting with some of the members for when I returned.

These are the FACTS of what actually happened back then. If anyone wishes to see the evidence I have mentioned that I didn't link to feel free to DM me on tumblr, I know a couple of you stalk me still. In the end, Raven themselves has deleted this 'saga' from their defunct blog along with most of the templates I proved were stolen. Not sure if that was done because I utterly destroyed their stories, or because I threatened to sue since they were running a targeted harassment campaign and threaten to dox a MINOR. Yes, for those of you who didn't know, I was 17 years old at the time of Raven's ramblings. I was coding, running, and RPing on roleplays on jcink at the age of 13 and jumped ship to tumblr around 15 and a half. I look back on it all and just smile to be honest. I've made a living as a web designer since I was 20 and hit four digits on my income on patreon making mods for games like Sims, Skyrim, Fallout etc etc. (humble brag much?) The fact some of ya'll still think I had to steal anything then just makes me smile, nod, then forget about ya two minutes later.

I chalk it up to a lot of immature 20 something keyboard warriors going insane over someone that they just didn't like and doing whatever they could to destroy me, faking evidence, flat out lying, or just closing their eyes and screaming over anything else that went against their narrative. The facts were twisted then and were clearly twisted in people's memories to this day. However, I will also note that while EVERYONE involved in this drama has either left/been kicked out of the RPC or are now only on indie blogs under new names or running slave smut RPs, I'm still here and active. I'm on two different RPs, run an RP on both jcink and tumblr and even restarting one of my four RPs I have on tumblr here under a new roleplay name and setting while still going by Nolan. It has been entertaining seeing people still being pathetic, making up stories, and still hating on me when I don't even know any of you and haven't even interacted with 99% of the people that still get their underwear in a bunch over me. Please, move on with your lives, grow the fuck up, and stop obsessing over me everytime you finally realize I'm still around. I'll do me and you do you, if you don't like it, then press the damn block button and move on. I'm not going anywhere, I haven't done anything to warrant leaving or being harassed. The fact that people enjoy the hate for someone they know nothing of and have never spoken to speaks volumes of how privileged your lives are and how sad they are at the same time.

Admittedly, I have been no angel. I am an opinionated little shit and not afraid to voice it when asked. It tends to rub the narcissistic people the wrong way as they don't like hearing a narrative that doesn't agree with their own. When they go postal, I used to come out swinging, that I admit. I also had messaged people about joining a couple of my RPs in the past normally those their friends told me to message who were on the RP or those that popped into my 'suggested blogs' section and were on long dead or recently dead roleplays. I know some people don't like this and consider it poaching (can you poach from a dead RP though?) and I do apologize for those it rubbed the wrong way. This is a form of advertising that to this day I still see going on. If I screen cap my various active blogs I can show I get slightly more asks about joining some random RP than I get porn blogs following, reblogging, and messaging me. Some of it is done by the very person(s) that complained when I did it for my supernatural RP. I've long gotten used to the 'rules for ye but not for me' mentality that a lot of the trolls have though. It does make me laugh that Jo here called it ‘harassment’ but it doesn’t get called that when others do it and I still have dozens upon dozens of messages saved on the main of that RP of people thanking me and telling me they were looking for a new RP to join since the one their blog was tied to was dead. Ironically, I don’t have a single one that has anything negative to say about them being messaged. Unless you count “thank you so much but I’m currently taking a break from roleplaying, I’ll check you guys out in the future though.” as a negative reply.

[zachnovak]

@thiskryptonite hmmmmm.... I’m torn right now. Don’t know why I even care or making a post at all let alone on this account I barely remembered the password to. But for some reason, I’ve been missing our friendship quite a lot. Even though I always had the feeling I was second best compared to everyone else on Corinth in your eyes. We chatted a lot, everyday and had fun plotting or just making up head canon stuff with Atlas and my Noah or Markus and Noah. But I’m terrified now and know I deserve it because I couldn’t make any of you happy by existing.

To this day I still don’t understand why after everything you so easily and instantly turned your back and ghosted me after Corinth. Worse, allowed others on there to then send me hate, spread lies, drag up ancient drama that was long proven to be lies and through in all the ‘ist’ words they could think of for that chef’s kiss of trying to cancel someone. But at the same time, I’m not surprised by it either. When I was posting just on invisionfree forums I had a buddy named Ryan who I was great friends with and I coded a lot of RPs for. Only for him to not like some of the members and some how I had mad drama with them. Then with him and then ultimately kicked out of the group I made. Later he told me he would tell them I was saying stuff about them and trying to get them kicked out of the RP. The more drama they stirred and the more I defended myself he hopes they’d leave but if the drama got to bad he’d gladly kick me out of the group as he knew no matter what he did or caused, I’d always come back to him and wanna be friends. I still wanna talk and post with him to this day.

Griffin did the same thing to me. A guy I, like with you, talked to everyday for hours. Personal stuff, random crap, our characters, plans for the threads we had whatever. He didn’t like that I preformed too many actions in a post to progress it so he begun telling people I was power playing and forcing him into things. He knew they took that in the worse possible light and not that I simply made my character do more than say a response and make one action. Ultimately he got the whole RP to ignore me, ridicule me if I popped up in the OOC and even tell me to kill myself and that everyone hated me. And I did try to do as they suggested. I still wanted to talk to and post with him though.

Then Sam, she was a friend who trolled the previous mentioned RP. She knew they believed I was trolling them and sending nasty anon hate to them and members. She knew this and ramped up what she did solely because the admin pissed her off and if they thought it was me, well, who could it hurt? Jay (not Corinth jay but another one) did much the same. He stole many of the ideas, coding, and interactive elements of my first RP. Told members many lies to get them to leave my RP to join his instead. I still let him back on my RP as I missed my friend and RP buddy.

I have a history of trusting the wrong people. Of opening up to them and investing in an actual friendship with them only for them to abuse me in the end as they know I’ll always come back. Even now as I am finishing up the revamps to my RP I’m finding myself wondering what you’d think and if you’d enjoy RPing there. Why do I do that to myself? I know I have episodes due to being bipolar and that I have abandonment issues like no other. That I always try to please everyone even at the cost finically, emotionally, and even physically, of myself. I wonder if I hate myself so much that I just do that to myself. I do sometimes think I deserve all of this, to be told to end myself, to have the friend I allow in to stab me in the back . To be used, abused, and then tossed into the bins. I even find myself thinking of it’ll make people happy that I just disappear and am never heard from again that I should do it. I fail at so much, making my online friends happy, keeping them, why did I fail to do what they wanted and end it?

I’m such a glutton for punishment I actually did rejoin Corinth around Halloween. Used one of my aliases just as Nolan is one. No one suspected and I was actually well liked and all I did differently was talking regularly to more than three people. It still wasn’t for me though, far too much of a clique. I left RPing on tumblr after that. I felt so great zero drama and no one playing Mean Girl games just because they knew I existed still. But now I’m almost done revamping my RP, I want to try it again. I hate that I allowed toxic people to get to me and feel like shit just because they have issues their immature minds tell them it’s ok to destroy someone with mental issues and end something they put so much hard work and planning into just because.... someone got a message from them I guess. I don’t want any drama this time. I just want to stick to my group and the couple I’m currently RPing in, in peace. But at the same time, I wanna run everything passed you and get your input like when I was first making it. I’m nervous, jittery, and feel like I wanna throw up. But not because I worry for the RP lasting or getting members. But because I’m waiting for when your Corinth buddies will attack my RP and me again. When whatever drama they have somehow is my fault again even though I don’t even know who those people are let alone their blogs or what they do. But I know it’s going to happen. That type of person can’t let it not happen. They have to destroy someone, anyone to make themselves feel better. I’m scared and not because I know this will happen again. It’s because I know I’m going to to fail and the first attack from them is going to make me feel like I failed them and need to end either my RP or myself just to make them happy and leave me alone again. Well this turned into a ramble. Guess I’ll sign off this account. I got that off my chest. Don’t think it’ll help, it’ll probably be ignored really and my little prophecy will come to pass. But at least I got it down for when it does.

[zachnovak]

Didn’t they also call you racist then backpeddle it?

Yes and she can’t tell you why other than ‘he’s known for it’. But I’ll answer that. I had DMed her friend who accused me of stealing to ‘call off her jihad’ against me. That I had been spammed with vile anons and demands to kill myself, my members got the same, RPHs were telling me a lot of the same. As well as previous, current and random RPs had messaged me they were getting harassed by people over me. It felt like she had raged a war of religious fevor against me in the span of three days. Because I used that word I was racist and once the truth of the codes came out, they stopped for a while. Then when they kept calling me a a white man and I revealed I’m Mexican, steph who apparently is the same ethnicity as me made a comment on why I was online when I should be mowing a lawn.

[zachnovak]

There are a lot of stories of steph and the horrible things she’s done. It’s been great that the rpc kicked her out. Didn’t she also delete things after you informed her on what her actions caused?

I honestly had no idea any of that was going. But it does make me laugh that she and her friend tried to get me banned from tumblr RPing and ended up being such problematic people that both of them are long gone and kicked out of the RPC themselves. No clue, as I said I don’t follow or pay attention to personal blogs or anything in tags. But from what she said after I exposed her, I’m assuming that she would delete the evidence of her bullshit but with an arrogantly smug comment that she was in the right to make me make an attempt on my own life.

[zachnovak]

So I don’t normally log onto this account much so I haven’t seen any of the many messages and such I’ve been getting on recent posts concern some dumb drama. In a nut shell, some adults who act more like immature children from the Mean Girls universe love to make crap up and I was the current target as I.... was breathing? I dunno. Apparently I’m the anti christ or something and they haven’t gotten over that their attempts to cancel me and even cause me to commit acts of self harm with continued targeted harassment and involving me in drama I know nothing about have all failed. Frankly, it’s because I literally don’t give a shit. I come to tumblr to RP, make my posts, and then hop on my PS4, switch, class work, gym time whatever. I don’t care about drama or what’s going on in the RPC as I know it’s a shot show filled with drama and people trying gossip girl type ‘takedowns’ of others just for breathing in when they were suppose to breathe out.

Because of that crap I literally just sign on to in the RPs I’m in then close the tumble tab. I do not have a personal, I do not check out any tags other than for the face claims I use to get pics or gifs, and I go out of my way NOT to know anyone’s personal blogs or their aliases. If we talk on discord great, if not, great as well. I do occasionally make my own group and put my current one on hiatus as the recent drama turned me off but going to reopen it soon. I’ve just been part of a couple of groups since and currently. However, since some people are interested in my past here because of the nonsense, here we go.

I was on an RP called alegendreborn which was one of my first RPs on tumblr. It seemed great and welcoming. I picked one of their skeleton canons and was happy to be there. I got along with people but didn’t know how to reblog properly as I was new to tumblr and three way posts were extreme confusing. Apparently my inability to properly reblog them pissed off some of the members. Because of that I only really talked to one person in the RP who helped me learn how to reblog correctly. Also, my character had a pre-established connection to another as a ‘best friend’ so we had a couple of threads. However, I quickly noticed the min of that character could go 3 weeks to months without posting but pass all activity checks and would focus on bubble RPing with the same three muns. When this person ignored our thread for weeks I sent them three messages four days apart each that reminded them of the thread which I was told they’d post. On the last message I told this person I was ending our thread and requesting that staff change my characters group in an event they were running as they put our characters in the same group and I no longer trusted this person to post in a timely manner to me. I was quickly ‘invited to leave’ and had multiple members message me on Skype to basically tell me I was shit and an awful person for trying to get a reply I’d been waiting 2 months to get. So I left and never looked back.

I later joined an RP called warofthenewage-rpg which again seemed friendly but much more basic lore wise than the previous RP. I quickly noticed a character who was almost EXACTLY like a skeleton canon I had on an RP I made on a jcink forums RP two years before. I messaged the player of that character asking if he knew of my RP he said he did but before I could presue anything he instantly wanted to plot my character with his. I did message the main about it but was later told they ‘never got it’. We plotted our character as a couple as the chemistry they were displaying in our first few threads was very apparent and we loved posting together and could pop out paragraphs of posts minutes after the other just posted. Eventually, that min begun to became very controlling of how and what I was posting. If my character had a thought of his that wasn’t postive or lovey, he’d berate the hell out of me on Skype and threaten to end our plot. Apparently he had also been complaining the his friends in the RP and told them I posted ‘too many actions’ and that it made him feel forced to react in specific ways. That telephoned to other members and morphed into I was forcing him to do exactly what I told him to post and poweplaying/god modding him. Now I come from forum RPs and there to post A LOT and you progress the thread with each post. This is done so you’re not 30 posts in and you’re characters are still at the door that one of them knocked on in the very first post.

Eventually, most members begun to refuse to speak to me because of the complaining he did which they’d snowball into some out of this world epic drama. The staff even begun to be hostile, use the gossip blog to belittle my character, and would pretend not to receive my applications when I tried for additional characters or my wanted ads but use the info to create a very similar character or ‘update’ an existing one. Well, about 2 months of members ignoring me or belittling me followed, staff made it worse and the mun I had a plot with decided to when not telling me I suck and no one liked me, he’d say we still had our plot but then took my character out of the equation and made another character take his place. Naturally I was upset as I had been through months of harassment, belittling, and treated like crap by everyone in the RP because of this guy only to in the end be thrown away. I resolved to move my character on. I only spoke to him and two other people in the RP and one of them had a character that was insanely into my character. However, the guy I had the plot with was insanely sexually attracted to the face claim so when my character and this new one had threads, he tried to tell the RP and even the other mun that I was forcing them into posting and into smutting which was engaged by the other person in one of our threads. I was harassed by that guy for days until I dropped that plot and basically used a ‘reset’ option for my character. However, that pissed off the guy and I again was relentlessly attacked by him on Skype. After months of the members ignoring me for (to my knowledge, no reason as I never spoke with 98% of the RP) or insulting me and out right telling me to kill myself, an attempt was made and I was effectively gone for almost two months for recovery.

Almost a year later I came back and begun to remake my old jcink RP here on tumblr. It took me about 5 months to do and I dug up codes from codepen and codrops to use in the theme. I also copied the aesthetic from the jcink RP’s theme and brought it over. The RP was very popular and seen as one of the best designed and story driven ‘mutant’ type RPs around. However, an admin from another RP became very bitter at it and me. This admin ran an RPH and had their own RP in the same genre in the past. They were revamping it and noticed our RPs had a similar aesthetic, apparently monchromatic themes AKA a them that uses shades of white, grey, and black for most of its coloring was only allowed to be used by that admin. The admin attacked my RP and claimed I had stolen their theme and coding and even went so far as going into my coding and pasting selective bits of it. I was asleep when she made the original post and woke up to dozens of anon messages ranging from calling me a thief to demanding I kill myself. All my members were harassed in the same way and she had contacted all the RPHs I had asked for a shoutout or was on their spotlights of to ‘inform them’ and then openly attack them if they didn’t remove any mention of my RP and signal boost her post. She even went so far as to harass and threaten RPs I was on, that I was one, or that had a character that sounded anything like any of mine. I even had an affiliation thing started but many of those I had been added to messaged me that they were being harassed and I told them to pretend they didn’t know what was going on. I’d take the hit for them and spare them farther harassment and leave their RPs if they wanted as I was on most of them.

During this time I was recovering from everything I was being slammed with be anons and the RPs previously mentioned going off as well in some pity attempt to get revenge for... not being liked on their RPs three and two years previously? I also was collecting evidence that many of the codes this RPH claimed she made and in stole were in fact on codrops and codepen. A good amount I made myself but a large chunk were from these resource sites with some heavy edits so they’d work better on tumblr. I even had evidence that many of her own coding templates had codes directly from these sites and others with no credit given to them and her claiming she created all the coding on her own. I submitted it to many RPHs and many of them saw the error and how this person was very toxic in the community and was making more drama than helping it. Some ignored it outright as she was popular and I was just a nobody. It took 3 years to recover from it in terms of my reputation and I again shut down my RP for a bit as I had made another attempt on my own life as that person and her friends continued to harass me and attack me on their personal or RPH accounts.

The last bit of drama came when I joined an RP called Corinth Bay. At first there wasn’t any and I had long since adopted my, sign on just to post and then bounce method of being on an RP. I eventually got to know one member named Shane. @inthenamexofthemoon I think we became pretty good friends as we talked everyday for basically the whole day. We had plots, enjoyed posting, and just chatting. I noticed that RP was heavily cliquey and wasn’t aware that Shane was a part of the admin’s clique. This group had multiple issues with member complaining their characters were being ignored and people were bubble RPing with the same people over and over. I myself had to constantly ask people if they wanted to plot or just post and even the main had to post up announcement about ignoring starters to make closed ones and expanding who they post with. I also had questions on much of the lore of the RP as other than the origins of each supernatural species, the lore was very generic and vague. I asked around and got a lot of different opinions on what could or couldn’t be done by each species and just went with what was common among them all. Shane himself helped me a bit and I went with his suggestions which apparently were completely wrong as the staff had to talk to me on ‘breaking lore’.

After that, I expressed openly how I felt the staff didn’t like me and my concern that given how cliquey the place was, if the staff didn’t like me I’d probably be ‘exiled’ from the group as a whole AKA no one would post or talk to me. Which did happen with the exception of Shane. Others I had spoken to had long left and told me stories of the awfulness of some of the members and staff. So I begun working on an RP of the same genre that I had half finished years before. Shane was kept in the loop every step of the way and pinned and loved all the lore I showed him which I did to ensure it was both in-depth and easy to follow but also wasn’t ‘bad’ IE, offensive if certain things are mentioned. He loved it and ensured me it was great and pinned everything I showed him so he’d reference it when making his characters. Eventually I worked on it so much that I kept only the bare minimum activity requirements for Corinth Bay but obeyed the rules of activity to the letter. However, the staff ultimately removed me despite even admitting that they knew I still had a couple of days before failing the activity check and had actually ‘not counted’ a couple of posts I made for an event going on as I should have replied to starters for it first but it wasn’t a requirement. Also they used a blog to post up starters as many RPs like to do now only they were also slow to reblog them and never used the starter tags so they’d get buried quickly on the dash with everyone posting picture posts and what not.

Ultimately I gave up on that RP, didn’t need the toxic environment and finished mine. Shane got very quiet though and didn’t reply to my discord messages for a couple of days. When he did he suddenly got a bit hostile and everything in my RP WAS ‘problematic’ and because of that he wouldn’t be joining. I had no idea what he meant as before he said it was perfect and awesome so I asked what he meant specifically. Eveutally he told me a little of what he meant. Apparently there was racism as In the witch’s page mentioning that voodoo and other cultural magical/practices was a form of magic some witches practiced was both racist and cultural appropriation. Although voodoo was indeed a magical/belief practice used as a magical practice I decided to just remove its mention in the end. He also didn’t like that in the lore, there were female characters that were ‘bad’ and that was sexist. This I choose not to change as it’s sexist to say women can’t be villains and felt as just an excuse. Especially since my lore included many powerful women, men, and gender less entities that were villains, heroes, and neutral parties.

Eventually after opening, I decided to message the people I had previous posted with telling them the RP was ready and I’d love for them to check it out. Those from Corinth Bay I messaged were either aware I was making one and wanted to see it or were people Shane and I hinted to it being made and they had at least a slight interest in it. Admittedly, I also messaged blogs that came on the ‘recommended blogs’ part of the dash. Only those that were inactive according to the last few IC posts that were showing in their blogs. I know this gets a mixed reaction from some as some view it as a horrible thing even if the blogs are inactive but many MANY people also appriecate it and the fact that someone read their blog and was very impressed with their writing ability and character. I myself receive many of these messages on my retired blogs and don’t see an issue with it myself. Even if I did I’d just block the blog that sent it and never think of them again like a normal person.

One of the members I DIDN’T even know who they were apparently didn’t like this and decided to make drama over it. To this day I don’t know who this person even is or was when I was on that RP and still don’t as everyone drops and makes new characters when bored on there. Shane went fully 180 on me and turned vile and petty which is clearly to save face with the people on that RP. He knows me from all our talks and that the bullshit he spreads is itself false but still was a bit of a pity bitch for a while. Apparently the friend @stephwuzhere @loganlcrmans of the admin that tried to cancel me also wanted to rehash that old drama but was quickly shut down. I had no idea who this person even was at first as again, I don’t follow any tags and go out of my way to avoid personal blogs and ones like RPH, RPT, and whatever unless just asking for a quick shoutout to my RP. I had no idea that this person was also very toxic and involved in targeted harassment, grooming, and identity theft of various people in the RPC just because she didn’t like them at the moment.

I have decided to stay away from this shit storm despite some of these people still trying to drag me into it even though I literally haven’t thought about them for months and barely even remember they exist. I’ll be reopening my RP soon and hope that these people who live their privlenged lives will eventually get over themselves and do some growing up. I say their are privileged because you must be if you can harp on drama for months and keep dragging someone you have no connection or knowledge of. The rest of us, adults, have things like work, bills, school, friends, and trying to destress from watching our bank account get more and more empty to care about pity immature online drama. Especially when it’s bullshit like ‘he dared to remind me he exists’. Please, grow up and do better people. There is life outside of the internet and when you get too old to be in the RPC which is apparently a thing now, you’ll see just how stupid you were to make so much drama for no reason other than being pity, stupid, immature, brats.

[zachnovak]

@loganlcrmans Apparently you blocked me which is cute. You didn’t read it.... because you knew just one cap would shatter your little narrative that I stole from other RPs even though I already had my own YEARS ago? You promote a false narrative and openly jump for joy and glee when you hear your harassment of someone caused them to attempt a self deletion, then when confronted with even a small shred of proof you were wrong you.... hide... cute. I already think you’re a sick and disgusting human being for loving what you caused to almost happen. You’ve also tried the racist card on me before until you learned I wasn’t a white guy but Mexican with less than 5% Spaniard in me from my mother’s side. If I recall correctly, you and your friend even made racist jokes about Mexicans shortly after that to. Unlike you lot, I’ve never joked about or shown contempt for any race, religion, or gender. As far as RPing goes, I play white, POC, straight, and LGBTQ, mute, death, and even blind characters. Why you think it’ll work now is just sad.

Anyway. I was asked in a polite and mature manner to further elaborate on the bullshit you and your buddies created about me as apparently just one screen cap is interesting, more is needed to explain things. Because I was asked nicely, I’ll happily reveal parts of what I sent out that disapproved your harassment campaign.

These images are from the original Sequence RP that was on Jcink Forums. As the dates show, I had the RP created and active back in 2014. One RP that would later take back what they claimed, had made a claim that I had stolen bits and pieces of their RP to make my own. As you can see, back in 2014, I already had all of my lore created, posted, and strung together on a then active RP forum. Some changes and condensing was done for what I opened on tumblr though. However, white a few of the claimed ‘thefts’ were in fact present 3 years prior on a completely different media form such as ‘number tattoos, an organization and a ‘rebel faction’ and containing it in one city. 

This is the ‘original character’ I supposedly stole from the above mentioned RP. However, as I explained to the admin of that group when I was first on it and later when they came to me after opening this old RP on tumblr; he originally was mine. This was put up on Sequence when it first opened but got buried or flat out ignored. The admin of the other group even later admitted they kind of hoped it would get ignored as when they asked about me about it, I presented them with this evidence. The original character was HEAVILY similar, borderline based off this skeleton canon. They have the same face claim of Stephen Amell, same powers, same first name, and similar background. The info is revealed by hovering over the picture causing it to do a twirl like a revolving door and settle on the back to reveal the details. The player even admitted to me that he knew of my old RP and as you can seen, I had this character created YEARS before the RP the ‘original character’ was on was even thought of. I did change the ‘vanguard’ sub group into the CPD for the tumblr RP though.

Would you like anymore? Possibly the ones of me helping this admin catch the people that were actually harassing her members and RP? The ones detailing what drama really hit that place? Or us inviting each other to our RPs or to 1x1?

You guys not only harassed the main of my then RP with messages telling me to end myself and calling me everything under the sun. You also did it to my members, you did it to any RPH that gave me a shout out and worse to the couple that even told you they knew you were lying and making drama. You harassed former RPs I was on to try and dig up dirty or make it up. Any RP I tried to join or there was a character that had the same FC or similar name to any of mine you harassed viciously. There were even talks of giving away my IP address and trying to dox me. Is it any wonder you people push me, a personal with abandonment and loneliness issues and who always feels like he fails at everything after putting in so much work and wanting to create a place free of drama, cliques, terrible people, and the ever shifting annoyances of immature people who haven’t grown passed the maturity of a 12 year old like you; into ending myself? Grow up, get a life, or at least hobbies and learn that actions have real consequences. It’s also still not too late to file a claim against you and your friend and to be honest, it wouldn’t hurt to have recovered something out of the crap you pulled for your made up, childish, lies.

Now in case this wasn’t clear Steph, this me me telling you nicely and in a mature manner. KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!!! unless of course you want me to now publicly post that the codes you and your friend said I stole are in fact CODEpen resources. It would be a bunch of links and kind of funny to see someone explain how I stole ‘original’ codes from a person here on tumblr when they are actually from a site dedicated to providing coding resources and templates for anyone to use freely. Especially after how hard that person went at claiming the codes were their original work.

[jayrpssometimes]

[zachnovak]

I’m Jay! From Corinth Bay! Nice to meet you! I play mostly wlw and I know you’re pretty disinterested in interacting with female characters, so I’m not really surprised that you have no idea who I am. That’s okay though–I avoided a lot of your mess and just had to hear about it from my friends. :) I was going to link this to some folks and ignore it, but since you linked that youtube video that said “bitch where????”, I’ll show you where. I also know Shane told you where you were racist, misogynist, and plagiarized and decided to ignore that, so please don’t claim ignorance. 

Again your false narrative is a bit laughable but also.... interesting. First off, not sure on your comment on female characters, I RPed with quite a few of them and had plots with them but they didn’t last long as they later told me they didn’t like the drama of the RP after they had left it suddenly. As for the other stuff...

As for Shane... 

Shane did make me aware of his concerns stated only that some of it viewed woman negatively. His messages are blocked as to show I have him blocked now. Now issues were brought up other than some of the women mentioned in the lore were while powerful and strong, were sometimes evil. Later told its sexist to try and say women can’t be whatever they want good, evil, or neutral. As well as mention of certain practices magic wise that were cultural being mentioned as examples of magical practices certain witches and cultures used. You’ll find based on what he told me, I edited his concerns and removed some of them completely from the lore.. I of course was quite confused on it as he had read through this stuff before and loved it, understood it, and made plots around it. Tried to inform him on my own stance but then begun to rewrite stuff as I trusted his judgement. Of course it was only the stuff SHANE told me about so its interesting that you don’t seem to really know whats up. I also informed Shane later that I had a few people read over it that were much more ‘PC aware’ than I am as I admit I’m not really aware of how people take things in the RPC here as I’m a forum RP originally and mainly and the culture there is much more isolated and relaxed. Something obviously and bluntly racist  and such is called out but people don’t analyze wording to find hidden ‘ist’ behaviors. So you saying I ignored him is completely false and disproven which kind of throws most of your comments into the area of ‘is jay a liar?’ in my book at least. You either ignored facts or someone didn’t tell you everything I can’t decide which is true but it is expected as you really want to make drama and harass someone.

So you’re saying I spoke to an admin that wasn’t lauren and yet... some how lauren knows the full details? interesting. The only thing I was old on people being uncomfortable was that a couple were friends of the person accessing me of things and like the acusser, they hounded the admins about me. The admin I spoke to read over what I sent her and like many others had concluded that it indeed was drama someone created because they had an axe to grind. However, she was stressed because of the issues created. Which is probably why she told me I could just rejoin under a new alias and character as I had already been plotting and gotten to know quite a few members who liked me at that point. But its interesting an admin I likely never spoke to there had something to say. I say likely never spoke to because I do believe I was dealing with a different admin when creating my character than when this issue was brought up. Their manner of speaking...well typing was different and I recall I was shown that RP by a member and had pre-plotted with a few before joining.

You haven’t released the whole convo but I’m used to people cherry picking things which is quite interesting. 

All in all though I’m getting a sense that either you don’t actually know what you’re talking about and being spook fed certain bits of information. Or, you’re rewriting facts just to fit a narrative. Either way, its really boring and dramatic for someone who supposedly doesn’t care about me one way or the other to throw a fit like they’re as old as my eight year old niece. While I’ll take some of the advice to heart and work on improving certain wording to remain true to my lore while also conscious of people’s feelings on the wording use. I’m also sorry for contacting people on discord who I had the contacts of and we spoke on plotting and for some, normally along with plots. As well those shane and I discussed talking to about my RP. I also advise you to grow up. This isn’t high school anymore. Throwing fits and swearing someone out might look fun on reality tv but you’ll eventually realize how foolishly you acted when you could have done so in a much better way. This is why I don’t really follow tags like RPC and RPT and such. I see just a lot of needless drama and fighting. We’re here RPing to have fun, pass the time, and escape from the crap that plagues are real lives, why make drama, try gossip girl type take downs, and create a mess that when you look back at when you reach a mature age you can’t believe you acted that way?  Call out real issues, call out serious acts of racism, sexism and such. But you’re whole thing comes off originally as ‘we don’t like you, disappear. Oh you have comments.... I’m putting you on blast.’ Relax there TMZ. This will be my last reply to any of this and I won’t bother looking at it again. As I always do, I’m going to stick to my carved out corner of the community where everyone speaks to each other, we have a fun time, keep the drama to IC, and have a blast. If that grinds your gears I’m sorry, but the community I tend to build and surround myself with tends to be some of the friendliest and welcoming people I know. So if they ever want a place where they can just post and have fun in the OOC, my group is the place for it.

[jayrpssometimes]

[zachnovak]

Not sure if you mean you never read my lore or I never read Corinth’s as both are highly inaccurate. You were one of the people I came to regarding how vague the lore was and how the admins seemed to expect people to know every last bit about everything when it wasn’t written down anywhere to read. You also know I reached out to everyone I could and who sent me requests to plot. Due to our earlier talk on the admin team clearly not liking me and the fact a good chunk of the RP were in her cliquey, I’m not surprised some didn’t want to get back to me. I can leak those DMs.

If you mean you never read mine I can easily disprove that as well as I linked to you everything as I made it and we hand discussions on it for hours after.

We were friends Shane, you know that. However, after the admin unfollowed me and it was known to be premature and for personal reasons you completely ghosted me. You, came up with really random reasons why you no longer wanted to join the RP you had been so hyped and had multiple plots with my characters already. I retyped a lot of it simply because I trusted your judgment and had up to that point. When I asked you about the edits you continued to ghost me but I received vicious anons about the stuff you brought up and the person that sent them didn’t hit the ‘post as anonymous’ check for one of them. So I became aware that you were spreading rumors to your friends on corinth and allowed them to harass me. Not sure if you encouraged it, or just spread nonsense that enabled this bullying and harassment. I hope you don’t get any hate and you likely won’t as your in with the corinth people. What you did though was something I can’t forgive as you from what I can see ditched and then lied about me and then did nothing as your ‘friends’ decided to harass me. I still tried to reach out to you but you never replied and I knew I was falling into old toxic habits and figured, it wasn’t worth it

[jayrpssometimes]

[zachnovak]

I laugh that you actually bring this up now steph despite it having caused deep trauma to me that resulted in a ‘self deletion’ attempt. It’s nice to know that you quite relish in that fact as well as it wasn’t something that was kept private. In fact, everything that happened because of you and your friends actually still deeply effects me to this day and I almost regularly see someone about it still which is pretty fincinically draining for someone that lives paycheck to paycheck.

As stated before. Despite proving my previous RP’s coding was both resources from CODEpen and COdrops for some of the bases and then modified as well as original work. It also came out later that the accuser was leading a harassment campaign and was sending regular nasty anons to not only the main, the members, but every RP I popped on, was on, every RPH i asked for a shoutout on, and even targetted former RPs I was on. I’d be glad to show the DMs on skype and tumblr that I got from these places explaining this and how it was causing them great stress and a couple even panic attacks. I’d even be happy to show the skype convo I had with an admin who openly admitted that she not only falsifed claims to that accuser but also choose not to reveal she knew some of her claims were false. That her RP’s main was being trolled and a few members and I helped her reveal that it was a former moderator of her who admitted to me she was doing it because she was mad at that admin, was trolling members, and knew they would blame it on me but didn’t care.  As well as it also being done by a previous member who POSTED IN THEIR TAGS about how they allegedly stole a character from her. However, I’ll have to them first.

In the meantime though, the false narrative that my RP was parts of other currently going RPs was a complete lie. I had sent this to your buddy but apparently it never got out. it is only one piece of stuff you clearly either never saw or hid.

This was the original incarnation of Sequence. It was a jcink forum RP I created when I was quite young. I brought it over to tumblr following some bad experiences in the hopes of creating a space to just have fun and chill while posting with great players. I’ll direct you to the dates shown.... 2014.....so I some how had an RP I simply brought over three years later to tumblr that I somehow actually made by taking bits and pieces of other RPs made years later ...... interesting. I’ll also point you to the aesthetic which looks...familiar somehow... I can’t quite put my finger on it though its like I might have based a change from a theme from a maker I modified based off this aesthetic and coding from CODEpen which is popularly used on forum RPs for  base coding and just moved and modified them for tumblr....... interesting. not pictured is the menubar which also has a familiar drop down coding.

Admittedly, back then I didn’t quite know the rules of themes on tumblr. Jcink, you are provided resource themes (they call skins) and are allowed to COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY modify them so they look nothing like the original. You’re just required to leave a credit to the maker of the ‘original skin’. I had assumed this was fine when modifying my first ever theme on tumblr, which is wrong. I also accidently deleted the visible credit on the main page but had it on other pages and in the coding still. It was my mistake and I apologized to the theme maker but back then it was through ask as tumblr didn’t have a messenger yet. 

[jayrpssometimes]

Hey @callofthe-wyld! Knock this shit off!

You were kicked out of Corinth Bay for activity reasons! I personally didn’t want to interact with you bc you godmod like crazy and you tend to make people really uncomfortable, but god damn are my friends sick of you. This is one of at least three messages you’ve sent people in Corinth Bay following being kicked out, and the fact that you’re trying to slander the RP to current members is FUCKING SHITTY. I now also know you’re sending people discord messages with the same thing, trying to poach them from Corinth Bay. I know you did this after you got kicked out of empire-rp years ago and even threatened to sue them for slander?? Or??? idk??? Shane blocked you, my dude. He doesn’t want anything to do with you.

I’m also assuming you’re sending these sorts of messages to members of other supernatural rps, bc that was what you did after you got kicked out of empire. 

Keep your racist, misogynist, plagiarized RP away from my friends. They’re all blocking you for a reason.

[zachnovak]

Hey @jayrpssometimes​ Doing this from an old abandoned RP account as I don’t possess a personal blog. Don’t even know who you are but ok. My recent message history. That aside. as I said, Don’t know who you are but I know you are quite ill informed on a lot of things. For he sake of my mental health and to save you from yourself I’ll give you the truth in a respectful and mature manner. As you’re bring up someone who is quite triggering to me now and it isn’t petty and immature like your post.

1) I don’t speak to current members of the RP as I know its toxic environment and Shane’s as he calls it ‘loving a bit of tea’ ways would probably blow any communication with them right up. I was unfollowed on Corinth because as the admin admitted to me, she didn’t like that I neither replied to her messages instantly, and I wouldn’t rewrite a starter so she’d reply to it. Also the lore on that RP was so vague that when asked about it I was given multiple answers and went with what was the most common trait. The staff hadn’t clarified what ‘can and can’t be done’ by numerous species while their origins were given, the ‘how, can, and can’t’ were not even when asked. They also required characters to know information during events or when certain characters came into the RP that the character’s could possibly know and because I refused to let my characters know OOC knowledge, she again didn’t like me. 

Once I got clarification from staff. on some of the ‘can and can’t’ of that group I immediately changed what my witch could do even though that stuff was never (while I was there) added to the lore and was in fact, later shown to be incorrect itself. Shane (or screen grabs) can attest to me commenting i had the feeling staff didn’t like me and would likely use this situation and their lack of clarification against me later as I got the vibe staff was like that. The staff knows I had passed the AC they ran but unfollowed me for personal reasons which is when I was approached by others who both left and are still in that RP about their own horror stories. I and a few others have saved DMs, asks, and even screen grabs of the OOC from the staff and members displaying some of the nastiness, the toxic environment and more. Including staff acknowledging the bubble RPing and ignoring both new members and threads that don’t involve the same circle of people that love to bubble RP together. The constant dropping and picking up of characters who instantly or were created specifically to AGAIN RP with the same person over and over. Even still, I was encouraged to return but decided not to because of all the venom, and my lack of antidotes.

2) I actually had a long talk with the staff of Empire when I joined it years ago. Well, one of them at least. I was informed that they were being harassed by a certain person outside of the group and their friends in regards to me as that person had a personal vendetta against me for calling them an elitist and calling them out for stealing codes off of CODEpen an open resource site that multiple coders used to share their work and calling them as their own. I myself used codepen for the base of some of my coding on the group I had then and properly linked the codepen posts. Even after providing them the evidence of this and how others were calling the other party out on it, empire still decided to keep my unfollowed but I was allowed to return if I changed my alias just to avoid them being harassed. I had decided not to as I didn’t want to bother the staff in case someone found out. I actually brought legal proceedings against the Harasser as my state has anti online stalking and harassment laws as it had gotten that bad even more so after they learned of my mental issues. Once they were informed of my talking to a lawyer they quickly stopped. I had brought this up with the staff member I was speaking to which is probably how you have vague knowledge of it you seemed to have twisted for your narrative.

3) I have also blocked him after helping me create some of the ideas on my current RP and deciding to turn his back on me when Lauren used her personal reasons to remove me from the group. I don’t need toxic people in my life like that. My life has been filled with people using me for money, for my skills, my work ethic, or because they’re bored, and then just drop me. As well as people being my friend only to dump me the moment it’ll give them clout with someone else because they know I will always forgive them in the end and accept them back into my life when they ultimately reach out again. It has caused a number of issues for me and has lead to a couple of attempts to stop said life. 

I probably should have known what was up after everything he sent me on discord bad-mouthing a few of the members past and present but we spent hours just chit chatting daily and BOTH of us being hyped when I opened my RP and didn’t see it. Considering his complete 180 not more than ten minutes after Corinth unfollowed me, I’m lead to believe since I wasn’t on good terms with the staff who is the primary person he bubble RPs with, he magically and suddenly had reasons to not speak to me anymore and spill a little tea as he said he loves to do. Side note.... just did a quick check... I’m only blocked by the 4 people that did the majority of the bubbly RPing so..... win in my book.

4) I sent some to a couple of corinth past and current members who were interested or Shane and I had talked about maybe bringing over. I also had discord contacts and figured ‘what the hell? I’ll ask them to check it out’. Shane later told me he wasn’t comfortable with me doing so and mentioning him at all. Which is... ironic to say the least, strategic is more accurate though.

5)   racist, misogynist, plagiarized...... not to be negative or anything but the only reaction that sums up a response is this . Please don’t attach triggering buzz words like that just because you clearly want to make drama, sip and then spill a little tea. I could include the numerous screen grabs I have of this but I’m not as I’m not a toxic person like you and a few on there are. 

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kitgrays:

“Might be.” Blushing at the mere mention of Al, Kit huffed in response. “Shut up,” The boy grumbled as he nudged the other man. “In certain situations it might be a lot easier. Others might kind of give me a case of stage fright.”

"You blushing? Ahhhh, that's as adorable as it is innocent which is... weird as you're far from innocent." he nudged the other back and laughed as he said "Feel free to take me out then. But when I beat you here, it'll be an expensive bit of take out."

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adamroberts:

Adam rolled his eyes. “Not everyday we get a carnival to ourselves. Take advantage while ya can Gym Bunny.” Adam didn’t know the guys name but given his stature, yeah, he was the gym bunny type. Had to be. “Here.” To add that extra little bit, Adam moved over to the dark haired guy and pushed the trio of darts into his hand, nodding toward the dartboard.

"Gym bunny? You know, it's supposedly not ok to instantly check someone's body out and judge them for it. Not like someone else hasn’t been doing double chest day either though" Zach gave the other a cocky smirk as he took the darts he was offered. "Nice to know its appreciated though. So, this a friendly game or should I wager you buying me a drink when I win?"

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adamroberts:

Adam rolled his eyes and threw the gym bunny a dour look. “If that’s the best ya got you really need a drink. Or five,” He said back, turning and throwing his next trio of darts. “I like bein’ mardy as much as the next bloke but really, take it from me, take advantage while ya can.” He said, plucking the darts back out, heading back to his spot and facing Zach.

"Oh I got a lot more in me but I'm saving them. It's always best to let them out at just the right moment. Otherwise, you risk running into a time when you really need a good joke and you're out of material." He watched as the other threw his darts, not bad really, though he noticed he didn't hit the bullseye. "Here I thought taking advantage of things was considered a bad thing."