La Zaldiuvas

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Hey guys does any of you use Line? I like it better than what’s up and I think I would be great to have a Ben 10 chat to talk about that fucking hero and his gay adventures ??? Idk ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` ) Also I’m planning on making cocoppa icons of ben, does any of you use cocoppa (´-` )?

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luccicute said: ALL THE DIFFERENT WAYS THIS SHIP CAN GO DOWN! OH THE POSSIBILITIES! XD i loveeee!

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Theres so many shit that needs to be done.

And by so many shit i mean that magical boy that can turn into aliens shit im not even joking

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But guys what if Ben decided to go to the plumbers academy and there he meet Rook. And in this universe Rook is still a plumber but hes like an elite or a teacher of some shit and he's like super famous and he's like everyone's sempai. Then Ben is like "i don't know what the big deal is" so he challenges him and of course looses but then Rook decides to be his mentor and they become like BFFs and shit and go to missions and the ship happens OMG i can't get up now

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spooky-swellows said: and then there were none (of my emotions left)

bro

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i knew i was gonna like that episode, but not to this point

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but just how tiny Nega Ben is

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"We're all here for you..."

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Somewhere between 2 to 3 am this I didn’t make sense anymore and i forgot what the ask was all about. I'll try to make a better one later ~

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So I promised I would explain why I was gone for so long in my last post. This is something that you don’t actually need to read, but some people were wondering if I was okay or what have happened to me and here it is.

First of all, I got to say that we had a lot of work for finals, team work to be precise. Most of my classmates don’t know how to do shit, so I had a LOOOT of work to do because of this. Needless to say I got home exhausted and sick of school, drawing or anything, so I thought I would give myself a one week break from drawing and everyone.

But when I got home, there was a lot of stuff going on like my sister’s birthday (which I don’t have a good relationship since a couple of years), my grandma’s needs (I kinda had to get to her house almost every day to take care of anything that she needed) and most importantly, my dog Kikio.

I lost time trying to make my sister happy, and that something I’m not going to even bother explaining, and as for my grandma, everything went well as expected, but sometimes she asked me to come more often, and since I’m the only grandchild which apparently has no work or chores, it always had to be me.

However, when it came to my dog Kikio, everything was pretty much hard. She was my most beloved pet since I was 11 years old and it broke my heart when I had to leave her to study here. My brother was often telling me that she had been losing weight, but it was nothing to worry about. But when I got home that April, the realization shocked me. She was WAY to skinny and less active. This really broke my heart. So I decided that when I wasn’t busy I would be with her, because I didn’t know how much time I would have to do so.

I took her for walks to her favorite places until she couldn’t walk anymore. At that point she couldn’t even eat or poop whit out me or my brother helping her, so her last weeks she just laid on the floor. On her last week, my brother had to come to Guadalajara for a convention and I had to take care of her myself (with occasional help of my mom, because she was kinda weak too). It was really tiring since I had to check on her every two hours just to turn her around so she wouldn’t get scrapes because of her thin skin.

It was the longest and most tiring week I have had in a long time and even though I had hope for her, my brother told me that her sickness wasn’t curable and we had to sacrifice her. This happened in the very last day of my vacations, the next day I had to fly back here for my next four-month period.

I thought I was okay but I stopped taking some of my classes, I really didn’t want to go outside sometimes. It wasn’t until a month later that I realized I had a little depression and my grades stared to fall. So the next two months I had to repair everything I had done in the last one and it wasn’t easy, I barely made it actually.

I did get into tumblr just to distract myself a little bit, and seeing your messages actually made me happy, I really appreciate the people who send me those. I’ll promise I’ll answer them privately today.

So that was pretty much it, I’m sorry if I look mean because it takes me too long to answer you messages, but It brightens my day to get them and sometimes I just overthink my answers (way too much) and in the end, I end up answering shit.

However this period is actually really light, the lighter I have had actually, and I really want to make the best out of it. Again, I'm really sorry for all of this, but losing Kikio had a bigger impact in me than i thought. 

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Stuff i might finish tomorrow because gotta get up early

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... I have a thing for males and sweaters

... also hey, its been a while (╯_╰)

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can you feel the tracing?? i sure do ~

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haha sooo i kinda did 1 and half of the 3 ideas you gave me thegreatbentennyson???

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sorry for not posting anything today, but it's been some hard times.

Hopefully i'll be able to do some today, we'll see

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I really love the style of future ben :3 makes me want a draw of rook and ben doing... asdadadfas things (my english=poop... sorry)