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I feel like I need to say this, because part of the reason why being on here has been draining on my mental health rather than offer a place of respite, is the incredibly isolating experience of writing a female oc, and one who is fandomless at that. I have been writing female muses since I begun doing so on tumblr nearly ten years ago, and I think most people who have can attest that it is difficult at times to maintain excitement when it feels like shouting into a void. some of that I do think it's the rpc at large; it has inevitably changed over the years, and maybe it's the nostalgia and the fact that it's 5 in the morning, but I miss the way people would just... interact in the past. I love deep, character defining dynamics, because I think they are the most fun to play out. there is no point to this post other than venting frustrations lmao but writing mura has certainly been different from writing any of my other past muses.

I am still going to move blogs sometime this week, because I need a fresh start, but yeah. it's definitely weighed down on me lately

#vent //#I am eternally grateful to the people who did invest in the collaborative aspect of storytelling #and ofc my friends over here you're the best #I think this just comes at a point where everything sucks a little and maybe the stress irl is finally getting to me #mobile.#I'm gonna try to get some sleep ughufhi

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hey gang 💖 I think I need a fresh start for this blog, so give this post a like if you would like a follow from the new one when I get around to doing it

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hey gang 💖 I think I need a fresh start for this blog, so give this post a like if you would like a follow from the new one when I get around to doing it

#I finished v.eilguard and I have... plenty of opinions but at the end of the day I am grateful for my m.arvel days for equipping me with the #ability to disregard canon djshksns #but yeah I want to focus on more plot oriented stuff with Mura and I have some verses cooking #( ╰ ☾ ❝ currently dissociating into the astral plane. › ooc.

so our elections just got cancelled

#politics //#I'm sorry for all the politics I'm posting I'm going THROUGH it #this has been the most stressful month of my life and apparently it's not over until March #mobile.

also... I really want more threads focusing on mura's folk hero aspect; the monster hunter, the champion of the people, a slip of a woman with a sword as long as she is tall, threatening assholes in taverns.

#I am taking advantage of my manic episode to be creative and reply to some dms jgvigbj #( ╰ ☾ ❝ currently dissociating into the astral plane. › ooc.

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